7th February 2006: Let's say.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PRISTIN !!!

She's my classmate in sch, and she's my only friend in class, geez i sounded pathetic, but, i can't live without her in class !!!! LOL because i am the ponteng queen. I bet i skip class at least once a week. Oh well, and she's so helpful, each time she'll collect my homework for mi, and when i comes back to school, she'll teach mi on wat i had missed. how lovely she is :) thanks babe!! And what's more, i think she can really be a good teacher!! (She is a tutor as well, if yr brothers or sisters need any gd tutor, pristin is a gd choice, and i kid not) whenever there are some formulas @ sch that i am unfamiliar of, she will patiently teach mi .. and i think is even better than the lecturer in class. And i really envy her!! Sometimes she dozed off in class .. ZzZzZzz .. while i'm the 1 listening to the lecturer, but at the end of the day, i'm still like huh? wat did i learnt today? but on the otherhand, she still knows how to do her homework!!! *salutes* And we have planned to go HK together in May? So pris, better start saving $$$ from now ok!! Oopz, same goes for mi. hehe. guess we'll be having a very great time in HK together, i'm beginning to day-dream abt it now. I wanna go shopping in HK, i wanna go disneyland, though i heard it sucks, i still wanna eat tim sum, and who knows i might even bump into andy lau on the street.. and and who knows i might got to know handsome guy who looks like edison chen in lan kwai fong..haheheha.. Wah lao, my imagination is good.. can anot?

And just speaking abt the taiwanese drama that i'm watching. GOODNESS, i finished watching the 10 episodes already lor. Now i wanna continue watching!! But heard the part 2 of the series isn't out in the market yet? :(

I'm a happy-girl-in-love-again today because my baby did SMS mi !! It really brighten's up my day just to receive a msg from him. Sometimes i am wondering, am i really in love with him? Or i just wanna be loved?

And as for mi & mr koh, we no longer possess the enthusiasm in the passion of love anymore. He used to tell mi that he have never seen such pretty girl like mi before *coughs*, and he was so sweet & nice to mi. oh btw, like i said it was BEFORE. i just can't understand why guys tend to be so flirt. Especially when the working environment is full of women. perhaps just can resist the temptation of lust? Oh coz probably i know mr koh in-and-out well, so he can't fool mi. though he still says that he will definitely say YES if i wanna patch up. Come on la, i bet he still has another relationship with other. that's not fair to mi & the girl. Can u imagine i have to share my guy with other girl and i have to share the same dick too? it's so dirty lor. And maybe i think guys nowadays just don't wanna have committment in relationship. What's wrong with the new age guys? Don't tell mi i must find an old man to be my guy?! Sigh. I'm not asking anybody to marry mi .. but i just want security from my guy & of coz the relationship. Is it really so hard to be a nice & caring girl? When nobody appreciates that?

oh god, i promise u that i'll definitely be a very nice person, i'll do charity, i'll be helpful, i can even do volunteer work in old folks or SPCA, i'll go to church every wk, i will stop scolding vulgars, i will stop being so nasty to my mom, etc.. if u can give mi a good relationship with a man who has got face like edison chen, and kind-hearted, rich, smart, humorous... am i asking too much? Errr.. ok then just bless my baby in belgium doing well in his career :)