Yipppeeee!!! I just had lunch! Guess what did i eat? It's KFC's Fish Ole burger!!!! I simply love it :) Ok i'm the fat cow aka mi should aviod fast food. Yes i know i know. I JUST SIMPLY CAN'T RESIST THE TEMPTATION!!!!!!!!

Well, coz i was in Takashimaya earlier on, to touch up on my nails & changed new stickers! Look! Isn't it soooo nice?









Anyway, my pretty & friendly manicurist, Kalie's on leave for holidays to Malaysia. She'll only be back on the 11th. Hopefully within this period of time, my nails don't break or give mi any troubles.

Oh, lately my family members like my eldest aunty, and my grandmother and of coz mi, we are indulge in gambling of this game call "Fishing" or something like "fish red points" in chinese. And now we are gonna start the game soon!! I'm not working today, so i will be able to gamble till night. hehe. Wish mi good luck pls and sweep off all their money!! :)

I am gonna give myself a break, will be relaxing at home from today till monday when i start work. Well, i no longer have the mood for clubbing & drinking. At least for this week. hehe. And my dearest sheron's in the plane now? Or arrived Taiwan. Hope she have fun! i'll miss u sweets!

P.S: Wondering if she'll buy mi any souvenirs. hehehe!!

i'm blogging at 405am in the morning now...

just came back from work not long ago. I started working in the same old pub again, mon to fri. And once again, i'm home with lots of alcohol & ciggy smell. Sometimes i just really don't feel like working in nightlife, but, due to circumstances & hi living standards. It's hard to survive just for 1k+ of amount from office job.

I had already sort out my thoughts, if possible, i would like to work overseas. Got to brush up on my japanese language now and who knows in future i might be able to work in Japan? Since i am very-happily-and-officially-single now, i can do whatever i want, go wherever i want. It is time to concentrate working & earn big bucks!

But i can't lie anymore.. i'm actually thinking about him everyday. Sometimes when i sees him online in MSN, i really feel like msging him.

Sorry. I almost forgotten that i should move on. Ok, i got to sleep now. Have got appt for my manicure @ 1030am. Only less than 5hrs of sleep....zzzzzzz.. Good nite Singapore!

How i wish i got the money to buy this now :(

I think i need a break. Probably go on holidays to other countries. I'm planning to pay Cambodia or Cairo a visit. Need to have some fun & adventureous trip! But wait. There's a big problem here.




NO MONEY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





How to go??!?!




I must find a job & save up some money now! Who wanna hire me? I can be yr personal secretary. hahahahaha.

I'm gonna go for haircut later. I always wanted to have hairstyle like the japanese babes on magazines! Probably 1 day when i have the chance to visit japan again, i will go & have my haircut done there. Cool isn't it? i'm thinking of cutting my fringe short.. Wondering if i will look weird. Anyway, Happy Tuesday to everybody!! :)

Thanks for all the encouraging words. I'm feeling much better. And i will be even better than before :) *hugs everybody*

Well. He told mi that, he wants to leave mi because we are having communication breakdowns, and i'm still "young" in thoughts, not able to walk the road of life with him yet.

It's been 3 days. I had been pondering if we really having communication breakdowns & i'm still immatured in thoughts. Ok, in a way yes. For the communication breakdown part. Coz he hardly calls, only like once or twice a mth. And usually we chat up in MSN & exchanging SMSes. But that's not enough perhaps. Coz it's not a healthy relationship. Couples shld go out dating & feeling comfortable with each presence + intimacy. That's why everybody say it's difficult to maintain a long distance relationship. Which i really do agree now. No matter what, at least i know my feeling's to him is real & sincere.

We were engaged in arguements over in SMS, due that i'm saying i'll be out partying for the weekend. And i dun see it as a big issue. And to mi, it's just excuses that he wanna dump mi. I was feeling so upset, and cried for the whole afternoon on Fri. It really hurts mi alot, and i think the passion & enthusiastic of love towards him, had died inside my heart. All along i thought he will be the perfect man for mi. I was wrong. So wrong.

