Bohemian Actress

sunday sickness

2009-05-24T23:05:00.002+08:00

GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm down with bad cough & fever of 38.2degrees. I hate to be sick.
What a wonderful day for me man!!!!!
My mom said: "Suspected swine flu" *Bleahhh*
I guess its due to the super hot weather these days.
Gonna rest for now.

Good night folks :)

xoxo
Jam

Layout changed :)

2009-05-24T01:28:00.002+08:00

Hi humans,

I've just updated & changed a new layout, and of cos a new name for my blog as well.
Hope u guys like this one cos i really like it :P
And I'm currently so addicted to restaurant city in facebook. That's a game for nothing-to-do people like me. Haaaa.

Btw, I went to taipei for holidays earlier May. It's awesome, I would love to visit Taipei again.
And i personally feel that there's some similiarity between Taipei & Japan. Because.....

IT JUST FEELS LIKE HOME *winks*

Just some random pictures taken in Taipei :)

Till then,
Jamie

missed me?

2009-04-12T19:06:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps,
missing me?? :)
Haven't been blogging for awhile and it just suddenly struck me to do so!
Anyway ....
Life's been awesome :)
I have nice wonderful friends around with me. What more can I ask for?
I just hope that I can find a job soon.
Keeping my fingers crossed for the interview.
I'll try to update again soon.
It's dinner time and I have to watch my japanese drama. Why is drama & the sims so addictive?

xoxo,
Jam

another emo day

2008-12-30T05:30:00.001+08:00

Its another shiteous day. Talked things out, felt so much better off my chest.
Anyway gonna turn in soon.
I'm so busy with my work lately. So anyway, belated merry xmas to all, and happy new year! I hope 2009 will be a super super super better year for all of us! Take care friends :)

http://madnessqueens.blogspot.com/

horrible trip

2008-11-25T04:53:00.002+08:00

Well, i just flew to bangkok. Yes i know, i'm very stubborn. I should have listened to everyone not to go. (I got food poisoning & running hi fever just few hours before my flight.) Because i didn't book any hotels, so i went to check in this baiyoke boutique hotel.Which my advice to u people ... never ever stay there.Its a fucking shithole.
The reception looks fine, the receptionist are friendly, cool. the bellboy is nice & friendly too.Its the crappy fucked up room can?! Once i step foot, ok, before i step foot, just swang open the door only.the moment was like. WTF is wrong with this room?
Hotel 81 does it even better!!!!I can hear the chicken outside my window KOO-KOO-KOO-KOOing, I can see their facial & shower towels are like they never been washed before's grey color. how i wish its yellowish.I can see a construction worker outside my window, while i am shitting (Sorry still having bad stomache),
I can see shit when i switched on the tv because of the bad satelite,I can use the internet broadband i paid for (400baht), but it gets disconnected every now & then.Wat a fabulous crappy room! But seriously i'm glad they have a mini refridgerator.I tell myself i can pull through staying in this shithole.
For the 1st night i decided not to go anywhere yet since i'm still sick. But how can i ever recover in this crappy room? Nevetheless i still try to sleep anyway..
And i keep waking up because i can hear the loud sounds of buses travelling by, some obasan's voice..and most importantly at 3am, the chicken woke up and started singing again.Finally i packed my luggage, still dress in my sleeping wear, grabbed my handbag & went to the recept to request upgrading to deluxe room.So at 5am, i finally settled down in my new alittle-less crappy room.
And i have to pay 1000baht/night for the upgrade.
Day 2, still sick, cant walk, can't sleep, can't eat, and makes me more sick in this crappy shithole.
Day 3, i decided to go home. I miss my mom so much. I wish she was here to cook or buy food for me, take care of me.
And I love SQ for letting me make the flight changes so many times! If not i won't be in the airport waiting for my flight now.
I don't know but i really can't live in hotels like baiyoke boutique..call me a spoilt brag or watever, i would rather sleep in rooms like hotel 81. at least they looks more presentable.
P.S: My crappy room @ day 1, i think its kinda haunted. I don't know, but i got this very eerie feeling. Moreover its at level 4.

Sorry for late updating.. suppose to post this up like couple of days before :P

madnessqueens

2008-10-19T23:46:00.002+08:00

Hello humans,

my blog's shifted to http://madnessqueens.blogspot.com/

Do update your bookmark and visit us soon! :)

Blog dead

2008-10-12T23:18:00.003+08:00

Hey.....
This blog is officially dead...
I've not been updating for ages...
Lots happened, lots of sadness, lots of laughter, lots of memories which i hope i could erase it from my head..
Ended relationship with the scientist...
Why do all the guys i met have to break my heart?
Long gotten over him.. its been like 1.5months after my heartache...
Life still goes on, i'm glad i still got my friends..
But life is never gonna be the same again from that moment on...
I never regretted meeting him in my life, because he really taught me a good lesson..
never trust a man that easily.. I know, i have been warned so many times about men..
I just can't help it.
I'm soft-hearted
I got light ears
I'm strong outside, weak inside
I am me.
Guess i'll never change.
So to all the men out there .. stop toying with my feelings .. please ..
Have a heart, let me go .. please, please don't hurt me anymore ...

reason

2008-06-24T16:01:00.001+08:00

I think the reason of me, being emo.. is that Im FAT.
Why my metalbolism is so bad? No matter how little i eat, i still grow fat.
HELP!
I wanna slim down! :(

bored

2008-06-23T03:28:00.000+08:00

so sianz..
feeling so emo.. :(

Im so busy

2008-06-17T15:34:00.003+08:00

I have been really busy last week!

Mon - Shopping
Tues & Wed - MC, rot @ home (that's why i got time to update my blog..)
Thurs =Driving lesson
Fri = Fitness class
Sat = Shopping
Sun = Staying home to figure how to use my new mobile

See, my life is really busy these days. Never even have the time to date the scientist as well since he's always not in spore, our timing is so difficult to compromise. Who knows if this will be a bad relationship for me as well? Hmmmm.. and the weather is so hot .. its killing me!
I got myself a new mobile, LG KU990R Viewty, and I'm loving it !! ;)

And i love my crazy friends !!! :)

Love u girls! :)

xoxo
Jamie

tadaima

2008-06-11T00:34:00.003+08:00

Konbanwa minna!

Tadaima ~~~ *

Well, it's been awhile since i last wrote .. anyway i'm always repeating the same old lines la.
But i promise i will blog regularly, if i can :) But basically there's nothing much for me to write. I'm a very boring person with a boring life. I can only provide gd informations abt makeup & fake lashes. Everytime i meet up with my dear Sheron, she will ask mi " Eh everytime i c yr blog, its the same, no updates .. "

I'M SUCH A LAZY GIRL, SORRY!

Anyway, I was chatting with Mr A over MSN, he told me his gf broke up with him. Sad for him, and i told him that i've got nothing to blog, so i'll blog over his brokeup then. I'M SO MEAN. He didn't say NO, just he ask me not to post his picture. Ha! Well, he's been dating with his gf for abt 10yrs.. so sad for him. But life goes on, take it easy & I'm sure u'll meet someone better than her :) Just like me, so many failed relationships but I can still laugh over it. Not because I don't care, or used to it, but because that's life. Bound to be ups & downs. Just treat it as a "test" from god :P

So wat have i been doing these days? Basically its just work, mahjong, nails, playing mahjong online, going for fitness classes, driving lessons, shopping & dating. Life's never been so good before! Haha, nah, in fact i feel that as i grow older, the friends around me gets lesser & lesser ... Can u imagine i only get 2 SMSes from Eunice, and 1 SMS from the scientist & NO CALLS at all .. on a sunday? That's quite pathetic....And almost everyday, i only get calls from Eunice / Candice, and SMSes from scientist. That's the life of a 24 years old me .....

I went to watch Kung-Fu Panda together with scientist on Sat night @ balestier cineplex. And its my 1st time to the ulu ulu place. I wanted to watch it in town but he's got errand to run in balestier, so no choice. After that we decided to grab a bite since I didn't have dinner yet (its already 9pm+), we headed to a cafe in Tanglin Mall near his home, forgotten the cafe's name, but its rather an interesting 1. The staffs there are all very friendly, and there's a moment when the boss / manager actually asked everyone to stand up, and follow the way she dances, if not have to pay for everyone in the cafe! So feeling abit paiseh, we just have to ~~walk~~ dance around with abt 20 people around the place.

After dinner we headed home, and sleeping soundly till 5am suddenly the aircon's not working. And its due to power trip. The whole condominium's power hay-wired. So troublesome, and slping without fan or aircon?! NO WAY. Power only restored about 1hr later.. zzzzzz ..

Oh ya, I've got tons & tons & tons of overdue pictures!
Don't say i didn't warn u.. u gonna scroll down & c lots of pictures with my face. hohohoho. Dun get bored yeah :P

I'll continue uploading again tmr.. too tired.

xoxo
Jamie

laxative tea

2008-04-02T17:32:00.001+08:00

" It will make u lao till u regret eating so much junk. 1st time drink will feel like your ass is pee hole wannabe. "

As described by HB. Soooooooo scary!!

stressing myself too much

2008-04-01T04:00:00.002+08:00

I screwed things up again.
I'm supposely to go for my FT test this monday but I've just booked air ticket to BKK this fri & coming back on Mon. The worse part is that I've to do an evaluation 2 weeks b4 the test which I totally forgot abt it ? Fuck ?! And now that I've to wait till like end of June for the re-test. Waste of my money & waste of my time. I'm dreaming man. Very pissed with myself :(

I've been pondering alot, trying ways to improve my life. My life is really in a mess & so upside down. Relationship & Career wise both sucks. I really need a new job, but I don't know where to go. I'm so lost. Maybe I should really listen to Sheron & try flying instead. I need $$$$$$$$$$. So many things to do, but yet so little $.

Good night folks.

changes

2008-03-26T02:54:00.002+08:00

Is it that MEN don't change or HIM that never changes?
Oh I really really feel like killing him on the other night.
It's not totally his wrong, It's that I am once again foolish enough to believe in him ...
Full commitment my ASS.
U fucking cb, I hope u get out of my life!
Stop wasting my time & youth to believe in the bullshit you said please.
It's been 3years and you are still the same.
Still so many girls around you, so please stop fooling me around ...
My feelings are not meant for you to toy u this cb.
Did you even notice that I was weeping myself to sleep on the floor when you were so drunk?
Did you even consider about how I'm feeling when I give you the slap on your face?
Did you even think about why am I being so angry with you?
Did you even bother to feel you are really sorry cos u lied to me?
Did you even care about the craps & nonsenses u gave me in this 3 years?

This time u really broke my heart.
U are history.
I hope I never get to see you again.
Goodbye.

long time no see

2008-03-17T04:22:00.003+08:00

Hello Humans,

It actually took me awhile to login to blogger since I haven't been login to it since Nov 2007. Quite a hussle for me as I can't recall what exactly my password is. Hohohoho.

Anyway, was thinking if I should continue to use blogger or switching it to livejournal is better.

Blogger or LJ ? LJ or Blogger ?

*** I thought I saw an angel from above *winks*

halloween

2007-11-04T23:13:00.000+08:00

Pictures from Halloween night in Zouk & Velvet.
I was busy so now that I finally have time to upload it.
Had lots of fun especially with cassie, candice, chloe & eunice.
They are such fun loving babes!
Can't wait to party with them again :)

I went to dragonfly (yes again & again!) last night to see my favourite Yutaki ! Oh my god, he even waved at me!!! *MELTING*
Once again, he posed some photos for me.. Isn't he such an eye candy? He is so wonderful to me! Yutaki I LUB YOU !!!!!!!

I realise Yutaki's famous pose is the 3 fingers style, which mine is the 2 fingers peace. Aren't we such a good match? hahahahahahahaha. I'm crazy. Just ignore me. Anyway, a picture of my fat dog & myself with straight long hair again to end the post!

With love,
Jamie

yutaki craze

2007-10-22T03:47:00.000+08:00

My latest addiction ...

YUTAKI !!! :)

Too bad that I've been adviced not to consume alcohol from now on ...

So I can't go to dragonfly to watch him sing anymore :(

And the best part is ... thru out the 20 mins singing, he actually posed for me to take photo for at least 4 or 5 times !!!! :)

But I didn't take a nice shot at all .. Cos my hand's shaking & that I'm using my HP ...

The next time i go to fly, i will bring my camera along!!! :)

I'm so crazy over him!!!

Nevetheless I still managed to take photo with him. HAHAHAHAHA.

sick

2007-10-08T03:48:00.001+08:00

I'm sick.

And its kinda serious.

Am going on hiatus. Will be back, but ain't sure when.

I'll blog if I can.

Take care everybody & god bless :)

random pictures

2007-10-01T01:58:00.000+08:00

Some random pictures which I've got no time to upload.
I just don't understand why so many people like to go dragonfly.

