I always love to go Zouk to celebrate Halloween! There's the only time u can see so many people with costumes!


Ok, i don't know why we are using Cotton to do such silly stuffs, anyway this is Cassie :)


Jasmine


Me!


shasha :P




Guess we were all wasted by this time :P


Wearing Dalton's shades!


I think i look pretty cool with the shades on.


Jasmine & Juney!


J&J = BFF


I think i look much scarier than Ju-on.


Ok this fellow right, was standing beside mi and he asked if he can get mi any drink. So i said alright, any will be fine :) And he bought mi & Jas sambuca shots, so while standing there, so we just took this picture by my mobile, and later on he asked if i want anything else, so i said i want some Vodka Orange, and u know what's the best thing? He just took my debit card from my hand and wanted to order from the bartenders! OMG. I just snatched it back, stared @ him and walked away. What a loser. If u can't pay, then jolly well don't ask if i want any. So ungentleman.


This is Dalton, friend of my ex boyfriend & i practically sees him everytime when i goes to Zouk / Velvet. I can say probably its cos we have common friends.






my babe shasha becomes the spidywoman!


I think this batman is abit towards the fatter side :P Oops



HAPPY HALLOWEEN !

Love,
Jamie

Heading down to Zouk tonight for Halloween celebration. I can see that it will be damn crowded.

Anyway, Gabriel was asking if i am dressing up for the event ..

and i said no ..

so he's reply was : " just appear as yourself, should be scary enough liao.. "

Thanks sweetie, i'll try to take that as a compliment.

Love,
Jamie <3

I had a date with Mr C on saturday night, its been so long since we last meetup for dinner together, like its coming .. 2 or 3 years? We still keep in touch through SMSes & sometimes phone calls or occasionally i'll bump into him in clubs. He's not my ex boyfriend, or current beau, he is just a very nice friend to me. But i used to have big crush on him during my days working in SH, oh well he was my trainer for some lame courses that time. I mean the content of the course is so useless, not his training :P And that's like 3years back anyway.

So he brought me to Amoy street? for a nice italian dinner, the place looks very cosy & nice ambience as well, food is great, wine is even better, i must said that i enjoyed myself. We were talking about lots of stuffs, randomly, he asked about my relationship life & etc, and he knows me well, as in my character, my playful style. Later on we proceed to mos, as his colleagues were there, celebrating birthday, and that the birthday boy is so wasted he just keep speaking japanese to me, and drowning me with vodka cranberries + WATERFALL. Eventually i'm getting alittle tipsy because every of his colleagues came to drink with me, makes me feel like i'm celebrating birthday as well. I think mr C is a very nice guy, and he will always be there to talk to me if i'm down :) I don't mind if he is my bf hahaha :P

He held my hand inside the taxi, and I can feel the warmth as a friend from him. It saddens me up all of a sudden, which makes me recall on where is the pair of warm hands that held mine just sometime back?

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Nevermind, I will survive. Anyhow, I was in Zouk on monday night with my girls and of cos sasha! Everybody's telling me how good he is, but he's not, to me. Was so packed with people and half of them were ang mohs. I'm not into them anyway. I'm exhausted from partying now, too much of it is making me sick. It's time i should retire for awhile, after tonight as i promised to club with HB .. So see ya babe!

Love,
Jamie

Tips for wearing false eyelashes:

Your false eyelashes may be trimmed to fit your own eye size. Any trimming should be carried out before adhesive is applied. Always trim from the outside edge of the eyelash, removing single strands at a turn. Avoid "over" trimming.

When applying false eyelashes, a better result is achieved when the adhesive is allowed to become "tacky" prior to contact with the skin (having been applied to the false eyelash direct).

Your false eyelashes may be applied to either cleansed or "made-up" eyes eg. like i personally felt that it will be nicer if eyeliner is applied as well.

Mascara is not required over false eyelashes, but may be worn on your lower lashes to further highlight your eye.

