i've been addicted to u .. James Blunt.
His songs are so lomantic & heart-touching. It melts my hearrrt alot..



I simply love goodbye my lover..its such a sad lomantic song & lyric's so meaningful...
i listened to this song for at least 3 times a day, while my stay in Europe. Everyday i switch on the TV, i will see this MTV & this song :) And so, whenever i listened to this song, all the nice & wonderful memories of mi & him in Europe rushed back into my mind. The way he hugged mi, kissed mi, walking in the streets of Brussels in the winter...The way i forced him to take pictures of mi (LOL) and the reluctant look of him, when i forced him to take ferris wheel with mi in the cold windy night... the happy moment when we do wrestling, and of coz i'm the one who feel the pain & said STOP.. Waiting for him to finish work, walked in the cold to the train station to pick him up.. The loneiness, when he's not around, busy working.. I wander the streets alone.. The times we quarrelled, about his busy work...leaving mi alone, makes mi feel like flying back to Sin immediately...

All the memories ......
so sweet...yet bitter.....
i can't fucking believe the jerk actually cheated mi for so long. I was so silly.... Well, love is blind.
Yesterday, i MSN chatted with him, i told him i've got a new date, i sprained ankle etc.. So he said .. why sprained ankle? too heavy is it ? *FAINT* he's so evil !!!
I said my new date is definitely more caring than him... and so... he said : " more caring, but i am true, trust mi. After he is gone, i will still be by yr side. but when he break up with u maybe in 5yrs later, i will still be here. he is worst, and coz he wasted 5yrs of yr youth .."

I just can't stand the way he sweet talks to mi. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Anyway, i still miss my S.T !! He'll be back from BKK this fri :) Wondering if he will date mi out during the weekend *blushes*

And i'm ready to start new life afresh, leaving "him" behind my mind, labelled as sweet & bitter memories.