Its almost 5am in the morning now, i had just finished watching films of stephen chow online from www.mysee.com/ I think i watched 3 of his classic movies in a row. He looks so adorable during the golden age of his days :) Especially the god of gamblers, so funny to see him bringing the "MOLE" together for suntan. haeahahe

And that i'm feeling very sick. I had bad sore throat since Saturday. I went to MOS on sat night with my colleagues to join Marcus & friends. Not a bad night in MOS, got ourselves nice table & seats, and even a young cute waiter for mi to tease :P But since after partying, i just can't stop sneezing! Feel like my voice changed due to the sore throat & then coughing & coughing & coughing.

Been feeling so sick for the whole of today, so i stayed home to watch my CSI, play with the dogs, laze around & do nothing. I always love sundays :) Its the only time and day of the week that i can be alone & having space of my own. I was feeling kinda hungry and asked my mom to pack mi dinner while on her way back home, so she got home abt 11pm, how nice because by this time my stomach is totally flat. Was feeling real bad by now, and guess what? To my horror, she bought mi CURRY CHICKEN for dinner.

....... and its the extra sppppicy curry chicken from Bedok.

............ and and i almost died on the spot.

She claimed that she didn't know i wasn't feeling well, OK i don't blame her at all, she's just been nice, so to be a nice daughter that doesn't break mummy's heart ....

I ATE THE CURRY CHICKEN.

Instantly, i can feel my throat's burning like i can spit fire. (-_-')

Resulting in ......

i fucking lost my voice can. I can barely even shout at my new pup for biting my ADSL adaptor, or even biting off the wirings from my OSIM Isqueeze.

And that i got a very good reason for not reporting to work tonight :P Means i'll be able to catch the new episode of Nip / Tuck from AXN premiering tonight at 11pm. Since biz is not really that good ever since Wed, so my boss would be glad for mi to report sick today.

Moreover, i got a big problem here. I really think i'm a very high maintence girl. Look, i go to hair salon almost everyday, I do my nails, I do eyelash extensions, I drink, I shop, I take taxi everyday. How to save money??? But i'm so glad that i don't smoke.

Is there anyway that i can save 2K a month? :D
Don't give mi lame suggestions like keeping the $ in yr bank account & etc. Because i am serious!!!!!!!!

Time for bed.
I miss someone to sleep beside mi & hug mi till dawn, or rather till his hand numbed so he had to let go & change some other sleeping positions.
Awwwwwwwwww..... I need a BF soon maybe. Or i'll go crazy without sex too. hehahaehae. I sound like i'm a 42 yrs old desperate obasan.
Somehow i always thought i can live life happily & enjoying singlehood w/o any BF. Guess i'm wrong. I feeeeeel so hollowwwwww.... I know true love doesn't exist, i don't ask for marriage or any, I just wanna be happy. Is it so difficult for mi to find happiness?

I WILL SURVIVE!!!!!!!!!

love,
Jamie-the-girl-with-fat-ass