Good night folks!
And to dearest Sheron, I'll miss u for sure. Relax and don't pressure yourself too much.
Awaiting for u to come back on Nov 16th & let's have our drink, drank, drunk session!!! :)

my tragic

2007-09-30T16:06:00.001+08:00

An open message to mr D:

Dear mr D, although we have known each other for 7 years, but u made me know more about u for the past 2 weeks.

It was quite a surprise for me when u asked to be your girlfriend, since u know me well, and knew I always prefer rich men. Since i agreed, it means though i wanna have a rich guy, but nevetheless i still choose love over money. And i don't mind even if u are not rich at all, because i believe u are still young and will work hard for your future, so then u can take good care of me.
But now u made me believe that I'm naive or rather stupid enough to believe in u. I should have chosen money & not love in the 1st place.

Didn't u realise I had never said I like u or I love u ? Because I feel this 3 words are very sacred .. in a way like u should only say it when u really mean it. That's why i don't feel anything when u said "I LOVE U" to me. How much do u love me for only afew days as a couple? Action speaks louder than words.

It's definitely your loss for not choosing me. I've always been nice and took care of u for this short 2 weeks. And because I know u are tight for money, I never took taxi fare from u, and I never request u to bring me to luxury restaurants, even if I did, I am the one paying for it.
And now that u told me your ex girlfriend whom u love very much has been contacting u, u feel like u wanna go back with her, but scared to hurt my feelings..bla bla bla...

Don't fucking act like u are so nice to me can? Pls also don't give me those very low pitched tone of voice over the phone like u are feeling so upset. ARE U REALLY SO UPSET?!?! Come on la, I bet u are playing PSP games like usual after u hang up the phone with me. Because I know u don't feel a pinch at all. Since u already made up your mind to patch back with her, don't fucking give me those "hey i'm sorry.. i know it's unfair.. because u are nice.. " No need to bullshit with me, and stop wasting our time.

And if u are with somebody whom u loved so much, u will be happy, and I'll be happy for u seriously :) I mean to find a couple deeply in love with each other is so rare nowadays, so I'm glad u found your soul mate u see. So pls don't fucking let me know in future that both of u broke up. I was the 1 who back out from this triangle shit, so don't waste my effort and take good care of her.

Don't bother to ask... anyway, I FEEL LIKE SHIT NOW AND FEEL LIKE PUNCHING U IN THE FACE, THROW AWAY YR PSP, SMASH YR MACBOOK & DELETE ALL THE SONGS U RECORDED, THROW ALL YR SHOES UNDER THE RAIN, CUT AWAY ALL YOUR JEANS, SET FIRE TO YOUR HAIR, HIRE SOMEONE WITH HIV TO RAPE U, OR YOUR BIG BLACK DOG TO CHEW AWAY ALL YOUR FINGERS SO U CAN'T PLAY GUITAR FOREVER, SCRATCH YOUR BAREFEET WITH FORKS, SPIKE YOUR DRINK WITH LAXATIVE PILLS ....

I'll only do those stuffs to u in my dreams, don't worry.

Although it's a short 2 weeks, I still appreciate for the little bit of care u showered me. Thank u and all the best to u :)

Warmest wishes,
Jamie

party animal

2007-09-10T00:09:00.000+08:00

Because I'm feeling kinda down lately, I try to hang out with my usual girls for partying.
I went to St. James power station 3 times this week!! :(
Dragonfly with Marcus O on Tues.
Dragonfly again with Linda, Kc, Lynn & friends on Thurs.
Movida & Powerhouse with Kc & Jasmine on Fri.
New Thumper & Zouk with Kc, Jasmine, Linda & Lynn. Met my neighbour Jam in Zouk as well. It's been awhile since I saw him, still looking great though! :)

Our sinful supper after partying on Fri.

Because we are fabulous!!! :)

And not forgetting some random photos that I forgot to upload...

With Eva, very nice colleague of mine which I've known for 4 years!
Actually, I didn't wanna have my fringe cut so short, that's because I asked my mom to help me trim off alittle of it, and it turns out to be very very ugly. So i went to the hair dresser & she told me it's either i cut it shorter (like bangs) or I have to be patient till it grow longer.
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To bang or not to bang?!
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So eventually I chopped off my fringe :(
But I'm glad it has grown longer now & I can have my side parting back to normal though its still alittle short.

Going to shower now & then watch Japanese drama!

irritating junk mails

2007-09-06T03:48:00.001+08:00

Hello peeps,

I've got a small problem here. Does anybody knows how should I prevent / stop receiving junk mails? I mean seriously, my inbox is always full of junk mails. Viagara, strike lottery, do u remember me? all this kind of lame adv mails in my singnet box.

Kindly advice what should I do? ~~~~~~~ Thanks :)

PMS

2007-09-01T14:29:00.000+08:00

So moody.
Feeling so low & small.
I need a shoulder to cry on....

yoshio kojima

2007-08-30T05:06:00.000+08:00

Ko-chan told me Yoshio Kojima is very popular in Japan now and he can't stop laughing infront of the TV, so I searched him thru youtube, so here it goes....

I don't really understand much coz my japanese is not so good. But anyway, I think he is funny & serious in a way. hahaha. OPPAI :P

Sonna no kankei nai ~!!

rushing for time 29th Aug

2007-08-29T04:46:00.000+08:00

BUSY
BUSY
And BUSY.

I'll update soon, kisses :)

fruitful weekend 19th Aug

2007-08-20T03:29:00.000+08:00

No worries humans,
I survived the ultimate dental visit.
I think it really hurts. But I'm glad that its over and now I have clean & beautiful gum & teeth :)

I went to Forbidden City & Attica together on fri night with a new friend that I've met in Movida afew weeks back..Not interesting at all in Attica, I never like that place anyway, thus left quite early to home & zzzzzzzzz.

As for Sat, I met up with an old friend, which I haven't seen him for like almost 2 years? And we used to hang out quite often last time, but MIAed. haha. initially he was in a thai disco? somewhere near to tanjong pagar area, and when I arrived we went to partyworld to sing sing sing ~~~~ Suddenly I've got the mood to sing, so when he suggested partyworld I became so eager to meet him :D I totally heart his keitai denwa... OMG, is damn cool & the pictorials all are so clear its as good as a digital camera function. The best part is that his mobile's in WHITE. I so totally adore phone in black or white color!! He bought that phone in Japan, so probably my next trip to Japan I will wanna get a new one that as well, so I can save up the money to get digital Cam. "1 stone kill 2 bird" hohohoho

Met up with Sheron on Sunday, for short shopping & simple ps tutorial provided by her. Thanks darling :) She is the best!! Wish her good luck in her new job. *muakz*

Something's very wrong with my com, and that now I'm blogging thru my lappie, which I don't like it coz there's no mouse and I prefer to use keyboard.

I'll be back soon peeps.

xoxo,
Jamie

*** PS: Sheron says she likes to see me in curls :) Yeah I still prefer my curly curly hair..!

my fears 14th Aug

2007-08-14T02:45:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna turn in now coz I've got appt with dentist in early noon.
MAY GOD BLESS ME AND BE WITH ME THRU OUT THE PAIN.

thoughts running wild 13th Aug

2007-08-13T02:44:00.000+08:00

I spent my sunday rotting at home. It feels great to rot & do nothing at times. WAIT, i did lots of things today!!! Like when I woke up, I saw puke on the floor by my fat dog, I need to scrub & clean the spot. And later on, he showered me with "gold bars" I need to clean his shit and that some of em' even stained onto his backside fur, I need to use wet tissue to clean it too. Which it stained on my hands as well. That's kinda gross especially I'm eating McDonalds' fries .. using the same hand. lol. But of cos I washed my hands clean clean before eating la...

Because Ko-chan's not in Spore to accompany me, so I spent lots of time watching old japanese dramas, like this few days I've watched Koi No Kamisama and Ita zura no Kiss. Both by same actor, Kashiwabara Takashi. HE IS DAMN CUTE OK. And he is soooo COOL !! I like quiet & cool type of men. Very attracted to this kind, which is totally the opposite of my guy, sigh.

The top 4 Japanese men that I like very much :
Kimura Takuya (HANDSOME)
Fukuyama Masaharu (ZEXY SMALL MOUTH, I Like)
Kashiwabara Takashi (DAMN COOL)
Matsumoto Koichi (My guy looks like the combination of the 3 above..frankenstein !!! omg)

If I could see the 3 in real life ...... I will die with no regrets.

MY MISSION IMPOSSIBLE LIST:
Save $1K - $1.3K per month for Japan trip
Travel to Japan in Dec'07
Stop online shopping till... Nov '07
Change my hair color to a slight brighter shade by Sept '07
Lose at least 5kg by end of Sept '07
Buy burberrys muffler for winter holis to Japan
Stop using Taxi to travel everywhere!!

I really wish my father is the owner of any bank in Spore.
oh yeah I can continue to dream of it.

memories 10th Aug

2007-08-10T03:44:00.000+08:00

While I was trying to find headband in my old closet, I chanced upon a very old box of mine, which I put all the photos inside during my secondary school days. Lots of memories flashed back. Especially the times when we like to take neo-print, or the card photo. Saw many neoprints taken together with Joanne, Xiaoshan, Meiqi, Linju, Qilin ... Those were the days :)

Now that all of them are married, except for linju .. I'm still the single 1. Haaaaaaa.
I even saw the neoprints that I took together with Jordan. Sweeeeet Memories.
Guess Jordan is the only boyfriend that I loved very much and very regretful about it even until now. I think I got to know him when I was 16years old, thru the introduction by Qilin, we were together for like 1.5years. Time really flies, it's been 7 years since then. I'm wondering how is he doing.

Sometime back I even added his younger brother into my MSN, lots of time I really want to ask him is Jordan fine, but the words eventually never been typed out.

Memories, they just hurt isn't it ? Anyhow, I wish him all the best and god bless :)

Happy Birthday to Singapore! :) I saw some fireworks inside the taxi in Clarke Quay area earlier on, just when I took out my mobile to snap the shots .... I realised is the last 2 shots of fireworks for the night. Booooooooooooo. Once again, I went to clarke quay to meet up with ryo for dinner, and he broke to me the news that he's gotta upcoming advertising project in Japan which requires him to be there for 2 months starting from next week.

WHY IS EVERYBODY THAT I LIKE LEAVING ME?????? CHICKEN PIE.
sibei suay lor.

I'm turning in, it's 4am now and that Marcus will call me at 9am later to drag my fat ass to the gym exercising with him. I really need to shed off all my fats. 9 out of 10 clothings including dresses, tops, jeans whatever, I can't fit in anymore. VERY VERY ~~BAD~~FAT. Oh god, if u can't make me slim, pls make all my friends fat :P

xoxo,
Jamie

love sick baby 6th Aug

2007-08-06T15:33:00.000+08:00

I had an enjoyable sunday!!!
Went shopping, didn't get to buy much stuffs because of my budget plus I am so fat now I can't fit in the beautiful dresses that I wanna buy. SAD.
I'm gonna start my intense diet from today onwards!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *ROARSSSS*
After that I met up with ryo for dinner in clarke quay. Nice guy, nice food, nice ambience. What more can I still ask for?

I miss ko-chan, hope he'll be back soon....
coz i'm love sick baby......

feeling beautiful

2007-08-03T15:48:00.001+08:00

I'm sick.
Running nose + cough.
I really don't want to take MC from work.
Sunday is approaching & i'm really looking forward to my date with ryo-san.
MEANS I CANNOT AFFORD TO BE SICK !!!!!!
I tried to sleep early last night since I'm not feeling well, but I can't. I just keep tossing & turning around. Sigh.
I hate to be sick.

I feel I am beautiful 2days back.
Afew incidents occured: While I was waiting for the lift, 1 ojisan actually standing beside me suddenly asked for my name. And to avoid starting conversation with him, I took the stairs instead.
Then I went to McDonalds, I ordered Filet-o-fish burger & fries. After that the indian guy packed me an apple pie as well, free from him & he said SEE U AGAIN TOMORROW. lol.
Ok the rest of the encounters i'm not gonna list down because I have to run for work soon. Am chatting in MSN with Joanne & Kozzzzzzy san :P So I do not have the mood to blog. I can't multi-task.

Till then! :)

time is precious

2007-08-01T02:54:00.000+08:00

OMG.

I'm just so tired. Mentally & physically tired. I'm such a busy woman. Busy with work & sleeping. I work 6days a week and that left me with 1 day of rest day. Usually during my rest day I will spend time at home to read up some novels, watching drama, and spending quality time with Ko-chan.

But for now I'm gonna be busier than ever! Because I'm considered single but not available lady (doesn't mean I can't go out to date other guys right? I mean, having lunch or movie together is nothing wrong isn't it?)

