i'm blogging at 405am in the morning now...

just came back from work not long ago. I started working in the same old pub again, mon to fri. And once again, i'm home with lots of alcohol & ciggy smell. Sometimes i just really don't feel like working in nightlife, but, due to circumstances & hi living standards. It's hard to survive just for 1k+ of amount from office job.

I had already sort out my thoughts, if possible, i would like to work overseas. Got to brush up on my japanese language now and who knows in future i might be able to work in Japan? Since i am very-happily-and-officially-single now, i can do whatever i want, go wherever i want. It is time to concentrate working & earn big bucks!

But i can't lie anymore.. i'm actually thinking about him everyday. Sometimes when i sees him online in MSN, i really feel like msging him.

Sorry. I almost forgotten that i should move on. Ok, i got to sleep now. Have got appt for my manicure @ 1030am. Only less than 5hrs of sleep....zzzzzzz.. Good nite Singapore!