Guess lately i've changed into a Zouk-er !!! :D
Its my very 1st virgin step to Zouk on a Wed night .. coz its mambo & lots of very youngsters there, so it nvr crossed my mind of going. But i went down last night as mr J and the usual guys were there. And indeed, there were really lots of youngsters dancing with lots of pattern, like wat i did many many years back. Come to think of it, its really so funny! And then mr J said : " EH U are still young also! Don't talk like u are so old.. " Oops. But for ppl who knows mi, will understand that though im 22, but my tots & actions like 25. Boo. And i got fetish for older guys, not too old like 40 & balding la can?

Anyway, i was really feeling kinda sick, sneezing all the way, and that i am not enjoying! Its really damn crowded, like been sandwiched everywhere i go, and looking at the super long queue in the ladies, will make u feel so down all the sudden. But then i enjoyed & have fun with the help of alcohol !! :D Saw some familiar faces too like Gary, Alvin, Ren Hua, Pelvin, and my StarHub ex colleague Jimmy. Whenever i go, i'll see him for sure in clubs. As usual, i'll see prettttyyy Dawn Yeo in Zouk, omg she is really so slim, envy!!! And not forgetting EVE too :P Thanks for tagging, and actually, like wat anonymous mentioned the other time, don't need to smuggle in, juz get 1 from Oz, immigrations don't usually check :) Like i bought lots of ciggies, porno stuffs, chewing gums from Japan, SAFE too :P

After 4am, we went to eat ah Hock's Teochew porridge, and then headed home. Super tired...
Don't really feel like working today, but for the sake of money wise... :( Oh btw, there's always something wrong with my mobile for the SMS thingy. Should i get a new mobile??? Perhaps N80? Or K800i? But i have never used a Sony Ericsson phone b4, is it user friendly?

love,
Jamie-the-zouker

I'm so stressed :(
I felt so lifeless like my energy's all been draining away.......

I'm currently listening to: Discovering The WaterFront by Silverstein. I think it's cool, i personally likes " My Heroine "

I realised i have been out for the past Sundays, which i find it quite incredibly unbelievable! Can u imagine the girl that always wanna stay home on Sundays to watch her favourite CSI is out with her favourite guy? Anyway, Claudia called mi thrice today. She's like hinting mi to join her out with Eddie, don't know to somewhere in Aljunied? Which is sooooo far can. So i lied that i'm feeling so tired, need a break for today.

I was in Zouk / Velvet / Phuture on a saturday night. I didn't even have much time to enjoy! Was busy "butterflying" around the clubs. My friends are all scattered everywhere. Grrrr. It was not a bad night, except i got many guys coming up to mi saying " Are U local ? U don't look like one. " Ya right i come from the muthafarking Mars then. Most funny thingy was that i received a msg from Marcus asking if i am going back? at 720am. Coz that's the time he just finished partying & k-boxing + Supper or rather breakfast, and he though he could send mi home as well, but drunk, and forgot about the time. Anyway, I wanna say thanks to my favourite guy who came down to pick mi up even though he is slacking at home. Muaks. I appreciate that :) Am i falling for him?Gosh...

After my clubbing, i went for prata supper along this Bukit Timah Road, just the stretch of coffeeshops opposite to Beauty World. Well, usually i'll go for the prata store at the start, not the end, but decided to try that out since its my 1st time. Guess what! Bloody fuckers ignored or forgot about our orderings! HELLO, We are ordering a total of 3 pratas only! Not 30 can? So 10mins later, my favourite guy reminded him about our order. OK, fine, i just waited & waited & waited.. and so i turned around to see that there weren't many ppl wat! How come so long wait?! So he approached the fellow again to ask about our pathetic 3 pratas, and yes, the pratas came in after a long wait of 20-25mins? AND ITS FUCKING COLD PRATAS! What kind of lousy service this is?! Its not as like we didn't pay! So we left the cold pratas there & decided to go for another store, and i screwed the prata ah nehs of cos, after sucha long wait, and giving mi cold pratas in the end. I got so damn pissed off. Oh ya, the prata store is AL-AZHAR. Please do remember NOT to patronise them. If u wanna have pratas there, jolly visit AL-AMEEN which is infront.

