When i was browsing thru my friend's photos in friendster, i realized this thingy call "zoukout"
and.........
i swear........

zoukout 2006, i must definitely go...............

and fucking wear bikini also!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in another words, i must slim down & get rid of my 3 layer fats in the tummy to wear a piece of fucking bikini.

Mark my words.

I have been watching this animation everyday from ppstream. Is such a nice anime!!!! My favourite character is the blue nose reindeer-human, Tony Tony Chopper!!! (japanese pronounced as Choppa) Good anime, recommended to all :)






The members of One-Piece

Alittle storyline of One-Piece:
Fame...fortune...power...
The one man who had it all in this world was the great Pirate King, Gold Roger...whose fateful last words drove men to the sea.
"My treasure? If you want it, I will give it. All the riches in the world await the person who can but find it."
And so, brave souls set sail for the Grand Line in search of their dreams. The Great Age of Pirates had begun.
It's a pirate adventure like no other you've over seen.
Now, Monkey D. Luffy has set out on his own grand adventure. His goal, to fulfil a promise he made to his idol, the pirate Shanks, to seek out the Grand Line and find the Pirate King's treasure: One Piece. He is both blessed and cursed by having eaten of the Gum Gum fruit, known throughout the seas as the "Devil's Fruit". Though now unable to swim, his body is now able to stretch like rubber. With his newfound powers and the crew of the Going Merry at his side (famed pirate hunter Zolo, crafty pirate thief Nami, compulsive liar Usopp, and suave but kicking cook Sanji, reindeer-human, Tony Tony Chopper), Monkey sets out to follow in the wakes of the great pirates and write his own name in the pages of history.

The One says: u alway say fat but dun want to do anything to it,thats u

*:..｡♡*ﾟ¨ﾟﾟ･*JAMI★E:..｡♡*ﾟ¨ﾟﾟ･*:..｡♡* says:Anyway, i buy treadmil liao.

The One says: thats why i said b4,u juz like to waste $ on things that dun work

The One says: its on the things,its the heart

The One says: if u have no heart to do something,give u the best treadmill also no use

The One says: u have been complaining abt yr weight since 6 mths ago and today u r still complaining so seriously i dun think there is going to be a difference

*:..｡♡*ﾟ¨ﾟﾟ･*JAMI★E:..｡♡*ﾟ¨ﾟﾟ･*:..｡♡* says: already 6mths liao ah..

The One says: to be honest,i think when u complain,u just want attention & not the determination to correct the problem

The One says: so i dun expect a miracle to happen

*:..｡♡*ﾟ¨ﾟﾟ･*JAMI★E:..｡♡*ﾟ¨ﾟﾟ･*:..｡♡* says: seriously i also dun expect miracle to happen lor.. i juz hw to slim down tats all.. exercise, veri tough lor..

The One says: its not that u dun know,u r too lazy

The One says: den if u have a few thousand dollars,go for injection like meso therapy or lipo dissolve la

The One says: someone has to tell u the truth

The One says: it not only apply to losing weight but to yr life too

The One says: nothing to going to happen by juz talking,action speaks louder than words

*:..｡♡*ﾟ¨ﾟﾟ･*JAMI★E:..｡♡*ﾟ¨ﾟﾟ･*:..｡♡* says: ya i know..

The One says: many pple oso know but hw many pple make the effort to make things happen

The One says: im definitely not a person who dreams and talk,its abt doing something u want and like with passion and hardworking

The One says: there is no short cut,i have see too many pple who talk but no action

*:..｡♡*ﾟ¨ﾟﾟ･*JAMI★E:..｡♡*ﾟ¨ﾟﾟ･*:..｡♡* says: ya i am 1 of them

The One says: its for u to decide

*:..｡♡*ﾟ¨ﾟﾟ･*JAMI★E:..｡♡*ﾟ¨ﾟﾟ･*:..｡♡* says: ok lor.. i will try to make effort..