So anyway, the last sunday I went out with Sheron, met her up for brunch and shopping together in Orchard. She has quite a serious problem now that's brooding on her mind. Anyway darling, JUST GO FOR IT !!!! *Winks* I'm so happy for u, really.

The upcoming sunday I'll be having dinner together with ryo-san. Have to visit Far East Plaza as well to negotiate about the rental rates over there as well. So there goes my only rest day ~~~~

Sometimes I really just wish there's 8 days a week and 30 hours a day.

I'm so busy. I really need a break & getaway.

Oh ya, last friday I went to St. James Power Station together with my girls, was in tiger live? And after that we went to movida. Movida's nice, but too many "aligators" looking for their preys. 60% of the crowd's men. After Movida closed, we wanted to go Dragonfly & fly fly fly, but too crowded. So we headed to living room, which is damn packed. It's 6am so we hurried home to sleep anyway. I'm aging, I can't drink as much as before, get wasted very very easily.

TIME IS PRECIOUS. TIME WAITS FOR NO MAN. CHERISH IT.

Love ya all.

101% woman

2007-07-25T02:46:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I'm so sloppy I actually felt like I'm a male trapped in a female body. It must have been some shiteous stuffs that I did to piss god off, so I was been reborn into this world as a woman.

There's nothing wrong being a woman except :

Menses cramp every month which is killing me.

Have to shave my eyebrow & armpit on regular days.

Waxing of the pubic hair which is so pain that my armpit would perspire.

Making-up & styling the tai-tai hairstyle which will take me 1 hour+ (yeah i'm a tai-tai wannabe)

and etc ..... Not gonna list down everything coz its gonna be endless.

I don't know. I just feel that being a woman is so troublesome. On the other hand, being a woman can enjoy special privilleges from men, that's the bonus point. *winks*

Aiyaaaaaaaaa, I know i sounded contradicting, there's pros & cons anyway. How I wish I can don't brush my teeth everyday & still smells good + teeth don't decay & turn yellow.

My girls are asking me out to party on Friday. As I've promised them because we haven't party so hard like before. I'm a semi-retired clubber since January. I only club like once in 2 months or something? I don't have the mood to party & get to meet people anymore. I'm a HOMELY GIRL now haha! If I'm gonna reject my girls for partying this friday, I think they will blacklist me, hate me, punch me, rape me, or even fart on my face :(

I'm starting to miss Ko-chan. Life without him definitely suck. He's been calling me everyday since he left, and plenty of SMSes. Probably the next month when he receives his phone bill, he will scream & curse @ the bill, then break to me the news that he can't call / SMS me as much as before :((

I miss the times we cry together watching 1 litre of tears (japanese drama), we cried more than 1litre by the way... I miss the times we walk hand in hand to watch movie, sing karaoke, dinner, BKK trip, wrestling and me having bruises all over. And now that I'm alone .. I feel so moody can.

I will watch drama alone from now, cry alone, laugh alone, eat alone ... nobody fights with me and give me morning call by farting in my face anymore...

Why I cannot strike 1st, 2nd, or 3rd prize for 4D??!?!?!?!?!? If i have the $ i'll fly over to Japan now for summer holis! damn... why the SIMS have cheatcodes to increase their "simleons" why we don't have cheatcodes to increase our moneyyyyy....

*BIG SIGH*

the queen is back

2007-07-19T03:58:00.000+08:00

I'm back!!!

MIA-ed for awhile. Felt like there's so so much thoughts for me to pen down, but I just don't know where I should start from. Anyway, life's been very fulfilling for me (I don't ask for much in life too. Simple girl is me :))

I am so tempted to buy Anya Hindmarch's I'm not a plastic bag. I seriously don't mind spending 300bucks to buy from the auctions.(that's becoz I reaaaaaally want it!) But Eileen actually warned me today that who knows if its a replica since the design can't be too difficult to manufacture right.

*SIGH*

Should I or should I not buy??????

I even tried to ask some friends from Japan to buy, but heard that it's out of stock. OH COME ON JAPAN JUST STARTED SELLING SINCE 14TH JULY!! Duhzzzzz

Anyway, Ko-chan's gonna return to Japan from this saturday. He will be badly missed by me! I so wanna visit to Japan :( But due that I'm trying very hard to scrimp on my spendings. I'm a poor queen now. And i mean VERY.

I'm not as glam like before, getting my nails done, curling my hair in the salon, taking taxis everyday wherever I goes.

Hoping that I can save up the amount that I aimed for. GANBATTE !!!!

missing out

2007-04-19T15:48:00.000+08:00

Hey peepz,

Seems like i've totally forgotten about "I HAVE A BLOG" thingy.

Life's been rather blissful for me.

Except some hiccups in life, but it doesn't really bothers me. Summarising of what I've done the past few months,

Feb: Busy
March: Alittle more busier
April: Super busy

Ha! Ok i know i'm lame.

Anyhow, I'm still thinking if I should shut down my blog since I don't really do updates anymore. Thanks for some of the emails I've received, caring & giving me support :)

The people I missed most are my drinking kakis! I'm a semi retired clubber now. Good for my liver & pocket though :P

I'll try to blog again real soon!

xoxo
Jamie

when...

2007-02-15T15:12:00.000+08:00

When a boyfriend who used to be a player in the past, now telling the girlfriend that "Shall we make a baby?"

That's very Oh My God.

been busy

2007-02-12T05:10:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody! Thanks for some of the emails that I have received from you nice people, no worries I'm still alive & kicking. And many many thanks to those that tagged me a birthday wish! :) Alright, I have been very busy lately, and chinese new year's round the corner, busy with spring cleaning my room is just 1 hella big headache. Like what everybody that visited my room before, will in fact shake their heads & turn round to call me GARANG GUNI.

** I threw partially of the mountain of books & magazines away.. Finally.

Most of all, I'm busy because I'm dating! So i won't be spending Valentine's day alone again this year i suppose :) Quick, congratulate me :P
Ma best friend from secondary school is getting married in March. Congratulations to Joanne, hope u have a blessed wedding; be a happy wife & mom!
Sigh, and that I'm still far far far away from the marriage thingy. Sometimes I really felt like giving birth to a baby, probably get sperminated by a super duper handsome guy, and lead a happily ever after life with my child. Who needs a husband anyway. Haaaaaa, talk is cheap yeah I know. It's never easy raising a child by your own. Moreover, not all the men likes the idea of buying 1 & getting 1 free.

** Looking at the cuties make me really wanna have a baby :P

** Cheers to our friendship. Love ya always babe!

** Happy Birthday Jamie. U are 23 ! Do work hard, play hard & enjoy life to fullest!

Hope everybody have a romantic & blessed Valentines' Day 2007 :)

Hugs & Kisses,
Jamie (she has been loved.)

P.S: The anonymous who wants the HTML code for uploading the background mp3, do mail me & i'll teach u how, thanks.

birthday

2007-01-25T14:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :)

loving memory of bibi

2007-01-23T02:41:00.000+08:00

My dearest dog passed away just afew hours ago.
She's turning 14 this year.
She came to my house when I'm just a 9years old girl.
She will always be remembered & loved by us as a very beautiful and obedient dog.
May her soul find peace in Heaven.

In loving memory of bibi, 1993 ~ 2007

Bibi, I will always love u.
Good bye.

Love,
Jamie

crazy for you

2007-01-19T06:46:00.000+08:00

Swaying room as the music starts
Strangers making the most of the dark
Two by two their bodies become one

I see you through the smoky air
Can't you feel the weight of my stare
You're so close but still a world away
What I'm dyin' to say, is that

I'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you'll know it's true
I never wanted anyone like this
It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss
I'm crazy for you, crazy for you

Tryin' hard to control my heart
I walk over to where you are
Eye to eye, we need no words at all

Slowly now we begin to move
Every breath I'm deeper into you
Soon we two are standing still in time
If you read my mind, you'll see

I'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you'll know it's true
I never wanted anyone like this
It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss
I'm crazy for you, crazy for you

It's all brand new, I'm crazy for you
And you know it's true
I'm crazy, crazy for you

xoxo,
Jamie (perhaps love?)

blood diamond

2007-01-16T04:02:00.000+08:00

I watched The Blood Diamond last sat. And it's really really a very fab movie, those who haven't watch it, better catch it soon! No regrets for sure, I won't mind to watch it a 2nd time. I even cried towards the end of the movie, its so touching :"( *sobs*

And I'm thinking if most ladies will actually boycott to buy diamond rings after watching this movie? If one of your girlfriend / lover / wife insisted you to buy her 1 carat of diamond ring, better bring her to watch this movie quick!! Ops.

I believe that Leonardo DiCaprio actually made lots of effort for this film, like the way he try to change his american accent into african type, will noticed that his acting skills have matured.

After movie, I settle down for my late dinner @ Vivian's Japanese restaurant in Cathay, and then to Bar Stop at this Killiney Road for some wine & chilling out. It's really a very cosy & relaxed place.

*2nd level of Bar Stop from my view.

A short while later, Claudia came to join me and Mr C for some wine, and that suddenly the topic of my birthday, I don't have any intention to organize a birthday party anyway. Perhaps I'm getting older, I felt like birthday is just another day to me, nothing special. But so nice of them, I'm gonna stay put at Ritz Carlton Hotel next weekend (hopefully) and on Sunday, we can enjoy the champagne brunch. Hooooow lovely!

I love ma friends so much!

xoxo,
Jamie

brand new start

2007-01-12T05:40:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps!

Sorry for the lack of updatings lately as I was busy. And I mean real busy.

I'm still enjoying my singlehood lifestyle, occasionally going on dates with guys of cos. But that's not the reason of me being busy. I'm not gonna rush into relationships i guess. Too much heartaches for me to handle. Although 1 of the guy that's into me is quite a cute japanese guy :P

So to summarise what I've done during the past weeks,

30th Dec'06: Went out with Jyoji-san the half japanese & chinese new friend that I got to know from www.whosgoing.sg We went to watch Death Note 2 and then proceeded to party world to meet up with Sheron there as well. So the 3 of us sang our hearts out loud! But most of the time I'm busy eating the nuggets & sotong balls. It was really quite delicious! Sorry that I'm such a glutton :P

31st Dec'06: Went to Eddie's home for Hari Raya dinner with Jasmine & Cassie. I was the 1st to arrive at his place, and I was kinda embarrassed to enter initially as I was the only fair skin or rather chinese there. His house was full of relatives of like 16 members? I can feel all the eyes are on me which made me quite uneasy, but his niece was really friendly. She came up to me to wish me Happy New Year and even asked for my name.. How sweet of her :) I heard from Eddie that his niece's flying with SQ and that she's also an actress with Suria i think. We had some white wine & some chivas whisky which I brought over because I thought lots of us girls will be dining at his place which I'm wrong, turning out to be the 3 of us only.

We then made our way to Zouk for the countdown. Luckily we made it on time for the counting down as the queue to Zouk was so long, thus we decided to queue in via Velvet. Damn its so expensive! $48 cover charge of 1 drink only :( Anyhow, my aunty arrived Zouk earlier than us so she ordered some drinks for us 1st as its 1 for 1. The 1st to knock out was Jasmine, following by Eddie. Just sometime b4 2am. After they left, my aunty was heading home as well & asked if I need a lift cos we are staying afew blocks away only. I decided to stay for awhile more to enjoy partying with Cassie which its a HUGE MISTAKE of 2007. By the time of 330am we decided to head home, to my astonishment, THERE'S NO TAXIS AT ALL ANYWHERE. I kid not. Even trying to book a taxi via the hotline was a bad idea, cos the lines are all engaged all time!! We then made our way from Zouk to MOS ........

BY FOOT.

It's not that far, but imagining walking such a distance with heels plus alittle of wasted is no joke. Immediately I felt myself awaken from the alcohol in me cos by the time I arrived MOS, I was perspiring like what man! In the end I only managed to get home like 730am in the morning, with the help of Jyoji-san (he's the only friend that I know's driving on NYE except for Justin) He was with another 2 girlfriends, means he need to send all 4 ladies home. That's so kind of him! Thanks alot for the ride, I really appreciated it.

3rd of Jan'07: Went to catch Night At the Museum by Ben Stiller. It's really so hilarious!! :D I can't stop laughing throughout the whole show. "dumb dumb, I want gum gum!" While I was in the bus I accidentally knocked onto the side of the pole handle, resulting in ....

What a nice bruise!!!!! :(

7th Jan'07: Went to KM8, I must say the music they playing there is really awwwwesome! Fits perfectly for rave parties! Seriously, I have to go check it out & experience the full-moon party in Thailand someday. Later on, I met up with my bunch of party ~~animals~~ friends to Powerhouse in St. James for some gay night partying. Wooow. It's my virgin step into a gay night crowd. Never in my life I've seen so many men at one shot. Was pretty scary. Haha. So many cuties & hunks around the club, it's really such a waste they aren't into ladies.