Well, i'll soon be taking a long break. I just don't know, but i'm so tired of working in nightlife job. I wanna do something else, anything, regardless of how low the salary is (of coz there must be a limit la) Try out some other professions that i've not experience before. Or probably i will just slack for the whole month, do date mi out in Oct, coz i'll be so free. And u bet, SO FREE. Wanted to go for a short holiday trip too, but realised that my pocket is so empty, i sort of abandoned the idea :(


Coffee Bar K in UE Square, just beside Zen restaurant, i visit there sometimes with my colleagues, though i don't talk much to the japanese bartenders, but they seems nice.

Good night darlings :)

love,
Jamie

It's a friday and i'm home! Was kinda feeling sick, as in gastric problem, ain't sure if i had too much or had too little for today?? Sigh. Anyway, off to bed now. I'll have to work tmr!

P.S: The jerk is back to haunt mi again.......Sometimes he'll just pop out of the blue to text me.. :(

Actually, i don't even know what i want in life, how would i even know what kind of man i would love & spend time with? Maybe its time i should really think about it, and of cos i'll need a new job! It's just so complicated, been thinking lots of stuffs lately.
Totally demoralized all of a sudden. But at least i am really happy for the past 2 weeks, and that when a woman is in love, she looks beautiful. (at least i felt so)



love,
Jamie

Quote of the day: I wanna be happppy .. fucking happpppy!!!

Jamie is only a spare tyre to him :(

Hello darlings,
I'm so sorry that i simply got no time to blog for the past few days, been real busy getting myself drunk & having fun :P And which now, i really really am so tired. If i gonna drink like this everyday, i'll die real soon & i kid not. So i'm planning to let my liver take a very good rest through-out this few days till perhaps fri / sat. Can u imagine that i'm feeling pretty high on a Monday night? Gosh.

Anyway, recap of what i'd done over the weekend -
Sat : Zouk, Supper, home.
Sun : Date with mr J, dinner, movie, & drinking in Boat Quay.
Mon : Woke up early to meet up with my Jasmine for shopping in far east, work, & drinking in Boat Quay.
But as usual, i'm feeling happy becoz that i'd meet up with mr J for straight 3days again :P

So coincidencely, i saw Jonathan, 1 of my secondary sch junior in this pub in Boat Quay last night. We haven't seen each other for like 6yrs? And he's growing up to be such a charming guy!

Btw, i hereby declaring that i'm fucking broke. I went to far east plaza yesterday to shop, shop & shop, so i bought lots of stuffs .. costing abt $200+? *Faints*




I've found the shoes!!! :) But it's not really that fitting. Hence i dropped the idea of getting 1.



That's OK, because i got myself a pair of heels :) Our shoes are so kawaii ?

I'll blog again tonight if i have the time, i need to shower & preparing for work soon. Suxxxxxx. I want a new job. Any lobang?

P.S: Dear sheron, U know i love u :) Dun be so sad abt it ok! And i've updated my blog.. haha

Ok, what i wanna talk about today is menstration cycle. Guys if U think this is not for u, just click the X button @ the top right corner, thanks :P

Since last fri i have my mense, but till Wed, its only like afew drops only, find it weird, so i went to the doctor.. And in anycase, she die die insisted that i shld do the test for pregnancy. Which i told her in 101% confidence that i am not preggie. Because i know i didn't sleep with anybody wat! No choice, since she said there's no 100% assurance for anything. FINE ! I'll do it.
So the result is..

OF COZ NEGATIVE! Waste my urine & money for the kit. I proceed on telling her that i'm on diet now, so she said the cause of this is probably due to stress, or my hormones changing, or coz i am on diet, so my body lack of energy, in which the organs will tend to shut down to save up for more energy, in which the menstration organ shutted down 1st then. That's why i am having this problem. In order not to change my menstration cycle, she adviced me to take some pills which is to let the mense stop for now, and that 3weeks later, i'll have my period again like the usual cycle, if not i'll have to go back to her again.

Means i'm gonna have a bloated stomach full of blood for the rest of the next 3 weeks?! SHIT

Jamie screams: THIS TOTALLY SUX TO DA MAX MAN ~!!!!

So anyway, when i took the pill yesterday noon..
my stomach begins to ache. DAMN THE DOC !#!$!%!%^!&!(!(!&*!*
:(

But luckily god hasn't abandon mi suffering in pain afterall, he let mi taste " 1st bitter, later sweet " God sent mi an angel, coz after that i gotta meet up with the sweet one again :P We went out for dinner @ chinatown, he recommended mi to have this Jia Xiang Kuching Kolo Mee which KennySia mention b4 in his post It's really very oishii ne :D Everything that i ate with him will be nice anyway. HAHAHA.
Thus after, we went to this Forbidden City by IndoChine in Clarke Quay, atmosphere is nice for chilling out, and i'm glad i got to spend quality time with him, getting to know him better day by day :)

It's raining cats & dogs now .. sucha good weather, and i should return to my comfy bed...

love,
Jamie

My latest love, RAIN. I'm so hungry for him that i could rape him i guess. *ROARS* haha.

