Hey humans,
i'm back :)
Sad to say its too short trip for mi. And actually i spent all my cash with mi, should have changed more japanese yen. Most of the places there doesn't accept card, so i just have to pack & come back home. I realise the weather is so much cooler comparing with Spore here. Its so freaking and burning hot in Spore now. I wanna stay in Osaka! haha.

Nothing much actually, its just eating & shopping for mi everyday, and during night falls i'll watch World Cup in my room. Pretty nice lifestyle to lead in japan, and alone of cos. With no one to disturb mi, i felt so care-free. Its also very easy to understand if the person is a japanese or not, 'cause japanese are so polite people, its just so different from we chinese, singaporeans .. I was in this yakiniku restaurant and i realise the lady that served mi is not japanese. Not by the way she speaks, but her attitude. Guess she is a chinese from china. The way we are brought up & their's are so different. That's wat i call culture difference. And i see no old people working. Even places like McDonalds, their 7-11, housekeeper etc are all young cute japanese girls with thick makeups.

I'm such a slack now. How i wish i can be a tai-tai, FAT HOPE, i know :P Anyways... Dennis is coming home in 3rd week of july for 3days. He even suggested to be with mi for the 3 precious days he will be in Spore. How sweet but so weird, all of a sudden he's like so nice to mi, kinda uneasy. But who cares haha. Gosh, i'm so excited to see him again, afterall he is somebody that makes mi love & hate him. Complicating huh? oh well, details of Osaka trip later. My eyes are shutting. *Yawns*

Hey peepz.....
I'm heading to Osaka & Kyoto in the next few hours.
Don't worry, i will have lots of fun!! Enjoy shopping, eating & the japanese men *winks*
Meanwhile, don't miss mi too much alright?

Fatty sings: " Cause i'm leaving on a jet plane ~~~~~ "

Hugs & kisses,
Jamie-the-fatty

After reading the posts & comments from Flowerpod.
I am really so tempted for eyelash extension!! However, am afraid that my real lashes will drop.
How??? Should i ? Or should i not ??

Any Ronan Keating fans out there? I'm dying to watch a Ronan Keating concert in Singapore, if there's any. The rated favourties male singers i have in mind are .. No. 1 : Ronan Keating, No. 2 : James Blunt, No. 3 : Robbie Williams. OMG, Robbie Williams live in Singapore!!! I will definitely watch it, even if alone, i don't mind to watch the bad boy =P



I am a die hard fan of Ronan Keating! Ever since when he's 16, in boyzone, although he is almost 30 by now. He is still as cool, cute & talented as ever :)

And the new song from his album, BRING YOU HOME, my favourite's IRIS, originally by Goo Goo Dolls. Its really fantastic to re-sing it by him. Click the video to watch it. Its really awesome! I mean, his voice & the song. My heart's really melting....



And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest thing to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am




Ronan Keating, featuring his latest single album, Bring You Home. Do remember to get it !!!

I wanna be like him, riding a horse carefreely in the Sahara desert of Middle East. And i do know how to ride a horse ok? *winks* Except for the horse shit, which it really stinks. And the worse part of it, is when its all over yr boots. GROSS.

RONAN KEATING, EVEN U ARE MARRIED WITH 3 KIDS, I'M STILL SO CRAZY FOR YOU!!!!! I wanna visit Dublin, to catch a glimpse of u!! Provided if u are there.
Ok i know i'm gonna dream of u tonight.

How to lose weight when there's so many delicious food in town?
Sometimes i am thinking does the models eat?





How to resist the temptation of not eating it? Tell mi about it.
And after which, i returned home for a glass of laxative tea.

Went to watch The Omen today. What a lousy show!!!

The trailer looks so nice, and yet the movie is so sucky. Can't believe i actually spent $20 for it. Its not scary at all, except for the unexpected screamings inside the show. Why is it that the movies nowadays ain't as scary as before? I thought its a nice movie! I got cheated! Aiyo.