When applying your false eyelashes, press the inside edge of the eyelash to the edge of your own eyelid and firm from the inside outwards with gentle pressure from your fingertip.

To remove your false eyelashes, simply peel away from the inside edge outwards...

Before applying the false lashes, with eyeliner applied on:

After applying the false eyelashes on:

Its so much better than the eyelash extension, easier to maintain it as well. For a pair of false eyelashes for my case, i will be able to use for about 3 to 4 times, depends on how u maintain it. As for the glue, i'm using those white color type of glue which is used for making a fake double eyelid type. Can get it from sasa / sin-ma / chamelon :)

And i think i look nice with it =P

Btw, i had setup a blog to sell some of the clothes i've brought from during my travellings, pls kindly take a look and see if u find any that u like it. It's all imported. Do visit Pinky Sugar here!

Love,
Jamie

Because i am so free lately, so i decided to delete & sort out the 648 emails in my hotmail account, usually i don't read emails from there, for people who knows mi & needs my attention will drop mi a mail to sugar22@singnet.com.sg or my another personal singnet mail account.

Upon deleting all the junk mails, i chanced upon the emails that Jon & i exchanged during his stay in Europe. While reading the mails again, lots of memories flashed back & i felt he was really caring towards mi at that time. Till today, i'm not sure if its all bullshit or real concern towards mi, it doesn't matters anymore, coz he is no longer the man which i yearns to be with & spending time together. I think no man can melt my heart, for my heart is cold & stone hard now. I no longer believes that true love exist. I always meet the wrong guy, is it because of my high expectations? Well, if having a guy just to make mi smile & be happy are high expectations, then I am speechless. I always believed in love at 1st sight, so the 1st look into the man's eyes will make mi understand if we have the chemistry & bond together. But since i'm wrong for the 153299269 times, i think i should just stopped believing in love at first sight.

Love hurts & i would rather remain single for the rest of my life than to feel agony. I experienced the heartache twice in my whole 22years of living. The pain is unbearable & i cried myself to sleep every night, wherever i go, tears just rolled down. It took mi quite sometime to get myself on feet again, so that's when i promised to myself, i will never ever be putting my 100% of feelings into a relationship anymore. From then on, i never believe in love again.

I need to get a digital camera soon, the mobile that i'm using, the camera function sucks big time so i don't have a proper 1 to take pictures. I used to take lots of photos whenever i go clubbing, or anywhere i go. Any recommendations on the digi cam? I'm meeting up with juney in zouk tmr night, 2 ladies partying, celebrating singlehood.

baby, sometimes love just ain't enough..... :)

Love,
Jamie

Hello humans i'm backkkk!

Well, wasn't a really fruitful trip, didn't manage to buy lots of stuffs coz i'm poor, and i was so damn unlucky can! Dunno which fucktard hands so itchy spoiled my luagage lock (that's what i thought initially) Only to realise it when i arrived in my cosy hotel room. NEVERMIND, lock only, was what i thought. So i opened it up, and realised that " eh WTF how come my clothes like so messy ah?! " Nothing was missing except for my almost brand new of perfume which i only bought it last week :( I thought i left it @ home in Spore. And i searched for it earlier on and its not in my room, so 101% confirmed there's this fucktard who broke my lock & stole my perfume! Well coz there's nothing valuable in my bag, only some lousy clothings & under garments + some makeups.

Anyway, i think i sprained my back alittle, too much of walking will be feeling pain, will be feeling the ache too even when i sneezed or coughed... Can u imagine i walked the whole day in chatuchak w/o even taking lunch? The best part is i have muscular calfs now, due to too much of walking, can even feel the muscle aching, so i used this as an excuse to go for foot reflexology every night :P The 1st night i went to this "Miss Puke" massage centre near to Novotel, over there are full of pretty young ladies, and they just keep smiling @ me, the best part is CANNOT EVEN MASSAGE lor.. I said i want it harder, then she just giggle & giggle all the way only... Not shiok at all. So the 2nd night i went to this " Lek Massage " the ladies there all look like the philipino maids in Singapore and those aunty type, but at least they got the real massage power ok! I really can feel the power & its good. So my advice is, the next time U wanna look for real massage, better go to those places with lots of aunties, more experienced. Probably pretty young girls offer mostly on special massage, that's why they can't do the authentic kind.