Does it looks like a X'mas tree in KM8 to u?

The club full of boys.

Cantopop LIVE in dragonfly.

While we were lost in the powerhouse? dragonfly?

I'm all casual on a sunday night :)

The bot of Absinthe that killed us on X'mas eve.

Sunshine after the rain! Took this somewhere near to SLE. Look how beautiful it is.

Hereby wishing everyone a blessed 2007 ahead!

Love,
Jamie

oops

2007-01-05T06:07:00.000+08:00

I'm so busy recently, I promise I'll blog more soon :)

More updates of my NYE celebration later.

Love u peeps!

Hugs & Kisses,
Jamie

*** P.S: Yes I'm inside the loo!!!

boxing day

2006-12-27T02:27:00.000+08:00

Hey,
though I'm abit late, hereby I wishes everyone Meerrrry XXX'mas!
Hope everyone have a blessed holiday season & of course may joy, happiness & prospers be with u wonderful people yeah! :)

I wasn't able to do much updates as I was very busy! Anyway, I did checked out "Clinic" last Fri, to be frank, the place wasn't so bad, I mean the music, the atmosphere, but lacking of something. Which is HUMANS. I mean it's considered very very empty on a fri night in a newly opened club. Seriously I quite liked the place.

**Posing in Clinic. Thanks for the picture Wendy :)

As for X'mas eve, I made my way to party world to join the girls for some karaoke & drinking session before proceeding to Zouk. Everything's so expensive on a X'mas eve :(

Wasn't able to take much photos as by that time I reached Zouk, I was getting drunk :P
Hopefully I can take more photos during NYE celebration!
Gonna have my beauty sleep now. Btw, happy boxing day too!

Love,
Jamie

clubs

2006-12-22T05:31:00.000+08:00

Has anybody been to The Cannery?

I need feedbacks to know if its fun!

And like this Barfly & Clinic, wat kind of music do they play?

Love,
Jamie

Xmas plans

2006-12-20T03:38:00.000+08:00

Christmas Eve, celebrated on 24th December is a day when the whole family comes together to swap stories, play games and generally touch base with each other. Christmas is a great time for getting relatives and other family members together and sharing with them some light and joyful moments. It is the day when traditionally most Christian families put up their Christmas tree, gather around a fire or the tree and read or tell some old Christmas Eve stories. Some families also like to watch Christmas related movies and listen to Christmas Carols :)

For me, I'll be celebrating X'mas this year with dearest Jasmine, Linda & KC.
We girls will have X'mas dinner together, then we planned to go for karaoke session
and then proceed to partying after counting down!
Nothing is better than enjoying the company with closed friends. Who needs a boyfriend anyway? (oops, just because I'm single that's why I'm jealous of the couples celebrating X'mas together!Brrrrrr...)

Hope everybody enjoys their Christmas with precious one on this special day :)

Love,
Jamie

plannings

2006-12-18T08:35:00.000+08:00

I'm having my insomnia probs again.
Tired but it does helps to my losing weight scheme.
So far, I have lost about 5kg.. Way to go.
Its 835am and I am still awake. Oh well, I will turn in soon.
Btw, any plans for X'mas?

Love,
Jamie

worse day ever

2006-12-17T06:01:00.000+08:00

I AM REALLY SO TIRED & SO LOW MORALE!

HELP ME PLS, SOMEBODY .....

pathetic weekend

2006-12-11T00:48:00.000+08:00

Alright, I'm feeling so sick right now, down with a very bad sore throat leading me with a very deep & rough voice + bad coughing which makes people feel like I contracted SARS or some deadly disease.

Not a very fruitful weekend for me, as all's about the same every week. Not much of any changes, partying as usual on friday night. Was in MOS before heading to momo. After which I accompanied Gary for supper or rather breakfast in Pasir Ris, and its like almost 6am when I received my dear friend Marcus calling for help. Not gonna go into details but the 3 of us spent the time till like 8 something and I was hella sleepy, with my eyes only half-opened.

Like I said, I was really feeling so sick, hence I decided to give myself a rest day from clubbing. And come on, ITS ZOUKOUT ON SAT and I'm missing it !!! Damn. But I was really too weak to do anything, let alone drink. Forget it, no use brooding about it now since I missed the great party of the year :( Hope u enjoyed on my behalf butterfly! Brrrrrr...

I'm still feeling kinda stoned right now coz of the coughing syrup. The drowsiness is attacking me, and I'm gonna turn in. Hopefully tmr will be a better day for me and of cos everybody. *Hugs*

Love,
Jamie

power of hurt

2006-12-08T17:50:00.000+08:00

"Be careful to whom u give yr heart because when u love,
U're not only giving that person the right to love u, but the power to hurt u."

Love,
Jamie

momo-ing

2006-12-03T23:33:00.000+08:00

I was told that MW shifted to Central Mall which is opposite of club MOMO, so we girls decided to check that new MW on friday night. To my astonishment, the place totally sucks. It was really so hot & smelt of sweat on the 2nd level which is the dance floor. Stayed around for about 15mins before proceeding to club MOMO as Jasmine yearns for R&B music. Saw my dearest Sheron there. And I can see that she's really enjoying herself that night as she was so wasted, oops! Jasmine took a picture for me in club MOMO, which i looked quite wasted as well from my eyes.

So anyway, we girls sort of celebrated Ina's bachelorette night on sat in Attica. It's a terrible place with attitude waiters. Because my gay friend had a bottle of chivas in Attica, so he took it out and we have soda + whisky or water + whisky & other mixtures. Total of 5 glasses like that on the table. So after i came back from the washroom, i was told by Jas that the fucktard waiter poured all the glasses of alcohol from the table to 1 jug. I repeat, 1 JUG of "mixtures". Who the hell's gonna drink that shit? The fucktard's excuse was that we were leaving our drinks on the RESERVED / VIP table. So he needs to clear away the glasses. For goodness sake, he could have told us to remove our drinks, go elsewhere right. But he didn't say anything and he expects my gay friend to open a new bottle in order to use that table for our drinks :( Such bad service. Eeeeeee.

Afterwards i proceeded to Zouk, met up with Marcus awhile in there as it was pretty late which Zouk's going to close soon. Coincidencely, mr J was there as well so he's kind enough to give me a ride home. I'm glad that i've gotten over him. I no longer misses him anymore. Although we can't be together, but we are still friends :)

BAD NEWS HERE. I think I have to postpone my Paris trip. Reason? Because I'm poor.
Should I celebrate my birthday in Singapore / overseas ? Once again, I am single during every year of my birthday. Considering that Jon was in Belgium still when I celebrated my birthday this year. I'm going to watch my CSI again. Will blog soon. Love ya ppl. *Hugs*

Love,
Jamie-the-loner

dedication

2006-11-27T06:17:00.000+08:00

Who said that every wish would be heard & answered,
when wished upon the star?
Somebody thought of that,
and someone believed it.
Look what its done so far?
What's so amazing that keeps us star gazing?
And, what do u think we might see?
Someday we'll find it,
the rainbow connection, the lovers, the dreamers, and me.

Sipping my peel fresh orange juice, watching CSI season 3 since I can't remember when, I managed to get some rest on a Sunday, as usual.

Although I don't have a soulmate to keep me companied during my freetime, but I'm glad I still have my desktop & notebook to keep me throughout :)

Love,
Jamie

appreciation

2006-11-23T04:20:00.000+08:00

I just wanna say a BIG BIG THANK U to Mr C :)

He is 1 of the nicest nicest friend i encountered. Thanks for helping me out, and i really appreciated it. Seriously.

The Dalai Lama, Appreciation Sayings:

"The roots of all goodness lie in the soil of appreciation for goodness."

Love,
Jamie

love

2006-11-19T05:28:00.000+08:00

You've got to accept the fact that life isn't a fairy tale,
things aren't always happily ever after.
Things like magic wishes.

Prince Charming's & true love don't happen in real life.
Magic wishes come from money ,
Prince Charming's a shallow idiot with a bad haircut & overpriced clothes & true love?
Haaa, true love is one-sided,
You love him, he loves someone else.

Never quite works out does it?
So you end up with some actor pretending to be your true love.
Real considerate of someone to let you know reality was like that before being thrown into it.
"If you wish, it'll happen."
Well, wish in one hand & crap in the other & see which one fills up faster.
Welcome to reality.
Enjoy your stay.

Wowww.. how amazingly true this is, isn't it? :)

Love,
Jamie

busy

2006-11-15T06:14:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps ...

I apologise here for not updating. I'm busy and there's nothing interesting of what i have been up to lately.

I look horrible now with very heavy eyebags & dark circles as i spent countless nights till sunrise, just to watch CSI :) Well i'm refering that it is from season 1 (screening since 2001) onwards.

So basically I don't even sleep much, for about 4hrs a day only. That's real bad. I mean REAL BAD. I need at least 8hrs of sleep! U people may call me lifeless pathetic shit, but I seem to enjoy staying at home relaxing and watching my favourite CSI.

Anyhow, at this time of point, how I wish I am in TPE enjoying the shopping & eating & shopping & eating & shopping & eating .........

Oh well, just hope Mr C enjoys his TPE trip & of cos buy me some nice presents from there :P

By the way, why does girls love to receive flowers? This question just pop out of my mind. I used to detest flowers, is like waste of money! Afew years ago, there used to be guys that are so willingly to buy me roses, which I turned all of them down.

And now, how i wish there's somebody to buy me some flowers! Lilies will be great but even a rose will brighten my day now. Maybe i'm changing to more of a romantic person now i guess. (which is good or bad? I got no idea!) But i remembered i had roses from Gary during my birthday this year, how sweeeeet.

It's almost 630am and I should get some sleep.

Love,
Jamie-missing-him

i made it

2006-11-08T06:06:00.000+08:00

Hoooray! I got alittle slimmer now :P So way to go! Anyhow, i think its really about cutting down on the booze. And just when i really decided to retire from partying (ok i'm a semi-retired clubber now) I got lots of friends poping out of no where to ask mi out for party.
Or is everybody just trying to test whether am i really self-disciplined enough? Ha! Even Zexxi asked mi to join @ Velvet tonight, i mean, on a tues night?!
Ya, for the crews but i ain't no crew watttt... going alone to see all the crews there is abit weird, I'm afraid I can't blend in with their flying conversations (for sure) Moreover I doubt there's any crowd.
Sometime back when i goes to bala, supper, MOS, Velvet with some FAs & pilots .. FAs chat mostly about flights they did or gossip about the crews. Nothing else to talk about, so usually i'm more to like a listener, not that i am unfriendly.
Anyhow, my mom went to genting with ma grandparents, means i'm home alone for the next 2 days :P I'm actually organizing a booze party with gary, alvin & etc but they changed their mind and decided to go Phuket instead to enjoy their holis :( Nevetheless, good chance to stay free away from alcohol. I shouldn't complain about it. I'll be seeing ma friend, Mr C for dinner, before he leaves for TPE, which is during his birthday period.

Good night sweeties :)

Love,
Jamie-soon-to-be-retired-clubber

P.S: I really need a new digi cam ~!!!!!!

xmas wishlist

2006-11-07T09:19:00.000+08:00

Oh i'm currently drafting on x'mas & birthday wishlist.

Stay tune :P

its all coming back

2006-11-05T23:37:00.000+08:00

I'm currently not in the mood to do anything.

Moody? Moodless? I don't know.

My depression mode is coming back again....

I can't sleep, i'm having insomnia.

Hopefully i can find myself back soon.

love,
Jamie

Edited to add: It's 550am now and i still can't sleep. Updating some pictures & realise i changed alot during the past 2 years. It means.. my ~~ICI nippon paint~~ makeup is getting ~~thicker~~ better.

diet shit again

2006-11-02T04:57:00.000+08:00

Ok, its the whole diet shit thingy again, because i'll be attending some pte function on the 14th in another 2 weeks time, and i got myself a tailor-made gown (soon) so i must really lose abt 3-4kg to look good in it. The greatest part of it ... is ....

I WILL STOP DRINKING FOR THE NEXT 2 WEEKS !

Believe it. U won't see me posting anymore about clubbing & drunk stuffs. I am really cutting down on clubbings, I don't say I will never step foot into clubs again, as in, I may still pop by like once a week, not as hardcore as before for sure. I'm trying to lead a healthier lifestyle now. I even asked mr J to bring me for prawn fishing (i heard u can BBQ to eat the prawns on the spot as well.. oops) But he told me he only knows how to "fish" in clubs. *YAWNS*

Alright, i will resist the temptation can. Tonight is a good example, Alvin & Jonathan both texted to me (different timings), asking if i will be heading down to Zouk, apparently, they are there. But i said NO to them. SEE!!!!!! If i want it, i'm sure i can do it. At least for this 2 weeks i won't be touching alcohol :P I just wanna look chio for that night. Gotta do sit-ups before i go to bed, and in the day i must use oto trimax for the fattttttt tummy!