I'm glad its Sunday again. I can finally have a good rest chilling at home, watching my favourite CSI :)

Did u guys have a great weekend? Seriously, Singapore is just so small to have fun anyway. Maybe. The lifestyle of young Singaporeans are only movies, partying, karaoke, supper. That's it. Boring. Maybe i should consider living in Hokkaido during this winter season. Have to consider about the expenses too. Hmm. Well, still early to say yet. I'm going to bed now. To those who's betting on the World Cup, GOOD LUCK! Win more ok! :)

I realised my hair loss is due to chemical reaction. Coz there was a period of time like end of 2005, i permed my hair, i rebonded my hair, dyed it, and eventually perm it again. Within 2 months? So that's why i hurt my scalp badly? And i'm seriously not kidding. My top is balding. Is very obvious, coz it SHINES. haha. I shouldn't be joking abt it! Aiya. What can i do?

'Nuff said. I'm very upset abt it. Sigh.

Anyway, went club-hopping last night. Was in Zouk, then Thumper, lastly momo. Kinda boring in Zouk, crowd's not there, kinda surprising, so i left to join mr gabriel & his uncles guys team in thumperland! hehe.

oh ya and mr zhiqing aka kid if u are reading this.. do u remember u made mi drink that martell in momo??? drinking the brandy from the bottle!!! Hardcore man!!! And then suddenly u disappear? No wonder la.. sian char bor right so busy hor .. that's why no replies from u .. ;P


My pedicure toes. hehe. Nice?


That's the fatty before going out to party!!


This is Michael :)


This is Gabriel :)


Sorry, kinda blur, but this is Adrian :) hey i remember yr name ok!


The fatty in Thumperland.


The cute guys.


The guys & the fatty bom bom. Well, pictures taken are not so bad right? Its from my Nokia N71 *proud of it*


That's Haisheng & mi. 9 years of friendship!


The irritating Bing Yuan & Vincent. Secondary school friends.. So nice to bump into them!


Vincent & mi with my always peace sign ;P


Haisheng, Fatty, Jasmine, Linda *muaks love u girls*

Gotta prepare to go out soon, happy weekend folks!

I'm happy, yet sad. Strange huh?

Happy because that i'll be leaving to Japan next thurs. And then back to Singapore for abt 2 days and then to Bangkok again. Having fun for sure!

Sad because i think i will go "botak" soon. Big sigh.

I went to Jean Yip for my hair coloring, and guess what? That fellow told mi that i am dropping lots of hair and is kinda bad condition. No wonder i realised my hair's getting lesser & not as volumnised as before.

He said there are many possibilities like:
Lack of sleep
stress
irregular meals
diet
medicine/pills
strong hair chemical products
change of environment (as in countries, diff places, air also diff wat!)
etc etc.

Will anybody still loves mi if i go botak?

Any hair loss treatment to recommend? Pls kindly advise, thanks!



Love,
bald-to-be-girl

Have u ever wonder what u wanna be when u grow up?
When i was a little girl, i got many dreams.. like i want to be either:
policewoman
ballet teacher
flight attendant
model
actress
(Seems like my dreams are all those glam-glam kind keke!)

And then as when u grow older, matured, u will realise that things doesn't always turn out the way u want it to be. Is my destiny long ago been created by god? Or should i go against god's will and choose the way i should live life as? I don't know what's the answer, and i don't wanna know. Sometimes its better to leave things as it is. Just some random thoughts, nothing in particular...

I actually came upon to realise that some girls at my age, doesn't even have a branded bag yet, never been in a relationship before, still studying & thus nvr had a job before, nvr been to overseas before, & etc. On the other hand, seems like i have tried everything a simple person in life should go through, even i'm only 22. So i started to think, when was the time i changed to be such a mature or rather immature (that's for u all to decide) girl? Since was the time i wanted to look mature? Dress maturely, speak like an adult, do things like an adult, blend in with friends that are so much older than me, falling in love with matured guys. Is it me? In fact, i don't really recognise myself anymore. Time changes, people changes, love changes, but god will never change :) I know god loves me, and everybody!