Some of the things that Jamie is excited about :

meeting new people

getting a new job

learning how to drive a car

the overdue fitness 1st payment for the past months (oh fuck! i forgot i don't have $ inside the bank acct that the GIRO gonna deduct, hence no payment was made, and i'm happily spending off all the money! KILL ME PLS!)

hanging out with my family for my grandfather's bird day

hanging out with my girls for partying during the weekend

to watch movie, Little Man & John Tucker Must Die

nice date with John again

next new set of beautiful extension nails

new shoes & more shoes!

the slimmer me again (i had lost 2kg, hohohoho~)

playing with my dogs

gambling daidee

I'd a great weekend! I spent time together with somebody i like for 3days straight. It's amazing how long its been since i really have those heart-beat-fast-fast feeling. And that i really felt i was treated like a lady :D

Love,

Jamie-cloud-9-mood

P.S: I'm looking for shoes like what the lady is wearing in the picture. Any idea where i can get it?

Sorry! Previous paragraph been deleted (>.<)

Because being skinny means beautiful. If i wanna be, i have to get slim! And probably then i'll have all the men coming to me begging me to be their girlfriend, but with a slimmer me, means good market value, then i won't give a fucking damn about all the guys anymore hahaha! Ok i know i sounded abit crazy :P I wanna be chio!!!

I know i know, but not much people go for the inner beauty anymore. Its always the outlook 1st, then the inner beauty. And i don't want Butterfly to call me WHALE if we happen to bump into each other! lol.
I wish i can be a woman with both inner & outer beauty in future! Yeah!
Sadly to say, i think i had been partying way too much. It's time i should retire for awhile. WHICH I HOPE I REALLY CAN. But if i can't, its definitely coz of peer pressure :(

Guess alot of people might be seeing me as a very playful girl. Party, drink, drunk, having lots of fun everyday. If so, nobody knows me at all. I'm lonely, so i wanna be out with my friends, i don't see anything wrong with it. I'm no longer attached to Jon anymore, i'm no longer attached to anyone anymore. I'm just a girl who lost her way.

Btw, happy 27th birthday to dear Jon soon,err i think. Actually can't rem his birthday :) Whatever U are doing, i just hope U are happy.

Slacking on this very bright sunny day, yawns.

"I am a passionate individual who's passion has been held captive by a lost sense of hope in love." I truely agree.

love,
JAMIE

Let's put our hands together to welcome GREENFAIRY and BLACK SAMBUCA !!!





Heard that there's little marijuana in greenfairy.. well... i think both greenfairy & black sambuca taste like COUGHING SYRUPT. And that marijuana makes ppl laughing non-stop, but i didn't ? And i don't feel hungry too. So what is it all abt?
Moreover, greenfairy tastes like Oral B's listerine. lol.

It's the things that you do,
So physical, It's the things that you say,
So flammable,You know I can't resist,
Boy it's such a shame,
Do you belong to another,
I don't wanna hurt nobody,
But my heart just can't hold back,

It's the Way You Make Me Feel,
The way that you make me feel,
Spinning my arm around,
Tell me how can I walk away,
I don't care what they say,
I'm loving you anyway,
It's the way you make me feel

I'm going to make you mine,
It's not impossible,
Got to let you know,
I'm irresistible,
Baby can't you see,
You're the one for me,
But you belong to another,
I don't wanna hurt nobody,
But my heart just can't hold back,

It's the Way You Make Me Feel,
The way that you make me feel,
Spinning my world around,
Tell me how can I walk away,
I don't care what they say,
I'm loving you anyway,
It's the way you make me feel

When I look into your eyes,
Everytime you smile at me,
Oh I go weak inside,
Baby I just can't hide my love,

It's the Way You Make Me Feel,
The way that you make me feel,
Spinning my world around,
Tell me how can I walk away,
I don't care what they say,
I'm loving you anyway,
It's the way you make me feel .......



