Have u ever wonder what u wanna be when u grow up?
When i was a little girl, i got many dreams.. like i want to be either:
policewoman
ballet teacher
flight attendant
model
actress
(Seems like my dreams are all those glam-glam kind keke!)

And then as when u grow older, matured, u will realise that things doesn't always turn out the way u want it to be. Is my destiny long ago been created by god? Or should i go against god's will and choose the way i should live life as? I don't know what's the answer, and i don't wanna know. Sometimes its better to leave things as it is. Just some random thoughts, nothing in particular...

I actually came upon to realise that some girls at my age, doesn't even have a branded bag yet, never been in a relationship before, still studying & thus nvr had a job before, nvr been to overseas before, & etc. On the other hand, seems like i have tried everything a simple person in life should go through, even i'm only 22. So i started to think, when was the time i changed to be such a mature or rather immature (that's for u all to decide) girl? Since was the time i wanted to look mature? Dress maturely, speak like an adult, do things like an adult, blend in with friends that are so much older than me, falling in love with matured guys. Is it me? In fact, i don't really recognise myself anymore. Time changes, people changes, love changes, but god will never change :) I know god loves me, and everybody!

Sometimes when i spent so much money on unwanted stuffs, and then i see people throwing their prides away doing begging outside, my heart feels so sour & pain.. And when i see rich people buying all the branded stuffs, i felt so envious, haha. That's sectors of life huh? Oh well .. its kinda difficult to express how i'm feeling now. It's complicated =P

Enough of my nosensical rantings.
Feeling kinda sick actually, down with bad sore throat & cough. Simple, MC lor.

Even when i'm not working, am still sleeping so late!! I wanna change my sleeping habit soon!