Sometimes when i spent so much money on unwanted stuffs, and then i see people throwing their prides away doing begging outside, my heart feels so sour & pain.. And when i see rich people buying all the branded stuffs, i felt so envious, haha. That's sectors of life huh? Oh well .. its kinda difficult to express how i'm feeling now. It's complicated =P

Enough of my nosensical rantings.
Feeling kinda sick actually, down with bad sore throat & cough. Simple, MC lor.

Even when i'm not working, am still sleeping so late!! I wanna change my sleeping habit soon!

Sigh.
I lost the bet again for the world cup. 3 times!!! It means I don't have the luck to win, wanted to build up some capital funds initially for the world cup, so as when i lose in the end of the cup, it doesn't affect much. But seems like i'm not making any, and on the other hand, i'm losing it.

My Japan vs Australia ...... *sobs* freaking 3 goals continuously in 10mins!! I always thought that Australia team is kinda "lao ya" didn't expect it man. So from now on, i'm not gonna bet for World Cup anymore. I don't feel like donating my money out to SG pool. I rather use the money for shopping. DAMN !!!


Even my nieces supported Japan, wearing their jerseys, cute right? Afterall, they should. Coz they are japanese girls. Futari wa ichiban kawaii ne.

Nothing much happened lately, just plain boring mi going to work, home, eat, sleep, TV. That's it. I had stopped partying for the past 1 week+? AMAZINGLY... I'm trying to cut down, not gonna spend so much money on dear Chivas in momo anymore. Hence, i am able to go for my Osaka trip this weekend, yipppeeee!! Will be back next thurs? Fri? And 2 weeks later, will be going to Bangkok. Shit, i haven't got my tix yet. Sigh. lazy lazy lazy mi.. Any good offers/deals for BKK?

Lately, i got to know a new guy, Mr J. He kinda sweet talks alot, i can't stand it anyway, my protection shield against him is getting stronger & stronger. Why? Ok, he sweet talks, but problem here is that he doesn't sound convincing at all !! Ha. Men oh men... such a scary creature. Like i said before, men is just like animals, they stalk, hunt & chase!


Below is adapted from Angela's email sent to mi last week....
How to Lose a GIRL in 10 Ways:

Spend 5cents on SMS to tell her you miss her terribly but makes no effort to meet up.
Be a loser and make her pay on dates.
Make her do things that she don't like, even she said NO.
Make her visit you everytime though she lives at the extreme end of the country.
Make her go back home on wee hours after sex alone.
Make her call you daily cos yours is free incoming.
Make her give you a deep throated blowjob, cum in her mouth and not have sex with her.
Disappoint her by cancelling dates last minute.
you did not answer her calls cos you were having sex. Tell her
Tell her you're getting married or attached with new girlfriend who is way gorgeous than u.

hahahahaha.
hilarious.

Have to catch some sleep soon, it will be a long day for mi tomorrow. Hair appointment in the early noon. Friends suggested that i should get some high-lights for my hair. I wonders if i will look ah lian. Hmmm.



Say good-bye my blacky hair~~~~~~~~

Found this rather interesting.

Candid shot of the day.
Itchy, scratchy, itchy, scratchy.



Enjoy weekend :)

I really felt so sorry after looking at how the accident had made an impact on her leg.
From what i see, i think she'll need at least 6mths to recover. Sigh.

As promised, here is a picture of my new toy!! Daadahhhhh!!!



With rhinstones on, inspired by dear sheron's mobile :) Look at how lovely it is.. And i actually flaunt it infront of my colleagues today. Ok, i admit, I'm evil, i tempted them to get the same mobile as mi. Must share good stuffs with good friends can :P Afterall its not a bad phone, just that Marine's considering to get N80. Heard that it is better and its in 3 Megapixels!!