Ladies better beware of going to patpom if u are travelling alone, i went to the night market and was quite terrible, alot of the thai people keep approaching mi to buy things, its OK, but they are touchy! Like pulling mi by my arm, or touching my hand to attract my attention to them. Luckily i can speak some thai language, so i'm able to shoo them off. Coz alot of them thought i am japanese due to my very fair skin.

Needless to say, there are lots of trans, and lots of sissy man or gay whatever. With thick makeup somemore, like 1 of the front officer in Novotel, he's attitude is real sucky, and he even rolled his eyes infront of me for 2 seconds b4 he put on his fake smile again. I got really pissed and wanted to speak to his boss Akiyama-san, which maybe he lied he's not around at the moment, so i got Akiyama's no. from Claudia, and wanted to complain to him abt the whole bad incident i got. But forget it, coz afterall i'm not in my own country, not safe to do all this by myself. So the thick makeup faggot was spared. (I'm not against anybody who's a gay, and i love gays, coz they are very humorous & cheerful people, but i just am so angry with this fellow.)

I ate alot by myself too, had steamboat in MK restaurant and BBQ plate in BKK. I spent a total of about $300 on the shoppings & eatings + some souvenirs. Quite a budget trip this time round as i'm not working at the moment. As for me & mr J, sad to say, we are drifting apart. Oh ya, i've got a photo i took sometime back, its that i'm into putting on fake eyelashes nowadays, for more than a month++ I think it's good, better than the eyelash extension.



Initially i was really clumsy when doing the gluing, i took abt 45mins to get it done, coz i've got long nails as well, so its difficult to glue it on. But i'm quite a professional in doing it now, will get it done within 5mins.

My puppy is growing up & turning into a fat dog!



He looks so huge here! And i think he raped my old dog, she's a 13yr old granny virgin. Truth hurts if its real. Because i find that my old dog's asshole is abit swelling & that i caught my pup in action today like trying to do the doggy-style on her. I think i'm gonna "castrate" him soon.

Love,
Jamie

Sa-wa-dee-karp.

I is leaving.

I go chatuchak, patpon, siam square, siam paragon, suan lom, silom, MBK, etc etc etc.

I heart club Slim in RCA & Route 66.

I molest ah gua's robotic tits.

I will miss everybody in Singapore.

Love,
sugar *yee-sib-song

*it means 22

I'm currently indulge with a PC game, The SIMS 2 .. so nice game can!! I am willing to sit infront of my com for the entire day just to download the skins, objects & every shit for the game. I even created a sim of my own, and i named her Paris Hilton! Oh pls, there's alittle resemblance to the real Paris ok, but i still have to work on it.

And its the 4th day that i'm considered jobless, slacking, bumming, whatever it is, not a bad way to relax, taking a break. Of cos, during this period of time, i miss mr J too, we haven't been contacting for a short while, wondering what he is doing. I'll send him a msg a day, but no reply, so i'll tell myself, OK he is busy with work. But somehow i believe that no matter how busy or tired a person is, there is always time just to say GOOD NIGHT. *Jamie takes a deep breath & breathes out* I just received a call from him, "I'm busy, ya...ya just to let u know i'm still at work.. very busy, not in good mood. " CLICK. End of conversation. Great! At least i know he is still alive. Well, at least can say BYE right. Hmmm, guess its just not the right timing that i texted to him. How the hell would i know he is not in a good mood...I have my pride too, i wouldn't want him to feel like i'm pestering him. So guess i'll just leave him alone for time-being. So sorry darling, shouldn't have disturbed u :(

Btw, just had a long chat with miss June in MSN, misses her so much! And we planned to club together next week when i'm back from my holidays. I really missed the time we used to hangout together. Sigh, time flies, people changes, surroundings & environment changes too. As i grow older, the friends around me gets lesser & lesser. Looks like i'm more popular when i was a teenager. I used to have lots of guy friends calling mi to chit-chat on phone in the middle of the night. Nowadays i don't even have a guy to chat on phone for months! The last time that i can recall was in June or July, chatted with Kenny, my secondary school senior. Oh no, is this the sign of aging?!! Hella no way!


