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Because being skinny means beautiful. If i wanna be, i have to get slim! And probably then i'll have all the men coming to me begging me to be their girlfriend, but with a slimmer me, means good market value, then i won't give a fucking damn about all the guys anymore hahaha! Ok i know i sounded abit crazy :P I wanna be chio!!!

I know i know, but not much people go for the inner beauty anymore. Its always the outlook 1st, then the inner beauty. And i don't want Butterfly to call me WHALE if we happen to bump into each other! lol.
I wish i can be a woman with both inner & outer beauty in future! Yeah!
Sadly to say, i think i had been partying way too much. It's time i should retire for awhile. WHICH I HOPE I REALLY CAN. But if i can't, its definitely coz of peer pressure :(

Guess alot of people might be seeing me as a very playful girl. Party, drink, drunk, having lots of fun everyday. If so, nobody knows me at all. I'm lonely, so i wanna be out with my friends, i don't see anything wrong with it. I'm no longer attached to Jon anymore, i'm no longer attached to anyone anymore. I'm just a girl who lost her way.

Btw, happy 27th birthday to dear Jon soon,err i think. Actually can't rem his birthday :) Whatever U are doing, i just hope U are happy.

Slacking on this very bright sunny day, yawns.

"I am a passionate individual who's passion has been held captive by a lost sense of hope in love." I truely agree.

love,
JAMIE