JIA YOU !!!!!

Love,
Jamie

careless forever

2006-11-01T01:15:00.000+08:00

All the time when i am out partying, i will definitely be home with bruises, there was sprained ankle incident before, and the usual bruises incidents. Anyway, 2 days after partying in Zouk for Halloween, resulting with some new injuries again. So careless of me?

I got ugly legs lor.

Anyway, managed to catch up with Naoyuki-san, friend to Singapore for the Takashimaya Hokkaido Food Fair. He will be returning to Japan next monday, and he requested me to show him around to Sentosa. zzzzzz. BORING. There's practically nothing in Sentosa! And quite expensive as well. I would rather sleep at home than go under the bright sun and act like i am a tourist in Sentosa. (Because i will be carrying umbrella for sure!)

It's 1st of Nov. Great day for new start. Time flies and its gonna be end of the year again.
Time to crack brains & list out the names & think of what pressies should i get for my family & frens for X'mas :P

The japanese who can't speak engrish.

And the chinese girl who can't speak jipunese.

So how do we communicate?

Love,
Jamie

*** P.S: I'm indulge with playing Sims 2 .. No time to blog!!!

halloween night in zouk

2006-10-30T01:03:00.000+08:00

I always love to go Zouk to celebrate Halloween! There's the only time u can see so many people with costumes!

Ok, i don't know why we are using Cotton to do such silly stuffs, anyway this is Cassie :)

Jasmine

Me!

shasha :P

Guess we were all wasted by this time :P

Wearing Dalton's shades!

I think i look pretty cool with the shades on.

Jasmine & Juney!

J&J = BFF

I think i look much scarier than Ju-on.

Ok this fellow right, was standing beside mi and he asked if he can get mi any drink. So i said alright, any will be fine :) And he bought mi & Jas sambuca shots, so while standing there, so we just took this picture by my mobile, and later on he asked if i want anything else, so i said i want some Vodka Orange, and u know what's the best thing? He just took my debit card from my hand and wanted to order from the bartenders! OMG. I just snatched it back, stared @ him and walked away. What a loser. If u can't pay, then jolly well don't ask if i want any. So ungentleman.

This is Dalton, friend of my ex boyfriend & i practically sees him everytime when i goes to Zouk / Velvet. I can say probably its cos we have common friends.

my babe shasha becomes the spidywoman!

I think this batman is abit towards the fatter side :P Oops

HAPPY HALLOWEEN !

Love,
Jamie

pre halloween

2006-10-28T04:59:00.000+08:00

Heading down to Zouk tonight for Halloween celebration. I can see that it will be damn crowded.

Anyway, Gabriel was asking if i am dressing up for the event ..

and i said no ..

so he's reply was : " just appear as yourself, should be scary enough liao.. "

Thanks sweetie, i'll try to take that as a compliment.

Love,
Jamie <3

mr c

2006-10-25T15:50:00.000+08:00

I had a date with Mr C on saturday night, its been so long since we last meetup for dinner together, like its coming .. 2 or 3 years? We still keep in touch through SMSes & sometimes phone calls or occasionally i'll bump into him in clubs. He's not my ex boyfriend, or current beau, he is just a very nice friend to me. But i used to have big crush on him during my days working in SH, oh well he was my trainer for some lame courses that time. I mean the content of the course is so useless, not his training :P And that's like 3years back anyway.

So he brought me to Amoy street? for a nice italian dinner, the place looks very cosy & nice ambience as well, food is great, wine is even better, i must said that i enjoyed myself. We were talking about lots of stuffs, randomly, he asked about my relationship life & etc, and he knows me well, as in my character, my playful style. Later on we proceed to mos, as his colleagues were there, celebrating birthday, and that the birthday boy is so wasted he just keep speaking japanese to me, and drowning me with vodka cranberries + WATERFALL. Eventually i'm getting alittle tipsy because every of his colleagues came to drink with me, makes me feel like i'm celebrating birthday as well. I think mr C is a very nice guy, and he will always be there to talk to me if i'm down :) I don't mind if he is my bf hahaha :P

He held my hand inside the taxi, and I can feel the warmth as a friend from him. It saddens me up all of a sudden, which makes me recall on where is the pair of warm hands that held mine just sometime back?

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Nevermind, I will survive. Anyhow, I was in Zouk on monday night with my girls and of cos sasha! Everybody's telling me how good he is, but he's not, to me. Was so packed with people and half of them were ang mohs. I'm not into them anyway. I'm exhausted from partying now, too much of it is making me sick. It's time i should retire for awhile, after tonight as i promised to club with HB .. So see ya babe!

Love,
Jamie

eyelashes

2006-10-22T19:40:00.000+08:00

Tips for wearing false eyelashes:

Your false eyelashes may be trimmed to fit your own eye size. Any trimming should be carried out before adhesive is applied. Always trim from the outside edge of the eyelash, removing single strands at a turn. Avoid "over" trimming.

When applying false eyelashes, a better result is achieved when the adhesive is allowed to become "tacky" prior to contact with the skin (having been applied to the false eyelash direct).

Your false eyelashes may be applied to either cleansed or "made-up" eyes eg. like i personally felt that it will be nicer if eyeliner is applied as well.

Mascara is not required over false eyelashes, but may be worn on your lower lashes to further highlight your eye.

When applying your false eyelashes, press the inside edge of the eyelash to the edge of your own eyelid and firm from the inside outwards with gentle pressure from your fingertip.

To remove your false eyelashes, simply peel away from the inside edge outwards...

Before applying the false lashes, with eyeliner applied on:

After applying the false eyelashes on:

Its so much better than the eyelash extension, easier to maintain it as well. For a pair of false eyelashes for my case, i will be able to use for about 3 to 4 times, depends on how u maintain it. As for the glue, i'm using those white color type of glue which is used for making a fake double eyelid type. Can get it from sasa / sin-ma / chamelon :)

And i think i look nice with it =P

Btw, i had setup a blog to sell some of the clothes i've brought from during my travellings, pls kindly take a look and see if u find any that u like it. It's all imported. Do visit Pinky Sugar here!

Love,
Jamie

we were happy

2006-10-17T18:37:00.000+08:00

Because i am so free lately, so i decided to delete & sort out the 648 emails in my hotmail account, usually i don't read emails from there, for people who knows mi & needs my attention will drop mi a mail to sugar22@singnet.com.sg or my another personal singnet mail account.

Upon deleting all the junk mails, i chanced upon the emails that Jon & i exchanged during his stay in Europe. While reading the mails again, lots of memories flashed back & i felt he was really caring towards mi at that time. Till today, i'm not sure if its all bullshit or real concern towards mi, it doesn't matters anymore, coz he is no longer the man which i yearns to be with & spending time together. I think no man can melt my heart, for my heart is cold & stone hard now. I no longer believes that true love exist. I always meet the wrong guy, is it because of my high expectations? Well, if having a guy just to make mi smile & be happy are high expectations, then I am speechless. I always believed in love at 1st sight, so the 1st look into the man's eyes will make mi understand if we have the chemistry & bond together. But since i'm wrong for the 153299269 times, i think i should just stopped believing in love at first sight.

Love hurts & i would rather remain single for the rest of my life than to feel agony. I experienced the heartache twice in my whole 22years of living. The pain is unbearable & i cried myself to sleep every night, wherever i go, tears just rolled down. It took mi quite sometime to get myself on feet again, so that's when i promised to myself, i will never ever be putting my 100% of feelings into a relationship anymore. From then on, i never believe in love again.

I need to get a digital camera soon, the mobile that i'm using, the camera function sucks big time so i don't have a proper 1 to take pictures. I used to take lots of photos whenever i go clubbing, or anywhere i go. Any recommendations on the digi cam? I'm meeting up with juney in zouk tmr night, 2 ladies partying, celebrating singlehood.

baby, sometimes love just ain't enough..... :)

Love,
Jamie

backie

2006-10-17T00:06:00.000+08:00

Hello humans i'm backkkk!

Well, wasn't a really fruitful trip, didn't manage to buy lots of stuffs coz i'm poor, and i was so damn unlucky can! Dunno which fucktard hands so itchy spoiled my luagage lock (that's what i thought initially) Only to realise it when i arrived in my cosy hotel room. NEVERMIND, lock only, was what i thought. So i opened it up, and realised that " eh WTF how come my clothes like so messy ah?! " Nothing was missing except for my almost brand new of perfume which i only bought it last week :( I thought i left it @ home in Spore. And i searched for it earlier on and its not in my room, so 101% confirmed there's this fucktard who broke my lock & stole my perfume! Well coz there's nothing valuable in my bag, only some lousy clothings & under garments + some makeups.

Anyway, i think i sprained my back alittle, too much of walking will be feeling pain, will be feeling the ache too even when i sneezed or coughed... Can u imagine i walked the whole day in chatuchak w/o even taking lunch? The best part is i have muscular calfs now, due to too much of walking, can even feel the muscle aching, so i used this as an excuse to go for foot reflexology every night :P The 1st night i went to this "Miss Puke" massage centre near to Novotel, over there are full of pretty young ladies, and they just keep smiling @ me, the best part is CANNOT EVEN MASSAGE lor.. I said i want it harder, then she just giggle & giggle all the way only... Not shiok at all. So the 2nd night i went to this " Lek Massage " the ladies there all look like the philipino maids in Singapore and those aunty type, but at least they got the real massage power ok! I really can feel the power & its good. So my advice is, the next time U wanna look for real massage, better go to those places with lots of aunties, more experienced. Probably pretty young girls offer mostly on special massage, that's why they can't do the authentic kind.

Ladies better beware of going to patpom if u are travelling alone, i went to the night market and was quite terrible, alot of the thai people keep approaching mi to buy things, its OK, but they are touchy! Like pulling mi by my arm, or touching my hand to attract my attention to them. Luckily i can speak some thai language, so i'm able to shoo them off. Coz alot of them thought i am japanese due to my very fair skin.

Needless to say, there are lots of trans, and lots of sissy man or gay whatever. With thick makeup somemore, like 1 of the front officer in Novotel, he's attitude is real sucky, and he even rolled his eyes infront of me for 2 seconds b4 he put on his fake smile again. I got really pissed and wanted to speak to his boss Akiyama-san, which maybe he lied he's not around at the moment, so i got Akiyama's no. from Claudia, and wanted to complain to him abt the whole bad incident i got. But forget it, coz afterall i'm not in my own country, not safe to do all this by myself. So the thick makeup faggot was spared. (I'm not against anybody who's a gay, and i love gays, coz they are very humorous & cheerful people, but i just am so angry with this fellow.)

I ate alot by myself too, had steamboat in MK restaurant and BBQ plate in BKK. I spent a total of about $300 on the shoppings & eatings + some souvenirs. Quite a budget trip this time round as i'm not working at the moment. As for me & mr J, sad to say, we are drifting apart. Oh ya, i've got a photo i took sometime back, its that i'm into putting on fake eyelashes nowadays, for more than a month++ I think it's good, better than the eyelash extension.

Initially i was really clumsy when doing the gluing, i took abt 45mins to get it done, coz i've got long nails as well, so its difficult to glue it on. But i'm quite a professional in doing it now, will get it done within 5mins.

My puppy is growing up & turning into a fat dog!

He looks so huge here! And i think he raped my old dog, she's a 13yr old granny virgin. Truth hurts if its real. Because i find that my old dog's asshole is abit swelling & that i caught my pup in action today like trying to do the doggy-style on her. I think i'm gonna "castrate" him soon.

Love,
Jamie

thai

2006-10-13T02:12:00.000+08:00

Sa-wa-dee-karp.

I is leaving.

I go chatuchak, patpon, siam square, siam paragon, suan lom, silom, MBK, etc etc etc.

I heart club Slim in RCA & Route 66.

I molest ah gua's robotic tits.

I will miss everybody in Singapore.

Love,
sugar *yee-sib-song

*it means 22

pc game

2006-10-12T00:47:00.000+08:00

I'm currently indulge with a PC game, The SIMS 2 .. so nice game can!! I am willing to sit infront of my com for the entire day just to download the skins, objects & every shit for the game. I even created a sim of my own, and i named her Paris Hilton! Oh pls, there's alittle resemblance to the real Paris ok, but i still have to work on it.