Got my nails done again on Sat morning. *blink blink look*
Well, gotta prepare myself well for Connie jie's wedding this coming Sunday. Bought a very nice dress, a clutch bag & a pair of shoes for it, as for how it looks like. Pls be patient to see it next week.

Btw, any good recommendations on how to heal my sprained ankle? It still hurts abit until today. I can't wear heels yet too. Its like so strange when i wore dress or clubbing wear out, but together with sandals. Weird isn't it?


I bought this awesome tee from Abercrombie. It's GSS can. And its really kinda cheap deal.

And thanks to Kid 's KPOness (oops, sorry is bored-ness), he helped mi to edit this picture. Well, the whole thingy was so funny, coz i'm actually pointing to the pimple. And he photoshopped this picture, to so as remove my pimple. And when i received it back from him, its like no difference? Why is it so? Coz he actually thought the black small spot on top of my lip is a pimple. So he removed. Nooooooooo, its actually a M.O.L.E *faints* hahaha.



I still liked this one the best, after his 3 attempts in sending mi the photoshopped ones. He is just too free ;P And i don't understand why is it called " Princess Magical Touch? " I prefer it QUEENIE'S anyway. keke.

I gonna catch beauty sleep again. Gonna wake up early to go tan tock seng hospital to visit my friend. She broke her left leg's bone, met with an accident on sat with a taxi. Sigh, that's why i said it's so dangerous to ride a bike u see, for a lady.

Good night folks!



love,
jamie-with-mon-blues

Tired is the word that's poping in my head now.

I'm really tired. And for once, ST doesn't comes in my mind anymore. Perhaps its like a crush towards him only. Though he is really sweet. Awwww. Been spending so much for this weekend. Went to far east plaza on this both sat & sun. SO SCARY CAN. I keep on seeing SALES everywhere. Cannot resist the temptation of great spore sales! Sigh. Oh, I toned down lots on clubbing i think. momo-ing with ben & new friend, garett on fri night, not so much of fun tat night due to the alcohol poisoning earlier on, and imagine i'm K-ing away in partyworld on a saturday night. See, kinda healthy lifestyle right?
I'm gonna change for the better perhaps. keke. Met up with a cute guy on sunday evening for coffee... Wellll .. i have to admit he looks cute, but i've got this phobia in relationship problems that is shutting mi out from guys. Is like when ppl saying he is interested in mi .. i was thinking like "sure anot, think i stupid good to bluff izzit ! u chicken neh neh!!" Its like i can't trust any guys. that's bad u know? Moreover, cute guys like him shld have lots of choices of ladies, why would he be interested in a fatty bom bom like mi ? Kinda freak mi out actually. I feel like saying to him: WAT?! ARE U BLIND ?! Ha! I'm getting paranoid. Ignore mi pls =P

Took this funny quiz from kenny sia on "Which Singaporean Blogger Are U "

and it turns out that .......
....
.....
........ I'm .....
......
......
........
XIAXUE. *fell from my chair*

Extracted from there:
"You are a goddess/god. You've got the looks, the brains and the body. You have such an irreverent sense of humour, people listen to you religiously and worship the ground you walk on. On the other hand you can also be straightforward, blunt and very very controversial. That has the potential to offend many people, but of course you don't care, you just shoot. In the end, people either love you or hate you. Nothing in between. "

Sounds weird.. I don't see myself having any similiarity btw XiaXue & mi. But still, not a bad one :) She's cute with her own style anyway! hehe.

I cannot take it any longer. Eyes shutting. I really need to get some beauty sleep from now. Love u peepz. *hugs*



Fatty ass, ben, garett. Courtesy picture from Mumtazz ..

P.S: Do remember to ask for discounts during shopping, GIRLS, U MUST BARGAIN PLEASSSE!!!!! Because its great spore sales! :)

And i love my prettyyy prettyyy Nokia N71. Will post up pictures of my new toy tmr!

