i'm listening to: 5 for fighting - superman

25th Jan 1984. 22years from then till now. sometimes i wondered what have i achieved and what do i really want in life. perhaps i'm growing up, older enough to be more sensible and definitely matured to think about my future. i really believe this phrase "yr future lies in yr own hands" if i'm siting down everyday just to daydream about what i want.. then it's not gonna work. because i'm somebody with movtivation but no determination. haha. oh well, i'm sick on my birthday. what a great timing right? probably i'll be out tmr nite to dbl o / momo .. depending on where jasmine & chris wanna head to.. and since marcus is back from his flight, guess we'll be partying.. before i declare RETIREMENT from the clubbing scenes. hehe. (don't doubt mi, i mean it)

coz since exams are getting nearer, and i realize i'm not going anywhere from the beginning of the course, i shld better do something abt it before its too late. hehe. I had just finished watching movie "Jerry Maguire" it's so nice that i don't mind watching it again & again! i'm so glad that my baby drop mi a sms to wish mi well and of coz on my birthday. it's so nice to receive SMS from him..i can feel butterflies in my stomach!! sometimes i really miss him so much, so far away.. but i have to be smart & independent, else he will worry. he is kinda bz with his work right now since many retrenchment in his company took place a week+ ago. Hope he is doing well. It's time again for bed. Happy 22nd birthday to mi !!!! hope to take some pictures tmr, and then i'll post it. Once again, thanks to those who cared for mi and send mi plenty of wishes. u peepz are the most lovilest ppl..

once again, i changed the layout.. i suddenly have the feeling to go for something dark .. gothic .. is this better than the previous butterfly eyes? anyhows.. i got to slp now.. freaking tired. gd nite peepz!