And its the 4th day that i'm considered jobless, slacking, bumming, whatever it is, not a bad way to relax, taking a break. Of cos, during this period of time, i miss mr J too, we haven't been contacting for a short while, wondering what he is doing. I'll send him a msg a day, but no reply, so i'll tell myself, OK he is busy with work. But somehow i believe that no matter how busy or tired a person is, there is always time just to say GOOD NIGHT. *Jamie takes a deep breath & breathes out* I just received a call from him, "I'm busy, ya...ya just to let u know i'm still at work.. very busy, not in good mood. " CLICK. End of conversation. Great! At least i know he is still alive. Well, at least can say BYE right. Hmmm, guess its just not the right timing that i texted to him. How the hell would i know he is not in a good mood...I have my pride too, i wouldn't want him to feel like i'm pestering him. So guess i'll just leave him alone for time-being. So sorry darling, shouldn't have disturbed u :(

Btw, just had a long chat with miss June in MSN, misses her so much! And we planned to club together next week when i'm back from my holidays. I really missed the time we used to hangout together. Sigh, time flies, people changes, surroundings & environment changes too. As i grow older, the friends around me gets lesser & lesser. Looks like i'm more popular when i was a teenager. I used to have lots of guy friends calling mi to chit-chat on phone in the middle of the night. Nowadays i don't even have a guy to chat on phone for months! The last time that i can recall was in June or July, chatted with Kenny, my secondary school senior. Oh no, is this the sign of aging?!! Hella no way!

*** An artistic photo of mi with toilet paper on my hand with Juney & ah cia.

I'm so happy! My Naoyuki is coming to Spore on 25th Oct, for the Hokkaido Food Fair in Takashimaya, not sure if its for 10 or 14days! I missed him so much too, as i only gets to see him once a year :) Moreover i can discuss with him my plans about my Hokkaido trip end of the year (hopefully) to lodge at his place. Can't wait to see him soon.

I'll be back to blog again next week! Guess no pictures will be taken, my digital camera spoil la. Sigh.

Love,
Jamie-so-sick-of-love-song

just for awhile

2006-10-10T18:31:00.000+08:00

I'm leaving soon ...

Just for a short trip :)

was it him or her?

2006-10-09T18:06:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time, there's a girl falling in love with a boy, girl was quite pretty, with very fair skin, the only girl in the family, with 2 brothers, very pampered princess i can say. Boy was from average income family, dark skin, not so good-looking and only graduated from primary school level. But both was very in love with each other and boy was hardworking.

A few years later, girl & boy decided to get married with each other. Girl & boy became woman & man. By that time, Man was very hardworking and eventually established his own company, and of cos getting richer as days goes by. Man's career was very successful, bought himself a nice car, hired a maid, and cosy home of their own, very standard kind of slightly above average family in Singapore. Not long later, their 1st son was born. Very happily marriage in everybody eyes.

By now Man's very rich, and started to waste time & money going out for entertainments, golfs, cars. On the other hand, Woman start to waste lots of money on shoppings, gyms, very tai-tai lifestyle. Later, because Man didn't spend time looking after his business, keep playing golf & signing up country club members, buy mercedez car, wife splunge money on branded goods. Soon, both of them declared bankrupt coz Man's business folded, and of cos owning lots of debts to the banks.

Woman cannot take the hardship, she was leading the pampered princess & tai-tai lifestyle before, and now that she has to work, support the son & household chores, she cannot take it. As for Man, he cannot find a job, only freelance if the company has got projects for him, no stable income. Later on, woman was pregnant with their 2nd child, a daughter this time. Man was caught fooling outside & having affair with another lady. Woman was very upset, so was everybody in the family that cares for them, utterly disappointed with Man. But for the sake of the children, Woman decided to forgive Man & goes on struggling with life. Man was very grateful and promised to give Woman a very happy life from now on. But deep down, Woman was really very upset, felt so miserable & ill-fated to lead such a life!

Man was heart-broken to see his wife so sad, as he doesn't earn as much as before, and swore he wanted to give her a comfortable life. Eventually, he got a job. Illegial job, something like a pimp, to bring girls all over the world. Unfortunately he got caught, and was sentenced to jail for dunno how long in Colombia. Man called home, informed Woman about what happened, and needed afew thousand dollars to bail him out. Woman desperately goes round and tried to borrow money from everyone in the Man's family. So everybody contributed some money to help him, hopes he can come back to Singapore soon. After the bail, he needs to serve abt 6-9mths jail over there.

And because Man left Singapore for very long time which is against the law, even if he is to come back, he will need to serve prison in Singapore too. So he continued wandering and working in Thailand and some nearby countries in Asia. He misses his children very much. Woman finally filed a divorce with Man as she found someone else who can take care of her & the kids. Man loves his wife alot still, and every month he'll send some money back to her. The 1st time was 4K, then afew thousands & so on. By this time, Woman only wants Man's money, not him anymore. She got together with a very old japanese man. This japanese man actually rented a room from Woman's flat, and then get together, and i personally thinks that he is living on her.

Some time has past, Man has been away for afew years, and their 2nd child, is already 7-8yrs old by now, recently she was being sent to the hospital as she has suffered kidney failure. So Woman called Man, said their girl's very sick now, need a sum of money from him. Man wants to see his girl badly but can't, and promised he will find money for Woman so as to take care of their daughter. Sad to say, Woman was spotted in hospital's cafe with old japanese man who looked like typical uncle siting @ those coffeeshop kind. On the other hand, woman looks very tai-tai style, definitely not poor at all. Living in a 6-room HDB flat with maid around as well. Yet she keeps demanding money from Man surviving alone w/o any kins or friends overseas. Man's family members visited the daughter and felt so sorry, decided to give Woman some money to come in handy for her medical fees. But most likely, the money will goes into Woman's pocket.

If u are in Man's shoes .. what will u do? And if u are the woman, how can u take it when others seeing u as only a money-digger now? And as the outsiders, how do u see this broken family as? Its a true life encounter story. Just wanna share it. Do cherish the ppl around u, lead life to be happy & contented...

java games

2006-10-06T15:33:00.000+08:00

Any idea where can i download games for mobile?

why do men fall aslp after sex

2006-10-04T00:04:00.000+08:00

I spent time at home today doing some reading.

" Why Do Men Fall Asleep After Sex? "
by Mark Leyner & Billy Goldberg.

Leyner: People have no idea how much work it is for a man to produce an ejaculation. You have this seminal vesicle churning out this fluid, the prostate gland producing an alkaline solution. It’s like having five iron chefs in your crotch working to cook up this stuff.

Goldberg: There are hormones that are secreted at orgasm — proloactin, oxytocin —that facilitate sleep. But you have to accept as gospel that men orgasm more than women. If that’s true, then you have your answer as to why men fall asleep after sex. …And it seems like women don’t. If women orgasm as much as men, we might all be asleep all the time.

I'm half way reading through. Not a bad one i guess.

I'm sleepy & ain't feeling well today, probably is the haze. Oh btw, thanks for everybody's concern abt my job. I know what to do, so i hope this job thingy will end, its kinda boring talking about it everyday when i have to repeat the same whole situation again & again :)

Oh and i removed pictures of my previous post, i tink its coz of that, so my tagboard's been lagging.

Love,
Jamie

waiting for you

2006-10-03T04:40:00.000+08:00

Yipppeee! I always love the beginning of a new month, coz its pay day! Although the $ won't be in the bank for long, lots of payments to be made for my internet, mobile, CableTV, FitnessFirst, insurance billsssss... Anyway, i bought some nice tops online to pamper myself as i got alittle pay increment from my boss :P

Have to get such long tops so as to cover my fatty & flabby tummy mah. And i purchased a Leau Cheap & Chic EDT Perfume. I fell in love with the scent immediately. It has got a kind of soapy soapy smell.

I'll be free from next week onwards, took abt a month leave from work, gonna take a short break. Perhaps i should go on holidays, but BKK is not so safe right now, as well as Taiwan. These are the 2 places which i really interested to go at the moment. Or maybe i should consider going to Hong Kong? Bali? A short trip will do, coz i'll be going alone, as usual.
But again, it might even crash with the holiday season end of Oct .. Shit means the air tix price will be increased !! ERRRRR...bad timing :(
And i really believed like wat Joanne said .. " when a woman is in love, she'll put on weight " So for the past 1 week, i've been eating alot, even suppers.. so.. i'm giving up my diet la! Sickening. Just be happy, contented & healthy will do.

" Waiting for u, i'm waiting for u, waiting for u kiss mi @ the night ... "
lyric extracted from Anson Hu Yan Bin's song, waiting for u. Its from mi to mr J :)

love,
Jamie

nothing in this world

2006-10-02T05:54:00.000+08:00

I kinda like this MV by Paris Hilton, latest hit single, Nothing In This World. I think the young teen inside the MV is cute :) And Paris is gorgeous! She really looks great, but as for singing wise.. is abit ___________________

Anyway, i had spent abt 8hrs+ for today siting infront of my TV watching LOTR 1,2,3. Well i did fast forward alittle :P Thanks to mr J for lending mi the VCDs. My eyes are shutting, gotta wake up early for some groceries shopping tmr. Night folks.

Love,

Jamie

zouker

2006-09-28T16:02:00.000+08:00

Guess lately i've changed into a Zouk-er !!! :D
Its my very 1st virgin step to Zouk on a Wed night .. coz its mambo & lots of very youngsters there, so it nvr crossed my mind of going. But i went down last night as mr J and the usual guys were there. And indeed, there were really lots of youngsters dancing with lots of pattern, like wat i did many many years back. Come to think of it, its really so funny! And then mr J said : " EH U are still young also! Don't talk like u are so old.. " Oops. But for ppl who knows mi, will understand that though im 22, but my tots & actions like 25. Boo. And i got fetish for older guys, not too old like 40 & balding la can?

Anyway, i was really feeling kinda sick, sneezing all the way, and that i am not enjoying! Its really damn crowded, like been sandwiched everywhere i go, and looking at the super long queue in the ladies, will make u feel so down all the sudden. But then i enjoyed & have fun with the help of alcohol !! :D Saw some familiar faces too like Gary, Alvin, Ren Hua, Pelvin, and my StarHub ex colleague Jimmy. Whenever i go, i'll see him for sure in clubs. As usual, i'll see prettttyyy Dawn Yeo in Zouk, omg she is really so slim, envy!!! And not forgetting EVE too :P Thanks for tagging, and actually, like wat anonymous mentioned the other time, don't need to smuggle in, juz get 1 from Oz, immigrations don't usually check :) Like i bought lots of ciggies, porno stuffs, chewing gums from Japan, SAFE too :P

After 4am, we went to eat ah Hock's Teochew porridge, and then headed home. Super tired...
Don't really feel like working today, but for the sake of money wise... :( Oh btw, there's always something wrong with my mobile for the SMS thingy. Should i get a new mobile??? Perhaps N80? Or K800i? But i have never used a Sony Ericsson phone b4, is it user friendly?

love,
Jamie-the-zouker

lifeless

2006-09-26T04:08:00.000+08:00

I'm so stressed :(
I felt so lifeless like my energy's all been draining away.......

lazing sunday

2006-09-25T02:08:00.000+08:00

I'm currently listening to: Discovering The WaterFront by Silverstein. I think it's cool, i personally likes " My Heroine "

I realised i have been out for the past Sundays, which i find it quite incredibly unbelievable! Can u imagine the girl that always wanna stay home on Sundays to watch her favourite CSI is out with her favourite guy? Anyway, Claudia called mi thrice today. She's like hinting mi to join her out with Eddie, don't know to somewhere in Aljunied? Which is sooooo far can. So i lied that i'm feeling so tired, need a break for today.

I was in Zouk / Velvet / Phuture on a saturday night. I didn't even have much time to enjoy! Was busy "butterflying" around the clubs. My friends are all scattered everywhere. Grrrr. It was not a bad night, except i got many guys coming up to mi saying " Are U local ? U don't look like one. " Ya right i come from the muthafarking Mars then. Most funny thingy was that i received a msg from Marcus asking if i am going back? at 720am. Coz that's the time he just finished partying & k-boxing + Supper or rather breakfast, and he though he could send mi home as well, but drunk, and forgot about the time. Anyway, I wanna say thanks to my favourite guy who came down to pick mi up even though he is slacking at home. Muaks. I appreciate that :) Am i falling for him?Gosh...

After my clubbing, i went for prata supper along this Bukit Timah Road, just the stretch of coffeeshops opposite to Beauty World. Well, usually i'll go for the prata store at the start, not the end, but decided to try that out since its my 1st time. Guess what! Bloody fuckers ignored or forgot about our orderings! HELLO, We are ordering a total of 3 pratas only! Not 30 can? So 10mins later, my favourite guy reminded him about our order. OK, fine, i just waited & waited & waited.. and so i turned around to see that there weren't many ppl wat! How come so long wait?! So he approached the fellow again to ask about our pathetic 3 pratas, and yes, the pratas came in after a long wait of 20-25mins? AND ITS FUCKING COLD PRATAS! What kind of lousy service this is?! Its not as like we didn't pay! So we left the cold pratas there & decided to go for another store, and i screwed the prata ah nehs of cos, after sucha long wait, and giving mi cold pratas in the end. I got so damn pissed off. Oh ya, the prata store is AL-AZHAR. Please do remember NOT to patronise them. If u wanna have pratas there, jolly visit AL-AMEEN which is infront.