My heart's broken into million of pieces by now. No more tears to shed anymore. I decided to give up my love for him. For i am feeling so pain & crying my eyes out. On the other hand, what is he doing? Perhaps working or out with his colleagues, still smiling & enjoying, like normal daily lifestyle. Perhaps he didn't even feel a shit. So why shld i make myself so miserable? Time will heal my wounded heart. I know i can move on. I really really fucking hope i can.

I wish him all the best in his career :) And hopes that he can be happier...living life without mi..



P.S: Dear god. Please. I just wanna be happy.. that's all i'm praying for.......

Alright, today's entry will be a long post as promised !

First of all. Let's talk about skincare & makeup products. Seriously speaking, i can't advise much abt everything that i'm gonna post now. But at least, these are the products that i've been using for quite sometime & it really do works & magic to my problematic & blemish-prone skin. I'm not those kind of person with very gd complexion, is like i have lots of pimples since i was 11. And it never stops growing! So the more, i should take good care of it, & cleanse it wisely after makeup.

Alrighttttt, skincare 1st. Basically, i have combination of oily skin. And i mean REAL OILY. So i cant use any moisturizer, or the next day i'll definitely pop out afew pimples. So i'll skip the moisturizer part.

Whenever i'm washing my face, i'll be using Clinique's Anti-Blemishes Solution, Cleansing Foam. ( i use it like makeup remover as well) About $36?

And thus after, i'll be using this Avene's soapless gel cleanser (good for ppl with oily, blemish-prone sensitive skin) About $29.90?

Last time i tried using Chanel's eye makeup remover, it's as gd as this Biotherm eye makeup remover that i'm using now, for waterproof mascara. About $36?

Ok, though i dun use moisturizer, but i feel that toner is a MUST. After u are done washing off yr face & makeup, it's good to use a toner for cleaner & fresher complexion. I use it like twice a day? And because i've got very oily skin, so i will go for toner with gd amount of alcoholic contains. Im using Clinique's Clarifying Toner no. 3 (tats the strongest with lots of alcohol contains) They have range like no.1, 2, 3, for diff type's of skin. About $49.90 for 400ml which i can use it for almost a year.

It's a must to exfoliate yr skin at least like once a week, so as to rub of the dead cells & perhaps black heads. I'll recommend Biotherm than Clinique's because i tried both before and i think Biotherm's better. Coz when i scrub my face with that, i can really feel the tiny beads and feeling's really like sandpapering my face. haha. Biotherm's Biopur exfoliating gel. (btw, biopur's for ppl with combination & oily skin) About $38?

As for my body.. i've been using this Biotherm, Anti-drying body milk with citrus extracts. It's not very oily & sticky and it smells great, orangie-smell. And for what i know, it's only available in the Duty-Free inside Changi Aiport. So whenever i go travelling, i'll buy afew bottles back home to keep. 400ml about $47?

I really feel that Biotherm's products are good, coz i used to work with them for short time of period before. But of coz, not everyone is suitable or might be sensitive to certain brand of products. Just hope this little skincare products info i provided will help ppl who have the same problem like mi, oily & blemish-prone skin :)

Next, it's makeup products time!

I'm using Biotherm's liquid concealer, Forget It to cover up my dark circles. About $38. Shiseido's eyebrow pencil, about $24. Shiseido's lipgloss, about $34

I'm using paul & joe's mascara now. It's selling abt $41 in the leading departmental stores, heard it from 1 of the reader, Kate that it can be purchased online for cheaper price :) Thanks for the great info!

This is the eye before putting on mascara, concealer etc. Just the plain eye.

And then the AFTER, with paul & joe's mascara of coz. Spot the difference?

I'm using Inuovi's perfector concealer, bought it from far east plaza branch, it's selling abt $22? And i think it's good coverage for my scarred-with-pimple-face. And i've been using it for quite long time! Very good budget kind of concealer. Probably can last mi for a year w/o finish using it.