*** An artistic photo of mi with toilet paper on my hand with Juney & ah cia.

I'm so happy! My Naoyuki is coming to Spore on 25th Oct, for the Hokkaido Food Fair in Takashimaya, not sure if its for 10 or 14days! I missed him so much too, as i only gets to see him once a year :) Moreover i can discuss with him my plans about my Hokkaido trip end of the year (hopefully) to lodge at his place. Can't wait to see him soon.

I'll be back to blog again next week! Guess no pictures will be taken, my digital camera spoil la. Sigh.

Love,
Jamie-so-sick-of-love-song

I'm leaving soon ...

Just for a short trip :)

Once upon a time, there's a girl falling in love with a boy, girl was quite pretty, with very fair skin, the only girl in the family, with 2 brothers, very pampered princess i can say. Boy was from average income family, dark skin, not so good-looking and only graduated from primary school level. But both was very in love with each other and boy was hardworking.

A few years later, girl & boy decided to get married with each other. Girl & boy became woman & man. By that time, Man was very hardworking and eventually established his own company, and of cos getting richer as days goes by. Man's career was very successful, bought himself a nice car, hired a maid, and cosy home of their own, very standard kind of slightly above average family in Singapore. Not long later, their 1st son was born. Very happily marriage in everybody eyes.

By now Man's very rich, and started to waste time & money going out for entertainments, golfs, cars. On the other hand, Woman start to waste lots of money on shoppings, gyms, very tai-tai lifestyle. Later, because Man didn't spend time looking after his business, keep playing golf & signing up country club members, buy mercedez car, wife splunge money on branded goods. Soon, both of them declared bankrupt coz Man's business folded, and of cos owning lots of debts to the banks.

Woman cannot take the hardship, she was leading the pampered princess & tai-tai lifestyle before, and now that she has to work, support the son & household chores, she cannot take it. As for Man, he cannot find a job, only freelance if the company has got projects for him, no stable income. Later on, woman was pregnant with their 2nd child, a daughter this time. Man was caught fooling outside & having affair with another lady. Woman was very upset, so was everybody in the family that cares for them, utterly disappointed with Man. But for the sake of the children, Woman decided to forgive Man & goes on struggling with life. Man was very grateful and promised to give Woman a very happy life from now on. But deep down, Woman was really very upset, felt so miserable & ill-fated to lead such a life!

Man was heart-broken to see his wife so sad, as he doesn't earn as much as before, and swore he wanted to give her a comfortable life. Eventually, he got a job. Illegial job, something like a pimp, to bring girls all over the world. Unfortunately he got caught, and was sentenced to jail for dunno how long in Colombia. Man called home, informed Woman about what happened, and needed afew thousand dollars to bail him out. Woman desperately goes round and tried to borrow money from everyone in the Man's family. So everybody contributed some money to help him, hopes he can come back to Singapore soon. After the bail, he needs to serve abt 6-9mths jail over there.

And because Man left Singapore for very long time which is against the law, even if he is to come back, he will need to serve prison in Singapore too. So he continued wandering and working in Thailand and some nearby countries in Asia. He misses his children very much. Woman finally filed a divorce with Man as she found someone else who can take care of her & the kids. Man loves his wife alot still, and every month he'll send some money back to her. The 1st time was 4K, then afew thousands & so on. By this time, Woman only wants Man's money, not him anymore. She got together with a very old japanese man. This japanese man actually rented a room from Woman's flat, and then get together, and i personally thinks that he is living on her.