Well, i'll soon be taking a long break. I just don't know, but i'm so tired of working in nightlife job. I wanna do something else, anything, regardless of how low the salary is (of coz there must be a limit la) Try out some other professions that i've not experience before. Or probably i will just slack for the whole month, do date mi out in Oct, coz i'll be so free. And u bet, SO FREE. Wanted to go for a short holiday trip too, but realised that my pocket is so empty, i sort of abandoned the idea :(

Coffee Bar K in UE Square, just beside Zen restaurant, i visit there sometimes with my colleagues, though i don't talk much to the japanese bartenders, but they seems nice.

Good night darlings :)

love,
Jamie

gastric

2006-09-23T04:03:00.000+08:00

It's a friday and i'm home! Was kinda feeling sick, as in gastric problem, ain't sure if i had too much or had too little for today?? Sigh. Anyway, off to bed now. I'll have to work tmr!

P.S: The jerk is back to haunt mi again.......Sometimes he'll just pop out of the blue to text me.. :(

again & again

2006-09-22T04:53:00.000+08:00

Actually, i don't even know what i want in life, how would i even know what kind of man i would love & spend time with? Maybe its time i should really think about it, and of cos i'll need a new job! It's just so complicated, been thinking lots of stuffs lately.
Totally demoralized all of a sudden. But at least i am really happy for the past 2 weeks, and that when a woman is in love, she looks beautiful. (at least i felt so)

love,
Jamie

Quote of the day: I wanna be happppy .. fucking happpppy!!!

jamie spare tyre

2006-09-21T16:24:00.000+08:00

~~Jamie is only a spare tyre to him :(~~

worn out

2006-09-19T16:04:00.000+08:00

Hello darlings,
I'm so sorry that i simply got no time to blog for the past few days, been real busy getting myself drunk & having fun :P And which now, i really really am so tired. If i gonna drink like this everyday, i'll die real soon & i kid not. So i'm planning to let my liver take a very good rest through-out this few days till perhaps fri / sat. Can u imagine that i'm feeling pretty high on a Monday night? Gosh.

Anyway, recap of what i'd done over the weekend -
Sat : Zouk, Supper, home.
Sun : Date with mr J, dinner, movie, & drinking in Boat Quay.
Mon : Woke up early to meet up with my Jasmine for shopping in far east, work, & drinking in Boat Quay.
But as usual, i'm feeling happy becoz that i'd meet up with mr J for straight 3days again :P

So coincidencely, i saw Jonathan, 1 of my secondary sch junior in this pub in Boat Quay last night. We haven't seen each other for like 6yrs? And he's growing up to be such a charming guy!

Btw, i hereby declaring that i'm fucking broke. I went to far east plaza yesterday to shop, shop & shop, so i bought lots of stuffs .. costing abt $200+? *Faints*

I've found the shoes!!! :) But it's not really that fitting. Hence i dropped the idea of getting 1.

That's OK, because i got myself a pair of heels :) Our shoes are so kawaii ?

I'll blog again tonight if i have the time, i need to shower & preparing for work soon. Suxxxxxx. I want a new job. Any lobang?

P.S: Dear sheron, U know i love u :) Dun be so sad abt it ok! And i've updated my blog.. haha

strictly for ladies

2006-09-14T15:11:00.000+08:00

Ok, what i wanna talk about today is menstration cycle. Guys if U think this is not for u, just click the X button @ the top right corner, thanks :P

Since last fri i have my mense, but till Wed, its only like afew drops only, find it weird, so i went to the doctor.. And in anycase, she die die insisted that i shld do the test for pregnancy. Which i told her in 101% confidence that i am not preggie. Because i know i didn't sleep with anybody wat! No choice, since she said there's no 100% assurance for anything. FINE ! I'll do it.
So the result is..

OF COZ NEGATIVE! Waste my urine & money for the kit. I proceed on telling her that i'm on diet now, so she said the cause of this is probably due to stress, or my hormones changing, or coz i am on diet, so my body lack of energy, in which the organs will tend to shut down to save up for more energy, in which the menstration organ shutted down 1st then. That's why i am having this problem. In order not to change my menstration cycle, she adviced me to take some pills which is to let the mense stop for now, and that 3weeks later, i'll have my period again like the usual cycle, if not i'll have to go back to her again.

Means i'm gonna have a bloated stomach full of blood for the rest of the next 3 weeks?! SHIT

Jamie screams: THIS TOTALLY SUX TO DA MAX MAN ~!!!!

So anyway, when i took the pill yesterday noon..
my stomach begins to ache. DAMN THE DOC !#!$!%!%^!&!(!(!&*!*
:(

But luckily god hasn't abandon mi suffering in pain afterall, he let mi taste " 1st bitter, later sweet " God sent mi an angel, coz after that i gotta meet up with the sweet one again :P We went out for dinner @ chinatown, he recommended mi to have this Jia Xiang Kuching Kolo Mee which KennySia mention b4 in his post It's really very oishii ne :D Everything that i ate with him will be nice anyway. HAHAHA.
Thus after, we went to this Forbidden City by IndoChine in Clarke Quay, atmosphere is nice for chilling out, and i'm glad i got to spend quality time with him, getting to know him better day by day :)

It's raining cats & dogs now .. sucha good weather, and i should return to my comfy bed...

love,
Jamie

Rain

2006-09-13T04:09:00.000+08:00

My latest love, RAIN. I'm so hungry for him that i could rape him i guess. *ROARS* haha.

happy girl

2006-09-12T04:53:00.000+08:00

Some of the things that Jamie is excited about :

meeting new people

getting a new job

learning how to drive a car

the overdue fitness 1st payment for the past months (oh fuck! i forgot i don't have $ inside the bank acct that the GIRO gonna deduct, hence no payment was made, and i'm happily spending off all the money! KILL ME PLS!)

hanging out with my family for my grandfather's bird day

hanging out with my girls for partying during the weekend

to watch movie, Little Man & John Tucker Must Die

nice date with John again

next new set of beautiful extension nails

new shoes & more shoes!

the slimmer me again (i had lost 2kg, hohohoho~)

playing with my dogs

gambling daidee

I'd a great weekend! I spent time together with somebody i like for 3days straight. It's amazing how long its been since i really have those heart-beat-fast-fast feeling. And that i really felt i was treated like a lady :D

Love,

Jamie-cloud-9-mood

P.S: I'm looking for shoes like what the lady is wearing in the picture. Any idea where i can get it?

tired of being unwanted

2006-09-10T15:20:00.000+08:00

Sorry! Previous paragraph been deleted (>.<)

Because being skinny means beautiful. If i wanna be, i have to get slim! And probably then i'll have all the men coming to me begging me to be their girlfriend, but with a slimmer me, means good market value, then i won't give a fucking damn about all the guys anymore hahaha! Ok i know i sounded abit crazy :P I wanna be chio!!!

I know i know, but not much people go for the inner beauty anymore. Its always the outlook 1st, then the inner beauty. And i don't want Butterfly to call me WHALE if we happen to bump into each other! lol.
I wish i can be a woman with both inner & outer beauty in future! Yeah!
Sadly to say, i think i had been partying way too much. It's time i should retire for awhile. WHICH I HOPE I REALLY CAN. But if i can't, its definitely coz of peer pressure :(

Guess alot of people might be seeing me as a very playful girl. Party, drink, drunk, having lots of fun everyday. If so, nobody knows me at all. I'm lonely, so i wanna be out with my friends, i don't see anything wrong with it. I'm no longer attached to Jon anymore, i'm no longer attached to anyone anymore. I'm just a girl who lost her way.

Btw, happy 27th birthday to dear Jon soon,err i think. Actually can't rem his birthday :) Whatever U are doing, i just hope U are happy.

Slacking on this very bright sunny day, yawns.

"I am a passionate individual who's passion has been held captive by a lost sense of hope in love." I truely agree.

love,
JAMIE

drinks

2006-09-07T17:22:00.000+08:00

Let's put our hands together to welcome GREENFAIRY and BLACK SAMBUCA !!!

Heard that there's little marijuana in greenfairy.. well... i think both greenfairy & black sambuca taste like COUGHING SYRUPT. And that marijuana makes ppl laughing non-stop, but i didn't ? And i don't feel hungry too. So what is it all abt?
Moreover, greenfairy tastes like Oral B's listerine. lol.

the way u make me feel

2006-09-06T05:02:00.000+08:00

It's the things that you do,
So physical, It's the things that you say,
So flammable,You know I can't resist,
Boy it's such a shame,
Do you belong to another,
I don't wanna hurt nobody,
But my heart just can't hold back,

It's the Way You Make Me Feel,
The way that you make me feel,
Spinning my arm around,
Tell me how can I walk away,
I don't care what they say,
I'm loving you anyway,
It's the way you make me feel

I'm going to make you mine,
It's not impossible,
Got to let you know,
I'm irresistible,
Baby can't you see,
You're the one for me,
But you belong to another,
I don't wanna hurt nobody,
But my heart just can't hold back,

It's the Way You Make Me Feel,
The way that you make me feel,
Spinning my world around,
Tell me how can I walk away,
I don't care what they say,
I'm loving you anyway,
It's the way you make me feel

When I look into your eyes,
Everytime you smile at me,
Oh I go weak inside,
Baby I just can't hide my love,

It's the Way You Make Me Feel,
The way that you make me feel,
Spinning my world around,
Tell me how can I walk away,
I don't care what they say,
I'm loving you anyway,
It's the way you make me feel .......

Like many other girls.. i like to zi lian too. keke :P But too bad i don't know how to use photoshop. Anybody wanna teach me? I only know how to use PAINT .. lol

Anyway, it's gonna be a long day ahead for mi later, i got to wake up early to pay chinese sinseh a visit for my ankle .. and then i'm going to do touching-up of color for my hair roots .. and treatment as well. Hair's like grass now, can be eaten by cows anytime!

love,
jamie-w-sprained-ankle

im weak

2006-09-04T01:42:00.000+08:00

I went out for a date with Justin on Sat night, had dinner & watched THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA :) Its a nice one, do catch it if U girls love fashion & label wearings.

After which, i went to Velvet, saw mr Ong & his friends there, so we joined them, it was really lots of fun though we are siting inside the small lounge, so when Velvet closed we head to Attica2, my 1st time there, well, lots of caucasians i can say. So i decided to walk 1 round & see if i can catch glimpse of cute guys, but instead, i got "molested" on my way to walk that 1 round inside the crowd, i got guys hugging me from the back, and there's 2 that suddenly kiss me on my cheek.. there's some that graps hold of my waist. Woah, that's pretty scary in the ang mohs world man. And i looked so small in Attica2, coz most of the ppl there are like so tall. Can't imagine if Jasmine is there.. haha, probably i won't be able to spot her in the crowd of people.

By then i was kinda feeling high .. so i got bad vision problem at night, and if u guys been to Attica2, u'll know that we must climb the stairs up the the disco right? So on my way coming down, i missed the steps & sprained my right foot again. No Kidding. Guess the last time i sprained was like just afew months back.

Can spot the difference? Now i got elephant feet again :(

love,
jamie-with-elephant-feet

marriage

2006-09-02T05:47:00.000+08:00

I have the strangest dream yesterday.

I dreamt that i'm getting married with XXXX and that we were preparing for the banquet dinner at night, strangest of all, it had got about 30tables, but all were his friends & relatives, not mine. And that it was a last min wedding, last min banquet, thus i saw my best girlfriend Jasmine inside the dream too, I asked her how did she know i was getting married since it was a last min thingy, well she claim she heard it (possible meh???) Anyway, I don't know why..but i suddenly picked up my mobile to call Mr Ong (out of so many, i got no idea why i called him!!) to ask his whereabouts, so he started saying he was gonna stay low for that night, no mood for clubbing. Then i said to him i'm getting married, having banquet dinner now! Please hurry to ask our usual friends come to attend my wedding.

THE END.

i woke up shortly after. Very weird dream right !!!

But the best part of it was that i'm looking so dead gorgeous & slim inside the dream during my wedding night. HAHAHAHAHA.