I used to buy stick conceal from COVERMARK. The only branch i know it's in Takashimaya. It's awesome!!! The coverage is damn good!! But, prob is, thick coverage means of coz, prone to grow black heads or clong the skin. But it's really good. Can try it if u want to. About $51?

I'm using loreal's ideal balance, soft ivory as 2-way cake aka foundation. It's good & it's cheap. About $28?

Hmm, as for blusher, i'm using loreal's. 101 Soupcon de Rose - Hint of Rose (it's the color for it)Very small & portable. I think it's about $17.90?

And then you'll get a face with makeup on that look like this!! TADAAH!!!!!!

OK, i admit. i've got 1 big pimple in the middle of my brows & 1 at the right cheek. At least i got it concealed quite well right? Oh ya, as for the nose part, sometime's i'll just use dark brown color eyeshadow and brush it thru the side of my nose, so that will look like i've got higher nose bridge. But dun overdo it, or will look scary! I don't believe that expensive brand's makeup means its better. Some is really good though, for makeup is just like painting. U need to blend and mix with the colors before u know if it turns out nice. And so it means like, sometimes u'll have to do market research, test on the products & then u will know if it's suitable for yr skin.

Have anybody heard of this mesotherapy before? I went for mesotherapy & radiofrequency for my arms on Wed. It's not so pain during the process. Feeling like somebody taking a needle and poke at least 20 times in each of yr arm. But the next 2 days's like HELL!!!!!! My arm's so sore, i cannot even lift up, like example changing of shirt and washing of hair. I even got insomnia for the 1st night coz it's so sore. Then the doc told mi the soreness & swellness will be gone after the 3rd day. Well probably coz i got very fair skin, so it's kinda obvious i have bruised arm. There was this ignorant fellow who was queuing behind mi for the toilet in devils bar and he said .. " Hey, i saw THAT on yr arms ... "

My reply was .. " Oh, u mean the blueblack marks? it's due to injections"

that ignorant fellow .. " Dun bluff la. love bites izzit !!! " and he walked away..

He must be thinking that my partner has got fetish to bite underneath of arms. HAHAHAHA.

Picture of my arm on the 2nd day. I know. Looks horrible. Not for the slightest faint hearted people. LOL

Results will be shown between 4th to 6th week. I'll let u peepz know if there's any effect. And it cost mi $525 :( Inclusive of 5% GST.

FINALLY!!! My PC's being "cured". Spent $80 for the "medical fees & medicine" Well, but im glad its being done so quickly, thanks to Chris :) Because i'm so used to online & chat everyday, it's like i lost 1 of my arm!! Just same feeling like u lost yr mobile or something. Oh, and thanks to B1 Sheron who blogged for mi. good job!! hehe. Well.. many things happened this 3 days.. Too many thoughts running in my head now, too much to blog!

I'm going thru bad rough now. I know i can move on & time will heal my wounded heart. Saying its easy. But i really hope i'll get better.

I'll blog abt the happenings past few days tmr. I'm preparing to go devils bar for catchup with Amber & Jasmine. Drink, Wasted, Puke, Hangover. And Happy Birthday to Wayne Chua aka Mr pop in devils.

Went MoMo last night with Jamie Baby.
I was drunk. After 3 Tequilla Shots, 7 martell, 1 chivas (I only remember these).
Left MoMo at 4am+ 5.
Jamie managed to grab me to sit beside her and talked to me, Joey(zoe?) also talked to me.
Despite being tipsy, I still remember their words. I don't know why but in that stupid place with loud music and everyone yaking around, their words are so clear and sits vividly in my mind. Even til now... those words still circles in my mind.

I don't know what will happen next but I truely hope for the best.

The shots. 3 for Jamie. 3 for me. 3 represents... SHI LIAN WAN SUI! (Cheers to being out of love), SHI YE WAN SUI! (Cheers for being out of job) and YONG YUAN PIAO LIANG! (Beauty always.)