The One says: u dun have to tell me this things,its yr life not my

The One says: u enjoy yr nite,i need to retired liao, nite

*:..｡♡*ﾟ¨ﾟﾟ･*JAMI★E:..｡♡*ﾟ¨ﾟﾟ･*:..｡♡* says: ok gd nite

Conversation with leslie over MSN..The fat mi am really gonna do something abt it liao. Even my fren also scold mi. Haiz. Oh well, lately i realized that my baby likes to play phunk with mi sia. And he likes to spot-check on mi.. Hmmmm... Anyway, he called mi today in the noon time b4 he heads to work? So sweet of him :) I miss him so much everyday. muaks.

i'm trying & planning to venture a small biz now.. will keep it a secret to u guys 1st, until when the time is ripe, then i'll tell u all my plans. hohohoho~~~~~~

well, nothing much happened to mi lately, everything is the same, exams coming, i'm not so stress yet but pressurized. been skipping classes lately omg. i think i'm goner, thats it. But anyway, i will still try my best, so guys pls dun ask mi out from the next upcoming weeks.. PLS, tolong tolong.. dun say i'm not steady or watever... juz let mi go thru this period of time ba. i really got not much time left.

Anyway, i'm gonna meet up with my teddy bear tmr for dinner to talk abt biz stuffs. have to go sch in the morning too. i better catch some sleep.. will blog soon! :)

Because i love you - by shakin stevens 80's..
a song dedicated from mi to my baby :) I find the lyrics is so the meaningful.

If I got down on my knees and I pleaded with you
If I crossed a million oceans just to be with you
Would you ever let me down
If I climbed the highest mountain just to hold you tight
If I said that I would love you every single night
Would you ever let me down
Well I'm sorry if it sounds kind of sad
It's just that I'm worried, so worried that you'll let me down
Because I love you, love you, love you
So don't let me down
If I swam the longest river just to call your name
If I said the way I feel for you would never change
Would you ever fool around
Well I'm sorry if it sounds kind of bad
It's just that I'm worried, 'cause I'm so worried that you'll let me down
Because I love you, love you
Well I'm sorry if it sounds kind of bad
It's just that I'm worried, 'cause I'm so worried that you'll let me down
Because I love you, love you, oh I love you, love you, love you...

Somebody teach mi hw to slim down pls??????????????

it's my 1st time to go Sheron's home in AMK after i've known her for..err..coming 6yrs? Her room is so nicey!! Pinky pinky. And i loveeeeeee her soft toys haha. I even made her giant piglet to smell my armpit. HAHA. And i love this big bear (>.<)

Sigh. I'm home on a friday. Actually, i wanna stay home to watch One-Piece from ppstream. Then this fellow called mi up to ask mi go MOS, kinda reluctant but i agreed. I should have listened to god to stay home watch Anime better. KNN kena put aeroplane when i've makeup, changed, sprayed Hugo Boss Deep Purple perfume, about to call a taxi to pick mi up. And he called, to say his ex wanna commit suicide. I hate ppl to put mi aeroplane lor seriously. Fucking hate it. Waste my time to makeup & dress-up. Once bitten twice shy, no next time. So since i've makeup nicely, i decided to take a picture of myself, with my new green colored lens. Nice?

Sometimes i ponders.....
do i have a bitchy or slutty face?
do i give men the impression that i flirt ard .. i do 1 night stands .. or watever?

But .....
i look left & look right, look up & look down..
i feel i got a nice girl & kind face of look.
REALLY.

But but ......
even until today, i am already 22 years old.. there is still ppl offering mi ... asking mi to be the fling, part time GF, no strings attached GF .. watever kind. Do i really looks so slutty or hungry for sex? Or shld i say my face looks soooo seductive. Actually my girlfriends used to tell mi that i've got a bitchy face. Sigh. Then how? What to do? Change my whole face away can? No wonder all my ex BF's doesn't last long relationship with mi. Probably they think i'm just out for some fun. Actually i'm not ~ I wanna have a good relationship with the man i love. So difficult meh? And don't they feel dirty? I mean if u have sex today with ABC, then tmr nite u have sex with yr GF .. then 2 days later u have ONS with unknowns.. wah ... got use condoms anot? Wat if never use lei.. i know, men always say w/o using is more shiok la.. but .. eeeeeee .. wat if u got aids, imagine u are only 20++ still long walk of future. Sigh. Ok i sounds so paranoid, but what has the world of men becoming?

