I almost confirmed my holiday trip in May :) Most likely be flying to Japan, for holidays! This time i am not going to Tokyo anymore, i'll go to Osaka instead. 1st time there, so excited! Flying by SIA, in mid of May. That will most likely be 2 weeks from now.. I'm so looking forward to the trip.

Holiday trip is definitely a MUST for mi. Heartbroken girl should spend more time to heal her wounded heart. Who knows if i'm able to find 1 handsome japanese boyfriend there. keke. Kinda impossible la. I feel i really loved him alot. But to think back of all the lies he said. I felt so cheated & angry, yet i can't blame him. I'm the one who ask for it. Naive & foolish mi. Well, women in love are always like that.

Basically, he has got market value lor. Just by reading the testimonals written by his female friends in friendster.. will get to know it. He doesn't lack of girls by his side. Yet he can still open his eyes wide & lie to mi. CRAPS.

I always have soft spot for him. And that is he's targeting my weak point for him.

Once again, i am feeling so upset because of him. For the past weeks i'm feeling so much better. But he suddenly pop out in my life again, messing & making it upside down. I'm pretending to be happy on the outside to my friends. Laughing & joking as it's my usual self. But deep down i'm crying. Nobody knows.

I'm really depressed this time. No joke lor.

Sigh.