Jamie (with puffy eyes after crying) and me (left eye got irritated after I accidentally dab my eye shadow into my left eye).

Me and 2 other friends. I didnt know where I was facing but seriously this was taken when I wasnt abit tipsy at all. But I think I got horrible boney shoulders and back.

No more clubbing tonight (I guess). Jamie is not going because she aint in a good mood. Shall not enclose too much here. Umika is not going either because her situation doesnt allow her too. SO... my planned night is now empty. Perhaps I will just spent my night at home sleeping away.

Tks Wayne! ^^ I hope everything is going on smoothly for you as well.
Have fun everyone! Happy Weekends!

With lotsa of XOXO
Sheron who need lotsa of sleep.

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter
I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
To you

Hi everyone. This is Sheron here blogging for tonight. Jamie's PC is down with Virus and she couldnt even blog at all! I received her SMS when I was in MoMo and I promised her to blog after I returned home and I really did so despite me now being abit tipsy after all the alcohol.

She claims that I can blog all I want and this blog is all mine. I really wonder what could I say here? Should I intro myself 1st? (Thou no one might even give a damn to who I am. haha)

I'm Sheron. Jamie's best friend. Standing at 1.7cm tall (same as Jamie) and I have nose, eyes, ears, mouth, hair etc. Practically what a normal human have, *lolz*

I knew Jamie when I was about 16-17 years old which is ages ago. We used to club Sparks together. She had seen the ugliest state of me when I was still a ahlian lookalike. I heart Jamie to the core and I can say that I never believe in true friendship until I met Jamie. She is my B.F.F.A.E. She always stand by me, trying to build up my confidence, supporting me and give me warmth and kindess. I appreciated everything she did for me. Thou we seldom meet up but we are really in very very very good terms.

Its raining now. 4:53am and I have to wake up at 6:45am for work. Frankly saying, I am at the worst shit of my life noe when my career is in crisis, my love is nowhere to be found, myself is losing confidence. I don't know what would happened next. I didnt wish to leave Club MoMo, its back to the reality now and I feel fucking sad and depressed now. Seriously, I wish this wouldnt continue any further.

I gonna club on friday perhaps with Jamie. Rest assure, I will take good care of her! and I will blog more about it. hopefully I can take some pictures and post it here for you guys.


Til then... take care and do miss Jamie. I bet she misses all of you as well. I heart you all as much as Jamie does. ^^ Happy working everyone. I sincerely hope you all are not suffering the same shit as I do now.

Damn. I feel like puking now but I didnt have any typo did I? this prove that I am still sober!@ I'm the ultimate survivor! Anyway I would like to take this chance to thank a great pal of me for accompanying me in MoMo just now. Lending me his shoulder and giving me hugs to make me feel better. I was really not feeling too good and I just need that shoulder at that very moment.

Do visit me at http://imaitsubasa.blogspot.com when you guys are free.

Hasta la vista
ciaoz
sheron *MuAhhhHH*

Well. New layout means new ME!!
it's a brand new day again :) And i've got big plans in abt 1hr's time. And i mean BIG PLANS. Not really big plans maybe... but it's something to do with slimming. *Grinz*

So.. seems like u peepz out there am interested abt skin care as well as makeup products that i'm using.. Then i'm gonna post abt it tonight to reveal the products that i'm currently using, and therefore recommend which is better. Stay tune!!!

Yes, thanks to all the nice peepz out there who wished mi gd luck 4 my exams :) Especially Sheron, Pristin, Linju & Chloe for sending mi SMS to wish mi luck hehe.

I doubt i'll make it for the ticketing paper la.. haha.. my maths just sucksssssss.

Anyway i went to momo with my classmates Joan & Gwen, Jasmine, Da jie, Gary, oh well the usual drinking kakis, except for Mr ong coz he is feeling sick. While i was inside the taxi, i text a msg to my baby, telling him that i'm out for the night.. and this is how it goes..