Ok i don't know what came over mi, while i was chattin g with sheron in MSN earlier this noon, we talked abt our closed we are .. and i suddenly tot of this show .. she is like B1 & i am B2. So then i sings.. " Bananas in pyjamas are coming down the stairs, Bananas in pyjamas are coming down in pairs, Bananas in pyjamas are chasing teddy bears, 'cos on Tuesdays they all try to catch them unawares! " Alright i know i'm abit lame. But don't u ppl rem yr favourite cartoon shows when u was a kid? Like erm .. Mighty mouse? Captain Caveman? Pinky & the Brain? Animaniacs? Captain Planet? Power Rangers? Carebears? & etc .. And they are all gone now!!! Just like the famous S Club 7, Steps, Bardot, we all know .. POOF .. Gone~ Why do we ppl have to grow up & change? U know when i was young, i used to tuck in my t-shirt inside my shorts. Looks so orbit right? But i still do that now u see.. so my mom says.. " Aiyo! Very ugly lei! U think u still pri 1 izzit? " Errr ... dun tell ppl my secret ok =X

My baby's being nice to mi lately, i waited whole day for his call .. even when i pang sai, when i go shower, i carry my mobile in together, afraid that i might miss his call. I waited till 230am, and i decided to catch some sleep coz i nid to wake up @ 730am for class u see. I was so disappointed, but i'm glad god still loves mi. Coz he called mi @ abt 315am.. I answered his call, complaint that he shld have told mi he is gonna call so late .. (is abt 815pm in belgium then) I was so-so-so-so fucking happy! well we had a 40mins of consider-quite-long chat. I feel he cares for mi, just that is priority is his job. thats good. then got $ to buy 10 carat diamond ring for mi & a bungalow in future wat .. hahaha. Actually, i feel everybody's got past & bad histories.. i can't admit i'm the most perfect girl for him, but i'm trying hard to be one. So i dun care abt his past, i dunno anything & i won't wish to know, wat matters to mi is now & future :) He'll be back in June, still long way to go.. if i gonna strike 1st prize in 4D i will immediately fly over..err.. after my exams hehe.

I'm getting stresser as days goes by.... exam's round the corner and i know no shit. i kid not. Sigh. How to pass the exams like that?!? If i flunk it, that's it he will kill mi for fucking sure. I better do something abt it.

P.S: I was listening to class 95 this morning, when glen & flying dutchman mentions abt.. wat is the term for yr husband's sister's husband? Anybody knows?

minna-san ~

konbanwa ~

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!!

i'm spending time alone at home to wait for my baby's call ..

he was so sweet last night (1st time lor) he SMSed mi just 5mins after 12, wishing mi happy v day, year year got beauty..year year got him.. wahahaha.. i can't believed that he wrote this to mi.. so i SMSed him asking if he is the one sending mi the msg..haha have to double confirm, coz he sent it via the internet SMS booth from SingTel .. So i was very happy ~ i feel loved all of a sudden ~ haha .. Anyway, today i got to know a new friend, she is the GF of my ex BF, initially, i thought she wanna ask mi some personal stuffs or wat, then we ended up having fun talks & exchanging comments. I think she's a nice & fun-loving person to hang out with i guess. hehe, probably who knows we can become gd friends. haha.

I'm going for a jog now.. ciao ciao!!!!!!

I wanna be like this again ~!! i'm beginning to look lesser & lesser like myself. Sigh

Aiya.. i'm tired & worn out lei.. guess i'm really old, or rather should i say i'm tired of clubbing. I no wonder have the urge to go clubbing on Weds, or weekends u see .. I was sort of "forced" to go out partying for the whole of last wk. I really have to tone down la .. if not the hole in my pocket gets bigger & bigger, then how to have $$ to go HK !! Aiya .. anyway, Zexxi said his birthday's on 24th .. then Chris da jie say hers is on 25th .. I will definitely drink lots for sure (as if is my bday haha) .. and sometimes .. i pity my liver. Sigh.

Valentine's day tmr!! What are u all up to? And once again, i don't have date on this special day.. Errr.. i don't wanna go out too la. Everywhere i go, i see couples, i will sianz 1/2 wan lor. Let mi recall.. Hmm the 1st time i received roses was in 1998, from bernard, my puppy love bf while in sec 2. Wah, so long ago. thus from 1999 onwards to 2004.. is *censored censored censored* Sorry i can't remember, short-term memory! then last yr i received a nice box of chocolate from that SQ still-wanna-have-fun-no-committment-and-later-going-after-my-best-bud- *name censored* fellow. Well, is nice box~!!! not the chocolates hehe. I think i better stay home to wait for my baby's call. He promised he'll call. hehe. If not he thought i went dating or something .. "jump into yellow river also cannot wash clean" in chinese.