Like many other girls.. i like to zi lian too. keke :P But too bad i don't know how to use photoshop. Anybody wanna teach me? I only know how to use PAINT .. lol

Anyway, it's gonna be a long day ahead for mi later, i got to wake up early to pay chinese sinseh a visit for my ankle .. and then i'm going to do touching-up of color for my hair roots .. and treatment as well. Hair's like grass now, can be eaten by cows anytime!

love,
jamie-w-sprained-ankle

I went out for a date with Justin on Sat night, had dinner & watched THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA :) Its a nice one, do catch it if U girls love fashion & label wearings.

After which, i went to Velvet, saw mr Ong & his friends there, so we joined them, it was really lots of fun though we are siting inside the small lounge, so when Velvet closed we head to Attica2, my 1st time there, well, lots of caucasians i can say. So i decided to walk 1 round & see if i can catch glimpse of cute guys, but instead, i got "molested" on my way to walk that 1 round inside the crowd, i got guys hugging me from the back, and there's 2 that suddenly kiss me on my cheek.. there's some that graps hold of my waist. Woah, that's pretty scary in the ang mohs world man. And i looked so small in Attica2, coz most of the ppl there are like so tall. Can't imagine if Jasmine is there.. haha, probably i won't be able to spot her in the crowd of people.

By then i was kinda feeling high .. so i got bad vision problem at night, and if u guys been to Attica2, u'll know that we must climb the stairs up the the disco right? So on my way coming down, i missed the steps & sprained my right foot again. No Kidding. Guess the last time i sprained was like just afew months back.



Can spot the difference? Now i got elephant feet again :(

love,
jamie-with-elephant-feet

I have the strangest dream yesterday.

I dreamt that i'm getting married with XXXX and that we were preparing for the banquet dinner at night, strangest of all, it had got about 30tables, but all were his friends & relatives, not mine. And that it was a last min wedding, last min banquet, thus i saw my best girlfriend Jasmine inside the dream too, I asked her how did she know i was getting married since it was a last min thingy, well she claim she heard it (possible meh???) Anyway, I don't know why..but i suddenly picked up my mobile to call Mr Ong (out of so many, i got no idea why i called him!!) to ask his whereabouts, so he started saying he was gonna stay low for that night, no mood for clubbing. Then i said to him i'm getting married, having banquet dinner now! Please hurry to ask our usual friends come to attend my wedding.

THE END.

i woke up shortly after. Very weird dream right !!!

But the best part of it was that i'm looking so dead gorgeous & slim inside the dream during my wedding night. HAHAHAHAHA.

Apart from this hilarious marriage dreamt i had.. the most common nightmare i dreamt of was dropping of all my teeth .... No joke can, coz its so real !!!!!!! I think i had this nightmare of the horrible teeth dropping dream ever since i was a kid. Does anybody have similiar dream experience before? Do share it with me pls :)

Anyway, time for bed. I'll be heading down to my dear friend's japanese restaurant in Cathay, shop name is SHOKUDO, do support her restaurant if U are watching movie there. The best recommendation is the curry rice :P Yum Yum!

love,
jamie-the-fat-cow

Actually i'd been so busy lately, and nothing much to blog about, because basically my routine is about the same most of the time, that's drinking & partying. So tiredddddd too, went to Q bar on Wed night, OMG, is like ghost town man! There's no one else except my group of girls. Feeling is like we booked the whole Q bar for private party.. But it was fun and cool, its been long time since we had girls' night out :)

After Q bar, i went to Claudy's long long long time friend home near to Holland V, to continue drinking of cos, so by then i was like almost there, and then i had beer for the whole night !! So bloated :( Oh anyway, the friend is Jason, which i really find him so familiar, and he turns out to be a guy that took my no. in Velvet don-know-hw-long-ago, he is such a funny person + abit of tiko tiko haha! As well as Dane, its Claudia's hairstylist friend, he is sooooo friendly, and he even cooks for us after partying last night (thurs). YUMMY :P

Well, went to Velvet last night, and then to Living Room, partied, had fun, but not alot, coz was still suffering from the bad hangover since Wed .. wasn't really in the mood to drink, just chilling out maybe. And i didn't know i still have market value OK :D i got approached by 2 guys & that there's this friend of Claudia's, which i find him rather..hmmm...I don't know how to explain, but he's just staying somewhere near my area, but too bad i didn't have a chance to talk to him yet.

I'm giving myself a timeout rest for tonight. I will die if i continue to party like this. I will become so old :(
The actual reason is that i'm gonna prepare myself for sat night out in Velvet :P
Have fun for the weekend, i'll blog again when i'm home tonight.... And to end my post with my FATTY-CUTE photos!!!!




Ain't the fatty cute????????? pls say YES!!!!

love,
jamie-the-fatty