Some time has past, Man has been away for afew years, and their 2nd child, is already 7-8yrs old by now, recently she was being sent to the hospital as she has suffered kidney failure. So Woman called Man, said their girl's very sick now, need a sum of money from him. Man wants to see his girl badly but can't, and promised he will find money for Woman so as to take care of their daughter. Sad to say, Woman was spotted in hospital's cafe with old japanese man who looked like typical uncle siting @ those coffeeshop kind. On the other hand, woman looks very tai-tai style, definitely not poor at all. Living in a 6-room HDB flat with maid around as well. Yet she keeps demanding money from Man surviving alone w/o any kins or friends overseas. Man's family members visited the daughter and felt so sorry, decided to give Woman some money to come in handy for her medical fees. But most likely, the money will goes into Woman's pocket.

If u are in Man's shoes .. what will u do? And if u are the woman, how can u take it when others seeing u as only a money-digger now? And as the outsiders, how do u see this broken family as? Its a true life encounter story. Just wanna share it. Do cherish the ppl around u, lead life to be happy & contented...

Any idea where can i download games for mobile?

I spent time at home today doing some reading.



" Why Do Men Fall Asleep After Sex? "
by Mark Leyner & Billy Goldberg.



Leyner: People have no idea how much work it is for a man to produce an ejaculation. You have this seminal vesicle churning out this fluid, the prostate gland producing an alkaline solution. It’s like having five iron chefs in your crotch working to cook up this stuff.

Goldberg: There are hormones that are secreted at orgasm — proloactin, oxytocin —that facilitate sleep. But you have to accept as gospel that men orgasm more than women. If that’s true, then you have your answer as to why men fall asleep after sex. …And it seems like women don’t. If women orgasm as much as men, we might all be asleep all the time.

I'm half way reading through. Not a bad one i guess.

I'm sleepy & ain't feeling well today, probably is the haze. Oh btw, thanks for everybody's concern abt my job. I know what to do, so i hope this job thingy will end, its kinda boring talking about it everyday when i have to repeat the same whole situation again & again :)

Oh and i removed pictures of my previous post, i tink its coz of that, so my tagboard's been lagging.

Love,
Jamie

Yipppeee! I always love the beginning of a new month, coz its pay day! Although the $ won't be in the bank for long, lots of payments to be made for my internet, mobile, CableTV, FitnessFirst, insurance billsssss... Anyway, i bought some nice tops online to pamper myself as i got alittle pay increment from my boss :P






Have to get such long tops so as to cover my fatty & flabby tummy mah. And i purchased a Leau Cheap & Chic EDT Perfume. I fell in love with the scent immediately. It has got a kind of soapy soapy smell.

I'll be free from next week onwards, took abt a month leave from work, gonna take a short break. Perhaps i should go on holidays, but BKK is not so safe right now, as well as Taiwan. These are the 2 places which i really interested to go at the moment. Or maybe i should consider going to Hong Kong? Bali? A short trip will do, coz i'll be going alone, as usual.
But again, it might even crash with the holiday season end of Oct .. Shit means the air tix price will be increased !! ERRRRR...bad timing :(
And i really believed like wat Joanne said .. " when a woman is in love, she'll put on weight " So for the past 1 week, i've been eating alot, even suppers.. so.. i'm giving up my diet la! Sickening. Just be happy, contented & healthy will do.

" Waiting for u, i'm waiting for u, waiting for u kiss mi @ the night ... "
lyric extracted from Anson Hu Yan Bin's song, waiting for u. Its from mi to mr J :)

love,
Jamie

I kinda like this MV by Paris Hilton, latest hit single, Nothing In This World. I think the young teen inside the MV is cute :) And Paris is gorgeous! She really looks great, but as for singing wise.. is abit ___________________

Anyway, i had spent abt 8hrs+ for today siting infront of my TV watching LOTR 1,2,3. Well i did fast forward alittle :P Thanks to mr J for lending mi the VCDs. My eyes are shutting, gotta wake up early for some groceries shopping tmr. Night folks.

Love,

Jamie