Apart from this hilarious marriage dreamt i had.. the most common nightmare i dreamt of was dropping of all my teeth .... No joke can, coz its so real !!!!!!! I think i had this nightmare of the horrible teeth dropping dream ever since i was a kid. Does anybody have similiar dream experience before? Do share it with me pls :)

Anyway, time for bed. I'll be heading down to my dear friend's japanese restaurant in Cathay, shop name is SHOKUDO, do support her restaurant if U are watching movie there. The best recommendation is the curry rice :P Yum Yum!

love,
jamie-the-fat-cow

boring me

2006-09-01T16:55:00.000+08:00

Actually i'd been so busy lately, and nothing much to blog about, because basically my routine is about the same most of the time, that's drinking & partying. So tiredddddd too, went to Q bar on Wed night, OMG, is like ghost town man! There's no one else except my group of girls. Feeling is like we booked the whole Q bar for private party.. But it was fun and cool, its been long time since we had girls' night out :)

After Q bar, i went to Claudy's long long long time friend home near to Holland V, to continue drinking of cos, so by then i was like almost there, and then i had beer for the whole night !! So bloated :( Oh anyway, the friend is Jason, which i really find him so familiar, and he turns out to be a guy that took my no. in Velvet don-know-hw-long-ago, he is such a funny person + abit of tiko tiko haha! As well as Dane, its Claudia's hairstylist friend, he is sooooo friendly, and he even cooks for us after partying last night (thurs). YUMMY :P

Well, went to Velvet last night, and then to Living Room, partied, had fun, but not alot, coz was still suffering from the bad hangover since Wed .. wasn't really in the mood to drink, just chilling out maybe. And i didn't know i still have market value OK :D i got approached by 2 guys & that there's this friend of Claudia's, which i find him rather..hmmm...I don't know how to explain, but he's just staying somewhere near my area, but too bad i didn't have a chance to talk to him yet.

I'm giving myself a timeout rest for tonight. I will die if i continue to party like this. I will become so old :(
The actual reason is that i'm gonna prepare myself for sat night out in Velvet :P
Have fun for the weekend, i'll blog again when i'm home tonight.... And to end my post with my FATTY-CUTE photos!!!!

Ain't the fatty cute????????? pls say YES!!!!

love,
jamie-the-fatty

dramas

2006-08-30T07:30:00.000+08:00

It's 725am now and i've just finished watching taiwan drama - Green Forest. Its so nice :D
Especially William is so handsome!!!! And i cried like hell lor for the last 2 episodes, coz i thought the main character, she is gonna die. Luckily its a happy ending! Sorry la, being so busy lately indulging in dramas, don't worry! I promise i'll blog more tonight *wink*

Btw, i'm very upset. and i mean VERY. I just went to remove my fake eyelash extension today, and seems like my original lashes been dropping lots together with the fake, and then its so short now. SO BALD, SO LITTLE. Botak !!!! :(
It looks like this now :

SUPER SHORT & LITTLE LOR :(
I will need at least a mth time for it to recover & grow.
How i miss my long original lashes :

So big difference !!!!!!!

Guess i'll never wanna do extension again :(

I'm sad. I really am.

so the tired

2006-08-28T01:21:00.000+08:00

This whole week's been so tedious for me. Drinking & drinking & drinking.
And i'm gonna stop drinking & partying at least for a week! Or else i think my life will really be shortened.

Ok let me summarise what i have done over the week.

Mon: Work, & then drinking over at the winebar till morning, resulting in hangover.
Tues: Work, returned home straight after as i was so tired.
Wed: Work, MOS + Devils. Hangover again.
Thurs: Work, returned home to watch FULL HOUSE korean drama till 930am, on a fri.
Fri: Work, momo + breakfast in McDonalds at 6am and i saw pweetty Dawn Yeo :D
Sat: Dinner, k-boxing & then momo again.
Sun: REST DAY, finally.

I'm really feeling so tired.

I need a break from alcohol :(

we belong together

2006-08-26T17:44:00.000+08:00

Its been so long since i have a girls night out party together with my friends, and that though i've been seeing my dearie Jasmine everyday, but we haven't been out for dinner, or timeout together for so long! So i'll be meeting her later for dinner, karaoke & then clubbing :) I love her always!

We belong together! Friends forever :P

thinspiration

2006-08-25T06:01:00.000+08:00

Well, Nicole Richie used to be like this :

And now she is like this :

And that is what i call thinspiration :)

so the busy

2006-08-21T01:28:00.000+08:00

I'M SO SORRY!!!!!!
I really am so busy this few days, so i got no time to clean up my room, do some laundry, let alone, blog.

Just look at my pile of undone laundries...

Been picking up my favourite hobby again, that is clubbing :) Congrats to myself, once again, i'm indulge with drinking, out during late nights, and having fun. I thought i kicked this bad hobby of mine, but seems like its coming back.

Was in Zouk & Velvet on Friday night, wasn't really that fun, because dear mr ong keeps running no where, and i'm so bored, nobody there to drink with me, i mean there were people, just that i ain't familiar with them... And i'm the sort only when i gets drunk, then i will be friendly. Usually i am not the kind to strike conversation with people first.

Anyhow, i went to Coffee Bar K in Mohammad Sultan Rd on Sat night, It's quite a nice cosy place to relax & drink for a japanese bar. I have seen their boss, Kosho-san, their bartenders, Yamato-san, Ippei-san for a couple of times before at either from my work place / the wine bar, so its time to give some support to them! (I'm not the one paying anyway..hehehehe) They have a large variety of alcohols, imported from Japan, really a great sight. And that 1 of their glass cost more than $100!!!! Really have to be careful with that. After having afew glasses of white wine, i headed down to momo with dear jasmine .. to meet up with xiaodi there.. Guess xiaodi must have got a real shock from my behaviour.. hahaha. Sorry ah :P But hey, i'm feeling high, but not drunk OK. I still remembered every word that i said. *winks*

There's some problems with my mobile, so i had it send for repair to Nokia ... Hence, i don't have a good camera phone with me to take some nice photos of my pweetty pweetty nails :P

And this is the vintage phone that i'm currently using ....
Please don't laugh at me ok :(

Last but not least, say hi to my doggies :D

I love em' they are so lovely animals.
Oyasumi nasai.

sick cat

2006-08-17T02:35:00.000+08:00

SICK.

Down with cough, sore throat & blocked nose, still.

Worse of all, menses cramp.

I can't work today again :( Was already in Orchard, but i really feel so bad that i keep having cold sweat, so i rush to take a taxi home to pop 2 extra strong panadols & head to bed.

Guess i almost cried out due to the cramp.

Every month during this time .. I would really really wanna be a MAN. Because men doesn't need to suffer all this hardship every month! Damn!

This is just so unfair!!!!!!

top 10 men

2006-08-16T02:36:00.000+08:00

Welcome to Jamie's top 10 favourite men of all times.
Alittle information about what type of guys I fancy.

No. 10
Hugh Grant

Don't ask mi why. But i really liked him, there's this charm in him that is attracting mi. Hugh is my favourite british guy of all times for sure!

No. 9
Daniel Wu

Standing at 188cm, the amercian born chinese is drop dead gorgeous. I will rape him if i sees him in real life wahahahahaha.

No.8
Ronan Keating

If i ever have Ronan Keating as my boyfriend, i'll make sure he sings to mi every night, before we go to bed. Isn't it amazing to have a singer as a boyfriend? keke.

No.7
Josh Hartnett

I think he is SO SO SO COOL. Especially when i watched Black Hawk Down few years back, i really like this movie. I'm very envious of Lucy Liu, she's able to spend countless nights with this hunk! But means he likes Asian girls .. Means i still got chance, wait for mi !!! :P

No.6
Takuya Kimura

Although U are married with 2 kids, but i'm still loving U as much when I watched yr japanese drama. Especially Good luck :) He's in pilot uniform.. and I got uniform fetish! I like to see men dressing with shirt & tie ... *roars*

No.5
Carmine Giovinazzo

My favourite guy Danny in CSI NY!! I think he looks so much better with specky on, doesn't look very appealing to mi w/o one .. Nevetheless, he still looks so cool in CSI NY.. Thumbs up!

No.4
Jude Law

OK u know what ... I ADMIT. I love hairy guys. lol.
Especially naval hair .. Wooooh!! Face or body, i will like it hairrrry. Just like my Jon, he got hairy face :P

No.3
David Beckham

Congratulations! Let's put our hand together to welcome the 4th child of the Beckham family! Victoria is pregnant AGAIN. But on the other hand, sad news that is Beckham is dropped out from the England team. The new coach didn't name him in the team to play Greece in Wednesday's friendly - his first match in charge. The new coach, McClaren, claimed that he was planning for the future, looking to change things, looking to the future and David wasn't included.SAD.

No.2
Keanu Reeves

I always liked his movies. Like Speed, Matrix, Devils Advocate, Constantine, Lakehouse & etc. Although he is 42yrs old by now, he still looks like he is only in early 30s! Old enough to be my dad actually :P His sexual orientation is matter of dispute - bisexual or heterosexual ??? Who cares?

No.1
~~MICHAEL JACKSON~~
JUST KIDDING.

My favourite of all times .......

Johnny Depp

I watched Johnny's films even when i am still a young girl, i'll never forget Edward Scissors Hands. It's considering the 2nd best film i watched apart from Never Ending Story I,II & III. during my young days. And lately Johnny Depp's popularity been increasing, coz of Jack Sparrow. Awww, so cute isn't he?

Hope i'll have ~~wet~~ sweet dreams of these 10 gorgeous guys later. Good night folks.

new laptop

2006-08-15T02:59:00.000+08:00

I'm getting myself a new laptop to use it in the living room.

Question 1: How do i go about for my internet connection? I am subscribing to broadband right now.

Question 2: Is there any like wireless broadband plans from SingNet?

Question 3: Till i think of one.

dying soon

2006-08-14T04:54:00.000+08:00

Its almost 5am in the morning now, i had just finished watching films of stephen chow online from www.mysee.com/ I think i watched 3 of his classic movies in a row. He looks so adorable during the golden age of his days :) Especially the god of gamblers, so funny to see him bringing the "MOLE" together for suntan. haeahahe

And that i'm feeling very sick. I had bad sore throat since Saturday. I went to MOS on sat night with my colleagues to join Marcus & friends. Not a bad night in MOS, got ourselves nice table & seats, and even a young cute waiter for mi to tease :P But since after partying, i just can't stop sneezing! Feel like my voice changed due to the sore throat & then coughing & coughing & coughing.

Been feeling so sick for the whole of today, so i stayed home to watch my CSI, play with the dogs, laze around & do nothing. I always love sundays :) Its the only time and day of the week that i can be alone & having space of my own. I was feeling kinda hungry and asked my mom to pack mi dinner while on her way back home, so she got home abt 11pm, how nice because by this time my stomach is totally flat. Was feeling real bad by now, and guess what? To my horror, she bought mi CURRY CHICKEN for dinner.

....... and its the extra sppppicy curry chicken from Bedok.

............ and and i almost died on the spot.

She claimed that she didn't know i wasn't feeling well, OK i don't blame her at all, she's just been nice, so to be a nice daughter that doesn't break mummy's heart ....

I ATE THE CURRY CHICKEN.

Instantly, i can feel my throat's burning like i can spit fire. (-_-')

Resulting in ......

i fucking lost my voice can. I can barely even shout at my new pup for biting my ADSL adaptor, or even biting off the wirings from my OSIM Isqueeze.

And that i got a very good reason for not reporting to work tonight :P Means i'll be able to catch the new episode of Nip / Tuck from AXN premiering tonight at 11pm. Since biz is not really that good ever since Wed, so my boss would be glad for mi to report sick today.

Moreover, i got a big problem here. I really think i'm a very high maintence girl. Look, i go to hair salon almost everyday, I do my nails, I do eyelash extensions, I drink, I shop, I take taxi everyday. How to save money??? But i'm so glad that i don't smoke.

Is there anyway that i can save 2K a month? :D
Don't give mi lame suggestions like keeping the $ in yr bank account & etc. Because i am serious!!!!!!!!

Time for bed.
I miss someone to sleep beside mi & hug mi till dawn, or rather till his hand numbed so he had to let go & change some other sleeping positions.
Awwwwwwwwww..... I need a BF soon maybe. Or i'll go crazy without sex too. hehahaehae. I sound like i'm a 42 yrs old desperate obasan.
Somehow i always thought i can live life happily & enjoying singlehood w/o any BF. Guess i'm wrong. I feeeeeel so hollowwwwww.... I know true love doesn't exist, i don't ask for marriage or any, I just wanna be happy. Is it so difficult for mi to find happiness?

I WILL SURVIVE!!!!!!!!!

love,
Jamie-the-girl-with-fat-ass

collide

2006-08-11T03:34:00.000+08:00

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

My latest addiction to this song, playing in the background now :)

How is my latest hairstyle? I think this is better than the curls. Though its nice curls, but looks aunty :( So i decided to abandon the curls .. well, at least for awhile.

That's the fatty & Jasmine eating bakuteh after momo-ing on National Day. I look so retro am i ? Guess i'm slowly picking up my addiction to clubbing again. Most likely i'll pop down to momo again on friday night.
Oh btw, thanks to 1 of my readers that read my boring blog, dearest Janice, for saying hi to mi in momo! I still remember U ok? heaheha. U are looking great down there, have fun ok! *Hugs*
TGIF !!!
Have fun during the weekend folks :)