Who said that every wish would be heard & answered,
when wished upon the star?
Somebody thought of that,
and someone believed it.
Look what its done so far?
What's so amazing that keeps us star gazing?
And, what do u think we might see?
Someday we'll find it,
the rainbow connection, the lovers, the dreamers, and me.

Sipping my peel fresh orange juice, watching CSI season 3 since I can't remember when, I managed to get some rest on a Sunday, as usual.

Although I don't have a soulmate to keep me companied during my freetime, but I'm glad I still have my desktop & notebook to keep me throughout :)

Love,
Jamie

I just wanna say a BIG BIG THANK U to Mr C :)

He is 1 of the nicest nicest friend i encountered. Thanks for helping me out, and i really appreciated it. Seriously.

The Dalai Lama, Appreciation Sayings:

"The roots of all goodness lie in the soil of appreciation for goodness."

Love,
Jamie

You've got to accept the fact that life isn't a fairy tale,
things aren't always happily ever after.
Things like magic wishes.

Prince Charming's & true love don't happen in real life.
Magic wishes come from money ,
Prince Charming's a shallow idiot with a bad haircut & overpriced clothes & true love?
Haaa, true love is one-sided,
You love him, he loves someone else.

Never quite works out does it?
So you end up with some actor pretending to be your true love.
Real considerate of someone to let you know reality was like that before being thrown into it.
"If you wish, it'll happen."
Well, wish in one hand & crap in the other & see which one fills up faster.
Welcome to reality.
Enjoy your stay.

Wowww.. how amazingly true this is, isn't it? :)

Love,
Jamie

Hello peeps ...

I apologise here for not updating. I'm busy and there's nothing interesting of what i have been up to lately.

I look horrible now with very heavy eyebags & dark circles as i spent countless nights till sunrise, just to watch CSI :) Well i'm refering that it is from season 1 (screening since 2001) onwards.

So basically I don't even sleep much, for about 4hrs a day only. That's real bad. I mean REAL BAD. I need at least 8hrs of sleep! U people may call me lifeless pathetic shit, but I seem to enjoy staying at home relaxing and watching my favourite CSI.

Anyhow, at this time of point, how I wish I am in TPE enjoying the shopping & eating & shopping & eating & shopping & eating .........

Oh well, just hope Mr C enjoys his TPE trip & of cos buy me some nice presents from there :P

By the way, why does girls love to receive flowers? This question just pop out of my mind. I used to detest flowers, is like waste of money! Afew years ago, there used to be guys that are so willingly to buy me roses, which I turned all of them down.

And now, how i wish there's somebody to buy me some flowers! Lilies will be great but even a rose will brighten my day now. Maybe i'm changing to more of a romantic person now i guess. (which is good or bad? I got no idea!) But i remembered i had roses from Gary during my birthday this year, how sweeeeet.

It's almost 630am and I should get some sleep.

Love,
Jamie-missing-him

Hoooray! I got alittle slimmer now :P So way to go! Anyhow, i think its really about cutting down on the booze. And just when i really decided to retire from partying (ok i'm a semi-retired clubber now) I got lots of friends poping out of no where to ask mi out for party.
Or is everybody just trying to test whether am i really self-disciplined enough? Ha! Even Zexxi asked mi to join @ Velvet tonight, i mean, on a tues night?!
Ya, for the crews but i ain't no crew watttt... going alone to see all the crews there is abit weird, I'm afraid I can't blend in with their flying conversations (for sure) Moreover I doubt there's any crowd.
Sometime back when i goes to bala, supper, MOS, Velvet with some FAs & pilots .. FAs chat mostly about flights they did or gossip about the crews. Nothing else to talk about, so usually i'm more to like a listener, not that i am unfriendly.
Anyhow, my mom went to genting with ma grandparents, means i'm home alone for the next 2 days :P I'm actually organizing a booze party with gary, alvin & etc but they changed their mind and decided to go Phuket instead to enjoy their holis :( Nevetheless, good chance to stay free away from alcohol. I shouldn't complain about it. I'll be seeing ma friend, Mr C for dinner, before he leaves for TPE, which is during his birthday period.

Good night sweeties :)

Love,
Jamie-soon-to-be-retired-clubber

P.S: I really need a new digi cam ~!!!!!!

Oh i'm currently drafting on x'mas & birthday wishlist.

Stay tune :P

I'm currently not in the mood to do anything.

Moody? Moodless? I don't know.

My depression mode is coming back again....

I can't sleep, i'm having insomnia.

Hopefully i can find myself back soon.

love,
Jamie

Edited to add: It's 550am now and i still can't sleep. Updating some pictures & realise i changed alot during the past 2 years. It means.. my ICI nippon paint makeup is getting thicker better.

Ok, its the whole diet shit thingy again, because i'll be attending some pte function on the 14th in another 2 weeks time, and i got myself a tailor-made gown (soon) so i must really lose abt 3-4kg to look good in it. The greatest part of it ... is ....

I WILL STOP DRINKING FOR THE NEXT 2 WEEKS !

Believe it. U won't see me posting anymore about clubbing & drunk stuffs. I am really cutting down on clubbings, I don't say I will never step foot into clubs again, as in, I may still pop by like once a week, not as hardcore as before for sure. I'm trying to lead a healthier lifestyle now. I even asked mr J to bring me for prawn fishing (i heard u can BBQ to eat the prawns on the spot as well.. oops) But he told me he only knows how to "fish" in clubs. *YAWNS*

Alright, i will resist the temptation can. Tonight is a good example, Alvin & Jonathan both texted to me (different timings), asking if i will be heading down to Zouk, apparently, they are there. But i said NO to them. SEE!!!!!! If i want it, i'm sure i can do it. At least for this 2 weeks i won't be touching alcohol :P I just wanna look chio for that night. Gotta do sit-ups before i go to bed, and in the day i must use oto trimax for the fattttttt tummy!

JIA YOU !!!!!

Love,
Jamie

All the time when i am out partying, i will definitely be home with bruises, there was sprained ankle incident before, and the usual bruises incidents. Anyway, 2 days after partying in Zouk for Halloween, resulting with some new injuries again. So careless of me?


I got ugly legs lor.

Anyway, managed to catch up with Naoyuki-san, friend to Singapore for the Takashimaya Hokkaido Food Fair. He will be returning to Japan next monday, and he requested me to show him around to Sentosa. zzzzzz. BORING. There's practically nothing in Sentosa! And quite expensive as well. I would rather sleep at home than go under the bright sun and act like i am a tourist in Sentosa. (Because i will be carrying umbrella for sure!)

It's 1st of Nov. Great day for new start. Time flies and its gonna be end of the year again.
Time to crack brains & list out the names & think of what pressies should i get for my family & frens for X'mas :P


The japanese who can't speak engrish.


And the chinese girl who can't speak jipunese.

So how do we communicate?

Love,
Jamie

*** P.S: I'm indulge with playing Sims 2 .. No time to blog!!!