Him: wa, happening lor. send mi wat u wearing now. hw is yr paper? i got confidence in u. sigh. mi working still u lucky girl.


Me: Im inside the taxi nw if u ask mi to take photo of wat im wearing.. so strange right! aiya i got bring camera wat.


Him: u better dun stay too late, dun pick up guys up hor!! cos u pick mi up, and just pray u pass well. hugs.


Me: dear u so silly. i've got u liao wat .. (IM SO MUSHY HERE. WAHAHAHA)


Him: i worry u scare other guys with yr makeup lor. sigh. ok la u enjoy but send mi mms later i wan to see.hugs.


Me: HEY, juz now i alight from taxi, got guys bio mi ok!!!! see i pretty la hor...


Him: they are seeing.. Wa lau.. why the crowd tonight like that one.. ahehahahehahe

It's a nightmare.

I fucking hate it. I seriously, no joking, wanna say......

I FUCKING HATE LIZARDS!!!!!!!!!

In another words, i'm so scared of lizard... why of all so many units in my block, the darn lizard have to crawl to my place!!!! And visiting mi such late wee hours when my mom's in Genting, happily gambling inside the casino now. Means? MEANS THERE'S NO ONE HOME TO CLEAR THE SHIT FOR MI !!!!!!!!!

My left hand armed with rolled up newspaper and right hand with the pest's worse nightmare, MR BAYGON.

And this is how it goes, i spotted the L....... (i dun wish to mention the name ANYMORE) while i was drinking water in kitchen.. And it reminds mi that i should kill it now, if not, it's gonna grow into a super big wan lor!!!!

Well, killing L....... is OK. NO PROB. But... here comes the problem. How the fuck am i going to clear the dead cold body?!?!?!

My mind went instantly blank. Coz i never killed L........... before. Firstly, i tot of my baby. AND SHIT, he is so far in Belgium. How i wish he is here to protect mi from the L....... Secondly, i tot of my aunty. So i rang her up. I told her i dun mind to pay her taxi fare to come my place now to clear the dead body. She say i SIAO. And then she hung up.

Ok, i know u guys will say i'm silly, making big fuss out of nothing. BUT I CANT HELP IT.. I REALLY AM SCARED OF L............

So, it's now or never.. then i quickily clear the dead body & bitting my lips @ the same time. And now i'm so glad it's gone. FOREVER.





Ok, i admit.. it's a baby L................
But, as scary as the normal L....... to mi lor.
And it's lying in the pool of Baygon.............

study


study


study


study


got to insert the memory card into my brain with abt 256MB of map readings, ticketing formulas etc. 2 more days to go & that's it.

head's aching, brain's damaging.

what's next ???

btw, thanks to the nice peepz out there who reads my blog regularly :) I'm a boring person with boring blog. Dun expect too much from mi ok? *winks*

I woke up at 1030am yesterday because i've got manicure appt @ 12 .. thus i went to orchard to get my nails done, and guess wat .. its 3.5hrs this time. ZzZzZzzZzz. As the pretty & nice manicurist of mine needs to remove the old extension nails, so then it takes time. And it's costly too :( It's abt $160 this time. Well, but can last for 1 mth+ lei.

And then i went to takashimaya to get my makeup products, i've got my biotherm liquid concealer (damn, price went up lor), Kose whitening mask, Eyebrow pencil (coz i've got black hair now, so i need black colored pencil), paul&joe mascara, lip gloss, cancam magazine from kinokuniya....

And i didn't know that shiseido lip gloss cost so ex lately. Its like freaking $34!!!! I almost fainted when i'm @ the counter paying..And of coz, my favourite perfume of the month! hehe.