And, btw, who can make mi lose weight pls? i look so fat like pig now. I really need help~!! MAYDAY!!!!!

I like this picture! So cute right?

jamie & marcus

i'm a happy woman today!!!!! Coz my baby is still loving mi !!! yeah !!! He sent mi email today.. and i can finally feel the love from him again. *rolling on the floor with love now*

Ok, i need to go to sleep now, i have to get up early to buy my new handphone N70, to get my nails done, and of coz to go shopping!! Yes i've recovered. i feel i'm the happiest woman in the world right now !! hmm, only this moment. And thats mi with my new oversized shades. Nice?

7th February 2006: Let's say.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PRISTIN !!!

She's my classmate in sch, and she's my only friend in class, geez i sounded pathetic, but, i can't live without her in class !!!! LOL because i am the ponteng queen. I bet i skip class at least once a week. Oh well, and she's so helpful, each time she'll collect my homework for mi, and when i comes back to school, she'll teach mi on wat i had missed. how lovely she is :) thanks babe!! And what's more, i think she can really be a good teacher!! (She is a tutor as well, if yr brothers or sisters need any gd tutor, pristin is a gd choice, and i kid not) whenever there are some formulas @ sch that i am unfamiliar of, she will patiently teach mi .. and i think is even better than the lecturer in class. And i really envy her!! Sometimes she dozed off in class .. ZzZzZzz .. while i'm the 1 listening to the lecturer, but at the end of the day, i'm still like huh? wat did i learnt today? but on the otherhand, she still knows how to do her homework!!! *salutes* And we have planned to go HK together in May? So pris, better start saving $$$ from now ok!! Oopz, same goes for mi. hehe. guess we'll be having a very great time in HK together, i'm beginning to day-dream abt it now. I wanna go shopping in HK, i wanna go disneyland, though i heard it sucks, i still wanna eat tim sum, and who knows i might even bump into andy lau on the street.. and and who knows i might got to know handsome guy who looks like edison chen in lan kwai fong..haheheha.. Wah lao, my imagination is good.. can anot?

And just speaking abt the taiwanese drama that i'm watching. GOODNESS, i finished watching the 10 episodes already lor. Now i wanna continue watching!! But heard the part 2 of the series isn't out in the market yet? :(

I'm a happy-girl-in-love-again today because my baby did SMS mi !! It really brighten's up my day just to receive a msg from him. Sometimes i am wondering, am i really in love with him? Or i just wanna be loved?

And as for mi & mr koh, we no longer possess the enthusiasm in the passion of love anymore. He used to tell mi that he have never seen such pretty girl like mi before *coughs*, and he was so sweet & nice to mi. oh btw, like i said it was BEFORE. i just can't understand why guys tend to be so flirt. Especially when the working environment is full of women. perhaps just can resist the temptation of lust? Oh coz probably i know mr koh in-and-out well, so he can't fool mi. though he still says that he will definitely say YES if i wanna patch up. Come on la, i bet he still has another relationship with other. that's not fair to mi & the girl. Can u imagine i have to share my guy with other girl and i have to share the same dick too? it's so dirty lor. And maybe i think guys nowadays just don't wanna have committment in relationship. What's wrong with the new age guys? Don't tell mi i must find an old man to be my guy?! Sigh. I'm not asking anybody to marry mi .. but i just want security from my guy & of coz the relationship. Is it really so hard to be a nice & caring girl? When nobody appreciates that?