Haven't been so active lately for blogging coz i am a busy woman! So many things to do in a day, yet so little time. Sucks. Actually was up for appointment with my aunty for manicure session, + i need to go to the bank to deposit some money, and to buy a new mobile! But it all screwed up, due to..

I alcohol poisoning.
I vomit non-stop.
I head keep spinning.
I visited clinic.

The fact is that i didn't drink alot last night u see. But doctor claims that there's too much toxic inside my stomach, that's why :(

So today, am on MC.

Ben actually texted mi to go out for drinks tonight, its been long time since i met him, so its kinda like good idea, but i don't think i am up for it. Anyway, my mani appt been postponed to tmr, so perhaps b4 that i should go for a massage to relax 1st :)

Well, i bought a book for myself, "How To Make Love Like a Porn Star "
pretty interesting! And it's by Jenna Jameson the woman whom many claims she is the most beautiful. But this hugely adult entertainment star doesn't feel she is. In fact, there were many times in her life when she felt, ugly, invisible, and abused. In her stunning and hard-to-put-down book, How To Make Love Like A Porn Star, Jameson reveals her life in a manner that is shockingly honest, but ultimately cathartic, both for the author and the reader.

Written with Neil Strauss, author of The Dirt with Motley Crue and The Long, Hard Road to Hell with Marilyn Manson, Jameson’s tell-all begins with her teenage years running away from her broken family and into the arms of a number of people who would prey upon her budding physical beauty and her desperate need to be loved. Having lost her mother to cancer when Jameson was a toddler, and watching her father lose his grip on life as a result, Jameson finds a strange sort of refuge in the world of strip clubs, and eventually nude modeling, that would lead her into the universe of adult films where she would find success on one level, but untold suffering on a much deeper one. In these worlds where sex ruled and money reigned, she could use her sexuality as a weapon to fight off the pain and loneliness she felt. Unfortunately, her sexuality was just as often used as a weapon against her, as she suffered rape, abuse and mistreatment at the hands of the many men she trusted, men whom thought of women as objects to be used and discarded at will.

Her chronicle from naïve teenager to world-wary adult film goddess is a hard one, fraught with drugs and alcohol, the wrong men, physical and emotional abuse, self-loathing and her oft-ill attempts to reconcile with her beloved brother Tony and her estranged father, both of whom were struggling with their own secret demons.

This big, heavy book is filled with gorgeous black and white and color photos of Jenna with colleagues, friends, family, and with excerpts from her own personal diary, as well as revealing interviews with Jenna, her brother and her father. This additional material really adds depth and dimension to the narrative, giving us a real picture of what her life was, and is, like – the good, the bad, and the horrifically ugly. The most moving piece of material comes in the form of a letter Jenna’s father sent to her as she was preparing to marry the man she finally gave her heart, and her trust, to. In the letter, which brought me to tears, Jenna learns about the truth behind her mother’s tragic death, and how it changed everything for her entire family.

Uncut and uncensored, with plenty of X-rated language and descriptions of Jenna’s many sexual encounters, some hilarious and some heart-breaking (the dish on Tommy Lee of Motley Crue and Marilyn Manson is great!), this is a book that will shock and offend many, but so what. Because throughout, Jameson is honest, real and direct as she recounts the long and hard road that led her to where she is today – a successful and renewed person who is committed to her family, her own growing business and her goal to one day have a family of her own. Her cathartic journey is more than about being a porn star. In fact, her career choice becomes almost secondary to the real theme of this entertaining and eye-opening book. It’s more about a woman rediscovering her own strength, reconnecting with her family, and ultimately realizing that she is worthy of every good thing in life, no matter how she was treated, or how she treated herself, in the past.



Heard she's gonna make a movie out of this soon. Can't wait to see that!

I'm glad its weekend again, enjoy life to fullest ;P



Cute Trisha!!! Her outfit like this makes mi thought of star wars. haha.