So summarized spendings for the day is:
$160 (manicure)
$34 (Kose whitening mask)
$34 (Shiseido Lip gloss)
$38 (Biotherm liquid concealer)
$41 (Paul & Joe mascara)
$24 (Shiseido Eyebrow pencil)
$109 (Chanel Allure Homme perfume) *i just got fetish for men's perfume. Smell's so "Manly"*
$72 (lacoste touch of pink perfume)
$15.10 (Cancam magazine)
$20 (Retro sun shades)
_______________________________

it's $547.10

That's it. I'm broke. Totally broke. I think this coming sat i must bring mineral water to momo & drink instead. I'm a poor student with pathetic savings which now i spent 500bucks. I think...i should really stay home. When i'm out, i spend money like drinking water. Sigh.

oh, that's exclusive of taxi fare *zip*






















I'm planning to get the retro phone for my room. It's either the red telecom rotary phone, or the green ericsson desk rotary phone? And it's 100% still working!! Lately i'm very into vintage stuffs. Hmm, good collection what. I promise i'm not splurging :X
Which is nicer? The red or the green?

oh.. I spotted this uncle on sunday? afternoon, playing golf @ the open space of the field opposite my HDB. Looks strange. I wonder when he hits the golf ball faraway, can he find it?

Sigh. So many things that i wanted, but so little money. How i wish i can have a high salary job now. I admit i'm a materialistic girl, but this is how the world goes round abt it, isn't it? I want money!!!!!! Guess even by selling my backside every night, it's not enough too. Ha! How i wish i am Paris Hilton. Heiress to the hilton's wealth. SHIOK. Or how i wish i am the foreign indian worker who strike the 10million toto just by 50cents. even more SHIOK.

Can somebody slap mi to wake mi up from reality pls? Coz i ain't no paris hilton nor the luckiest indian man......

I am the poor jamie cheng from the HDB block of senja road.

Seriously speaking, i didn't have time to blog for the past 3 days was because, i'm totally indulge with gambling. With my grandmother & Aunty. They (and of coz mi) are so hardcore gamblers lor! Continuously 3days, we are having the "fishing" battle @ my place. I didn't know what's the card game term in english. But in chinese, we say is "fishing". Means u fish the red points. Greatly nice game for the old peepz. Ha.

It was suppose to be my study week for my exams on coming sat, 18th. Instead it became gamble week for mi. Sigh. How am i gonna pass the exams? I sure got a feeling that i may flunk it. NO. i still have time! So i must really study from now on.

I feel i'm a changed person. I no longer club, i no longer drink till puke, i no longer shop, i no longer hang out with my friends. I'm such a homely girl now. I got friends asking mi.. "hey, u everyday @ home, not bored ah?" But i really do miss the days that i go clubbing 24/7. Sheron was asking mi if i'm going to momo on fri, 10th.. (i was bz with gambling) So i said no.. and then she SMSed mi saying she's siting @ the same table with gary. Speaking of him.. We haven't been contacting for a while. I think it's good. it means i get on with my life w/o him, and i don't wanna listen to his sweet-talks anymore. Coz he always say sweet & nice stuffs for mi .. and then my heart will melt. I'm such a loser!! So soft-hearted & listen to his craps. Bleah. Nvm, i'll get over him.. since i know he always got so many girls surrounding him.

Upcoming schedules:

Monday - Study

Tuesday - Shopping for my skincare, makeup products, manicure

Wednesday - Study during the day, and perhaps work for the night.

Thursday - Should be revision time.

Friday - Study, eat well, sleep early.

Saturday - fucking examination in dunno wat bayview hotel?! from 8am-5pm, Thus after, take taxi rush home zzzzzzzz immediately, wake up @ 9pm & prepare to party!! Yeah.

Sunday - Sleeping, to recover for my hangover.

i love kuoda kumi :) She's awesome & cool.



P.S: I'm no longer the japanese-ah-lian-lookalike now. Because i've got BLACK hair! I dyed my hair.... BLACK. the hairstylist got a shock. And then my mom says.. U finally want to be a HAO REN ah! Damn. Was i so evil b4?