oh god, i promise u that i'll definitely be a very nice person, i'll do charity, i'll be helpful, i can even do volunteer work in old folks or SPCA, i'll go to church every wk, i will stop scolding vulgars, i will stop being so nasty to my mom, etc.. if u can give mi a good relationship with a man who has got face like edison chen, and kind-hearted, rich, smart, humorous... am i asking too much? Errr.. ok then just bless my baby in belgium doing well in his career :)

i bought taiwan drama VCD to watch, recommendation from sonia, which she mentioned it in her blog. "it started with a kiss" i have seen the japanese version. before. oh well, the main character is sooooooo droooooooling handsome!? cool?! Goodness. how i wish i have a handsome taiwanese bf too. *oops its just my evil thought*

are u peeps still in CNY festival season? I'm on my strict diet plan now. had a bet with my sec sch mate mr Yeo ZM that whoever gonna slim down 1st is the winner. and the loser will need to buy drinks. so i can't afford to lose!! Anyway, good motivation for mi to get skinner too. i'm fucking looking like a pig when i see myself in the mirror. Be prepared! The next time u see mi, i make sure u said " oh jamie! U looked slimmer & prettier !! " hiak hiak

I was very glad to receive SMS from my baby today. Was kinda surprised but, least he is still thinking of mi. now i've tried to think positively abt our relationship. Love is all abt faith & trust isn't it? i hope he doesn't disappoints mi. will be waiting for his return in May! Till then, i better start worrying abt my exams in March 1st.

Was chatting with mr dennis aka whampoa in MSN, haven't seen him for long time, glad he is doing well & fine with his darling, and he lost his mobile, no wonder i can't get contact with him! he is a nice chap, i mean at least we really clicked & can talk abt anything under the sun. Especially when he tells mi abt the horror stories in army camps, and abt how is life like when he used to work with SIA. When i was still 17, i was working in heeren too, 1 of the lousiest gift shop, and i actually spotted him @ his shop.. oh well.. still 17, of coz shy girl right .. i don't dare to talk to him or even HI. So i guess it's fate or u can rather say, SG is way too small, so wherever we go, we always see ppl we know. So after 4yrs later, i met him again in devils bar, and so our eyes met & we decided to talk. hehe. Anyway, he has got a boutique in heeren lvl 4 queen's couture!

i've decided to get nokia n70 on tues when i'm back. is it a nice phone?

i'm going to pamper myself with manicure!! I want acrylic nails like Ayumi Hamasaki, Jolin Tsai!! It's so nice .. but it costs abt $90 w/o nail art, so probably together with nail art will be like at least $120? i'm broke, but i really like the nails :(

i think i am suffering from depression.

I think its over already lor...

I think it ended as quickly as it started. I'm glad i have enjoyable trip & spending romantic moments with him in belgium.

I've long given up on love. Why do I always find the wrong people? Is it because Im not pretty enough?Perhaps Im not smart enough too? I seriously got no idea at all...and I dont wanna care. I am what I am.I cant change for him, neither can I change to be someone Im not.Then it's not me anymore, no?

But for love, i tried to change myself for him. I wanted our relationship to last long, So i gave up my favourite drinking & partying to stay home on weekends to MSN chat with him. I controlled my temper, i never blow it @ him even though he said stuffs to hurt mi. When he says " U better be home by 1am, or i will be angry " I never said NO to him, even though it was my closed friend's birthday celebration.

Sometimes i felt it doesn't pay good to be nice. Or maybe there is something amiss in our relationship. least that's how i feel. He always give mi the feeling that he is hiding something from me, what is it i don't know..

I truly liked him, likedddddd him enough to tell it to the world that I like him. But now, I've got nothing but heartache. I hope he will tell mi straight in my face that he wants a breakup. Rather than avoiding mi. it keeps mi staying up the night to think .. WHY ? Did i do anything wrong? I'm not being paranoid here abt my guy doesn't returns my calls & SMSes. U know .. woman's 6th sense is very strong. I am already prepared to hear the worse news from him.

Thanks to all my friends who gave me advices, consoles. I will be fine. Just need time to heal up my wound. I'm going to love myself more than I love anybody in the world. Speaking of LOVE? no love doesnt really matters now, coz frriends are forever isnt it? I'm glad i have nice friends with mi encouraging mi all the time. Oh well, they encouraged mi to go out partying tonight & drink to the fullest coz its Wed (ladies nite) and i've just fallen out of love, -again.


Anyway, sheron asked mi if i know momo's ladies toilet bowl is kira !! i said no? i didn't notice the bowl u see.. so on the eve of CNY, i went to momo.. and its really the gold bowl !!! looks so striking gold & it's nice!!!! :)