Thursday, February 16, 2006 @ 10:13 PM
sinful
Sometimes i ponders.....
do i have a bitchy or slutty face?
do i give men the impression that i flirt ard .. i do 1 night stands .. or watever?

But .....
i look left & look right, look up & look down..
i feel i got a nice girl & kind face of look.
REALLY.

But but ......
even until today, i am already 22 years old.. there is still ppl offering mi ... asking mi to be the fling, part time GF, no strings attached GF .. watever kind. Do i really looks so slutty or hungry for sex? Or shld i say my face looks soooo seductive. Actually my girlfriends used to tell mi that i've got a bitchy face. Sigh. Then how? What to do? Change my whole face away can? No wonder all my ex BF's doesn't last long relationship with mi. Probably they think i'm just out for some fun. Actually i'm not ~ I wanna have a good relationship with the man i love. So difficult meh? And don't they feel dirty? I mean if u have sex today with ABC, then tmr nite u have sex with yr GF .. then 2 days later u have ONS with unknowns.. wah ... got use condoms anot? Wat if never use lei.. i know, men always say w/o using is more shiok la.. but .. eeeeeee .. wat if u got aids, imagine u are only 20++ still long walk of future. Sigh. Ok i sounds so paranoid, but what has the world of men becoming?