You scored as Simon Tam. The Doctor. You have a gift for healing that goes beyond education. You took an oath to do no harm, even when your patients have tried to kill you. You are out of place where you are, being used to refined society. However, if you take that stick out of your arse you should be fine. Simon Tam 81% The Operative 75% Capt. Mal Reynolds 69% River Tam 56% Hoban 'Wash' Washburne 56% Shepherd Derrial Book 56% Zoe Alleyne Washburne 56% Jayne Cobb 56% Inara Serra 50% Kaylee (Kaywinnet Lee) Frye 50% Which Serenity character are you? created with QuizFarm.com

My best bud jasmine, currently holding 2 jobs, day & night she work.. So tired, but envious of her. At least she got job, she earns the $ and she is happy abt it. I'm gonna graduate in another 10days. But haven't got any clue on what i wanna work as. I've submitted my CV to JAC recruitment agency, as well as tempstaffs. If they require japanese speaker's job, and if i'm qualify for it, perhaps i can get at least 2.5K to 3.5K.


The lady of tempstaffs called mi up yesterday noon, and she speaks to mi in japanese, and i think she wanna test on how much i know and speaking in japanese. I don't know if i says anything wrongly coz i was in the just-awake-still-very-stone mode. But in anyways, she said if there is any vacancy for job, another colleague of hers will call mi up. God knows when lor.. If not meantime, i'll just have to stick back to work part time @ night in pub. Or the other alternatives is i with be setting up venture biz with my aunty, but.. i don't have so much $ in the meantime to invest. I realized i had splurged my untouched savings on shopping, taxi & of coz clubbing.


Well, but i'm proud of myself now. I hardly goes shopping, and i have not been clubbing for at least almost a month now... SEE, i can do it. Because i listened to my baby. He barred mi from going clubs during this examination period. But i've already planned to go momo on 18th, to celebrate I-finally-get-rid-of-this-shitty-study-lifestyle. I make sure i'll enjoy myself very much that night :) I realized i eat like pig everyday, like maybe 4 full meals a day! so scary. So from yesterday onwards, i started my eat 1 meal a day plan. And i felt so hungry last night, but i've got strong determination, i drink water only. SEE I CAN DO IT!!! And then slowly i'll do exercises. I CAN MAKE IT !!!!! And i will. hee.

Hey peepzzzzzzzz.....

just changed the layout of my blog!! Is this "the notebook" better? or "laws of a bohemian actress"? hehe. I'm tired of looking @ the same layout all the time, perhaps u guys think so too. Hmm. i simply love it :) i'm more into romantic stuffs lately. Anyway, watched this movie, "the notebook" in like 3rd quarter of 2004 ? I still remember it was dear Justin who brought mi to great world for this movie. I even scolded him @ the end of the movie, for making mi cry as it was sooooooo lomantic.

Sorry as there isn't any updates lately....

1st reason: i am lazy & fucking busy.

2nd reason: i am watching "one-piece" anime everyday & "it started with a kiss" TW drama.

3rd reason: by then when i have the time to blog, i'll be fucking tired already, coz it will be pass midnite & i need to sleep to attend abacus course from 830am.

4th reason: boring mi, boring life, boring blog.

5th reason: i got nothing more to say.

And thanks to miss Sonia, who introduced mi to watch this drama, "it started with a kiss" coz i'm now totally into this joe cheng (OMG I am also cheng lor) How come there is such handsome guy?! Can somebody tell mi why?! I'll rape him if i saw him in taiwan in future.. or maybe i'll just kidnap him back to Singapore... or or .. shuts, will i be able to see him 1st? Sigh. Lately my imagination's getting WILDER..... lack of intimacy perhaps?

alright, let mi present to u.......

Mr...........JOE CHENG!!!!!!!

I bought part 1 & 2 of "it started with a kiss" TW drama, total of 30 episodes, collection wat. so that in future when i miss the handsome dude, i can take out & refresh my rusty memory. hee.