I'm full of toxic in my stomach now.

I should learn to quit drinking. Can i ?

But that's the only leisure i have in life now since i don't have anybody.

And btw, i've started to look for a dayjob. I'll probably work day & night so as to keep mi busy! And of course earning more $$$ too!

I wanna save up money for my little biz within the next 6mths & i wanna have the money to go cosmetic surgery for nice smile !!! I always think that i don't have nice smiles that shows teeth. It just look weird. I'm not a perfectionist, but world is cruel, reality hurts. Sometimes u just must have the look to survive in this ugly shitty society. Or u'll lose out. Unless u are a very simple person with a simple mind leading a simple life. Which i don't think i am. Life's a bitch anyway.



The hoegaarden-gang in action.